I find that acronym pretty fitting, lol
more of a dreamer and substance user to understand what sobriety is, but my times of it being forced were a nightmare. I like to have a lil' something during the day to perk me up. I get bored if I dont and that leads towards a spiral of things I'd rather not deal with, escapism, lol. Im not a drug addict by my friends and my standards. Lately I just use Gabapentin, Hydroxyzine and Cannabinoids, maybe some booze. I dont trip as often as I used to, usually save those days to try something new thats offered.
Life has been hard this past year, but Im getting all my ducks in a row.
It seems like im always chasing something i dont have, ahhh fuddle possessions.