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dwelling on random issues and feeling "stuck" in life.

I've kind of done that as far back as I can remember, no exogenous chemical assistance required.


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Though, the reason I eat right / exercise / don't smoke, etc. isn't so I'll live to 100. It's more like just trying to have as much energy and vitality as possible right NAO.

I'm a low energy kind of dude, sittin' on a bench in the sun, appreciating the beauty of the world, smoking a premium cigar, with coffee/tea/liquor as an apéritif, that's my version of the good life. I'm trying to eat more healthily though.



Edit: Anyone up? I'm kinda bored, trying to decide whether I should sleep tonight at all or not. I've been thinking lately, and, uh, hmm, probably shouldn't talk about it. Anyway I'm going to the beach today (Laguna, if you must know, it's really the only one I like), bright and early. I checked the weather and it should be cold and possibly rainy. Well I'm not going on the beach itself, just walking around the town area, loafing about, and looking at the ocean. I like to do that a few times a year.
 
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I can't touch tobacco while tripping personally, it always sets off this downward spiral of thinking "why do I do unhealthy things to myself?????". LOL, even smoking weed does that to me sometimes while tripping. I prefer to vape while thinking happy thoughts :D

dude same thing happens to me these days.
 
Do you ever think about the places you used to live? I do frequently. I mean, I didn't even want to leave, it's just that after I dropped out I didn't really have a choice. And since then, I don't know, I can see it in my minds eye. The pizza place I ate at 6 days a week, looking from Lincoln at night....the images in my head seem real, and the real world like a dream. It's a feeling that keeps on coming back to plague me. It's stupid, there's nothing there for me, no one, even if I could scrounge up some money to go, what would I do? Relive old living patterns for a few days, then take a drunken midnight swim in the Potomac? It's not like I even dislike living in this area of California (I hate living in this house, but I don't really feel like living on the streets either...), it's a nice area, though again there's nothing really connecting me to it.

How about a demonstration, this is what I see in my head.

Photos: taken on my cell phone
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I went here 2 or 3 nights a week, generally around 11pm~1am, chatted with night guards (only real source of human interaction)

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View from previous location

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The metro.

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I would smoke my pipe on this bench, after eating at my Sunday sandwich shop. Still haven't tried their vegetarian sandwich...

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Arlington, VA from some cool old bridge that I also have pictures of. (Why did I take so many pictures when it was raining?

Pictures: not mine
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Mah pizza place, only physical location I've ever felt at home at. Why didn't I take any photos of it?

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Coolest five guys location ever. Ate there on Friday nights.

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The georgetown waterfront, my favorite cigar smoking location.



I guess what I'm wondering is, is it okay to die in a dream, or should one wake up first?


Oh, here's a picture of a parking lot near my current location that I tooka few years back.I like it.
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Man, I shouldn't post at 2:30 in the morning after having a nightcap...I get all sentimental and long winded. Eh, gonna try to get 4 or 5 hours of sleep now. See ya~<3
 
I moved from state to stae growing up and I think about the places i used to live and the friends i had on a daily basis :(. I guess thats just life.
 
^ maybe you should get out more and try and meet people at shows and stuff instead of complaining on bluelight?
 
^ maybe you should get out more and try and meet people at shows and stuff instead of complaining on bluelight?
Telling me to get out more if fucking laughable.

Maybe you should try and be somewhat cool, instead of a condescending douche with more than overly used suggestions? Next time you have a thought about obtaining something.. just remember, stop bitching to yourself and go out and get it.

bro
 
Whatever man, I dont live that far from you. And if you truly are from "Dallas" then what are you epxecting? Thats you go to wal-mart and meet someone who offers you lsd when your in the check out line? There are plenty of pretty obvious places you can go in Dallas to easily achieve what your looking for..... Sorry but the the way you worded your shit just sounds like your trying to source drugs over the internet...

BRO
 
Continue making ridiculous assumptions from a few words in a single post.

And I don't even live in Dallas, I live in Southern Oklahoma, where it is literally the black hole of drugs, specifically psychedelics. I could get all the meth and schwag ass weed I want, but good luck finding legitimate LSD here. The only people I know from the Dallas area are randoms I meet at clubs and shows (speaking of which, since I need to get out so much, I'll be in downtown Dallas tomorrow night for a dubstep show). I don't know/trust anyone enough down there to make a 2 hours drive.

bra
:P
 
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A little bird just landed on my shoulder and tweeted.

RC's...tweet... twip :D

How's everyone doing tonight?

I'm doing alright, had a long day but it's starting to turn around. So that's good.
 
Telling me to get out more if fucking laughable.

Maybe you should try and be somewhat cool, instead of a condescending douche with more than overly used suggestions? Next time you have a thought about obtaining something.. just remember, stop bitching to yourself and go out and get it.

bro

Awesome contribution to our good vibes thread. 8)
 
Oh fuck, I'm so tired to day...

Piracetam is a strange nootropic. It doesn't make you feel significantly better, it doesn't energetize you much. Instead, it makes you able to endure this fatigue more... So you're able to work more.

I am sorry for everyone I will not reply today.:|

Good night, PD! :)
 
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