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Never Knows Best said:
Crap, can't log into root, wtf, I only have 2 passwords that I use ever, so stop fucking telling me its wrong. :!

So how was your day PD? As usual, I wavered between serene optimism and suicidal despair. I'm pretty much used to it now.



I don't miss being a student at all, I'm not sure I could ever go back to school, well maybe something vocational... I dunno, autodidactic learning suits me much better. I actually learn things, instead of just being taught facts and systems of thinking that push me toward academic elitism/pretension. (Of course, if school works for you, you're much better off than I)
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I can respond to this in more depth tomorrow, as I'm going to bed soon. But I felt completely lost academically for the past 2 years, dealing with extreme dissociative addiction which basically crippled me mentally to the point where I could barely string together a few sentences. This existentialism course is fairly unique even among my other courses and let me reason through my mental difficulties in an intellectual way. I still had to apply immense mental effort, and I still have difficulties with the academic process as whole-But I managed to reclaim my subjectivity and ability to express myself which is all I wanted from studying philosophy.

Next step: becoming fluent in melody, rhythm, and music production. Lofty goals eh?
 
double edit:| I need to stop being a bitch and take it, sigh. Short version: Stopping my medication was a bad idea. Man, and I had such an iron stomach when I was younger.

And how many darn PD-ers live in NC? Is that like the new happeningest state in the Union or something? How's the weather?
 
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Tomorrow is going to be no bueno for me. I have a lab report due, and a group presentation on the same lab, and I still have a bit to go till I'm finished. The real is issue is I'm awake right now... and have been for the past 40 hours. I didn't want to take my adderal at night/abuse it, but there is no way I can actually get what I need done tomorrow if I don't take some more. Its whatever, I really just gotta be careful with everything I write today, because I've been chalkfull of errors. I suck with grammar and what not already, so adderal + sleep deprivation really isn't helping with that at this point. It already took me 5+ hours to write a single page for my introduction for this lab report, though, I was really trying to understand the basic functioning behind suppressed ion chromatography, and its what I have to present for my group presentation tomorrow. Hopefully I don't look like a dick tomorrow with a mouthful of peanutbutter.

Well back to it. Gonna hit this bowl, and get grooving to some new Ott. Great album, took me a listen or two before I started liking the whole album and not just a few tracks.

Never Knows Best said:
And how many darn PD-ers live in NC? Is that like the new happeningest state in the Union or something? How's the weather?
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Honestly the weather has been pretty crazy the past 5 days or so, with Friday as the most interesting. Friday started out with some snow in the morning that kept trying to come no matter how quick the road melt it. It eventually stopped late afternoon. Once night actually started kicking in, so probably after 10, it started thundering and lightening for a while. And back came the little surprise from the morning, with an extra twist of sleet and the occasional roll of thunder.

Solid night over all, even outside the weather. Ended up flirting with this chick who came to my work to buy some beer that night, and knew I sensed something. I got off work and to my surprise I saw her at the bar, so I fucking just went up and killed it. Hopefully she is down to chill this weekend as I kinda dig her vibe. We'll see whats good when I either get shot down or get back into the dating scene
 
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Ah, well good luck with that. I've never been awake more than 44 hours myself, but I have an idea of the amount of impairment that can create, I was pretty useless for academic work at that point (I was in uni at the time). All I have to say is, do your best to slug it out, maybe it won't be your best work, or up to your own personal standards, but I imagine you're not going to fail the class even if that's the case. Accept whatever the consequence may be, and see it merely as a minor slip up, and do your best to learn from the experience and avoid it in the future. As for the potential romance, I don't really get along with people and can't relate, but I wish you well never the less. :)
 
Actually going to my math class today...I don't think I'm gonna pass. If I don't pass I'm on academic suspension. lol always gettin the motivation back when its too late.
 
They got a bit of snow this year, but from what I can recall in my 48 hours with out sleep state, they get dryer winters that aren't fridged but colder than down the mountains.

Up where I'm at we seem to get a bit more snow on average, though the past two years we've had some really solid snow accumulation.
 
lol delsyd I looked at that post for like ten minutes like "dude when did I say that?? I really must be losing it...."

before I realized that NKB actually said it and it was just a mistake. :D

LOL I thought there was some alternative universe twilight zone shit going down =D
 
Lmao awesome.

What's not awesome, is that I'm pretty sure I'm on academic suspension a.k.a. FUCKED. Same week as my gf leaving me this is bullshit. Not that it's not my fault- just sucks that as soon as I pick up my corpse of a self and get to class it's like "LOLZ ur not in this class anymore".
 
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Roger&Me Knows Best said:
lol delsyd I looked at that post for like ten minutes like "dude when did I say that?? I really must be losing it...."

before I realized that NKB actually said it and it was just a mistake. :D

LOL I thought there was some alternative universe twilight zone shit going down =D
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i have no idea how that happened, and i had no idea what you were talking about untill i went reread my post.
that is some twilight zone shit.
Do you remember the episode where the one guy quoted the other guy and instead... 8o

jat, asheville has pretty mild winters. We get snow, but not much. It usually melts within a few days.
Also long springs and autumns :) Great place to live IMO.
 
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Never Knows Best said:
Oh my, Roger is my twilight zone counterpart? I had no idea.

We should do PD moves to Asheville. How's the job market?

Also, this captain black's gold pipe tobacco is pretty good. Not as good as the house blends I used to get back in the day at Georgetown Tobacco, but still pretty good.
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You should put some greenery in that pipe ;)
 
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