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TheAppleCore said:
When I went to uni, and started really applying myself, I began to feel a certain deep contentment with my life that I had never before felt.
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I'm glad for you man. For many it's a rather tumultuous, grueling time; heck, Cornell even has suicide nets on the bridges.

I need to get back on that 'apply myself' bit. Next semester is mostly 4th year courses for me so hopefully I find meaning in the material, with smaller class sizes. This past semester was a lot of the juvenile stuff in classes of 200 people. Having been to college, worked in a lab, and now being 'taught' how to do an ELISA is kind of demoralizing. :\

Anyways enough of me bitching, just got back from my parents' friends, and they lavished gifts on me before leaving such as cookies, nanaimo bars, beer, etc. :)

Getting bombed in front of the idiot box tonight. :)
 
So last night I had the dissociative experience you're supposed to have. I had probably a quarter gram of K in two lines, one up each nostril-- to celebrate the end of the world. For some reason I did it rather non-chalantly as if it wasn't going to get me absolutely rocked. We smoked a bowl of hash about 25 minutes after the lines and by the end of it I had no awareness of the orientation of my body even though I was just sitting in a chair. after that I tried to go down a set of stairs and had to crawl down them haha.

as I was getting more and more heavily dissociated I was pretty sure the world would be ending that night. Time slowed down and suddenly I had no awareness of being a person and in some odd sense, I felt like an object. A material object that someone had just bought at a crowded market and was carrying in a bag then handing off the bag to a bunch of random people in almost an assembly line style. I thought that everyone in the world was gonna end up in a k hole and somehow get stuck in an eternity of thought loops.... who knows but I was surely more dissociated than i've ever been, even more than 100mg mxe oral plus 10 more mg snorted on the peak.

I hope you guys are all having a nice holiday, my rehab will be starting shortly so I decided to have one last shebang with K
 
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A material object that someone had just bought at a crowded market and was carrying in a bag then handing off the bag to a bunch of random people in almost an assembly line style. I thought that everyone in the world was gonna end up in a k hole and somehow get stuck in an eternity of thought loops
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Reminds me of some dissociative experiences that I've had. :)
 
^ I highly recommend 4-AcO-DMT and 4-AcO-DiPT.
The former is essentially a clean, smooth, less anxious, more clear version of psilocin. It's almost like LSD but without the big positive push or piercingly intense clarity, also half the duration.
The latter is an interesting animal. I found you have to be careful with it; there's more going on than simple 5-HT2 agonism. I combined with methylone as an RC-'flip' of sorts. I thought since mushrooms and MDMA go together fine, I thought the similar mechanisms indicated relatively safe waters. Well the peak was great, then it kept on peaking on peaks, going higher and higher. My brain felt full of electricity and I was on the verge of a seizure. Long story short; I breathed my way out of it, calmed down and the drugs metabolized. I think 4-AcO-DiPT has some larger 5-HT activity; possibly releasing agent.

Anyways as to the compound by itself. Incredible; so totally raw, with a very uplifting push. The mind is bouncing all over in that 'wacky, ultra-happy maniacal' way, extremely prominent visuals, on par with a solid LSD trip; in that sense where all you can do is lie on the floor and writh around, taking it all in. Also an extremely strong 'tryptamine carrier wave' aspect to it. I think that's the strongest I've ever heard it. There were times when that wave would descend another octave into yet another layer, more intense than the one before, and I would have to pull out of it from the intensity.
The sound wave and visuals are synchronized. I call them 'orbs', it's hard to explain. The shape of a coloured, visual wave coming out of an object in perfect synchronicity with the background carrier wave that's always been there, just never noticed.
The carrier wave is like the carrier of consciousness; the link to the collective unconscious, all around us, but normally invisible to us.

In terms of psychonautics; exploring the fabric of matter, waves, consciousness; I'd say 4-AcO-DiPT has taken me to the farthest level that I've been.

A full-on phenethylamine experience seems to bypass that carrier wave/visual/orbs stuff and go straight to +4. I actually have yet to have a +4 on a tryptamine, whereas I've had a few on phenethylamines (1 on 2C-I, 2 on 2C-T-2).

To me phenethylamines are more personally valuable but if you want to become aware of the underlying energies, hearing and seeing that wave, then 4-AcO-DiPT is a good candidate.

Kicks in real fast too, alerts in 10, going up in 20, peak by 45, back to 'somewhat regular' consciousness by 4 hours. There is definitely a pharmacoloical positive push to this drug, so potential for difficult experiences is low, but sometimes the carrier wave can take you a bit too deep than you're ready for and there is a knee-jerk reaction to step back a bit. Other than the time when it felt like 'too much' after I did step back the trip went on fine and still be able to listen to the lighter bands of that carrier wave. There was never an unshakable sense of impending doom which I seem to get from mushrooms. I think the mood lifting, positive push of this drug prevents that type of defeatist breakdown.

Well I'm sure talking a lot of pseudoscience for a budding scientist. :P Carrier waves as links to the collective unconsciouss, holy bejesus. I'd love to see the look on a prof's face if I started talking like that. I dunno, I hear what I hear, I feel what I feel, not much one can do about it.
 
Have you done 4-ho-det; if so how does it compare? It is starting to become one of my favorites. Sucks I only got 50mgs left but that's 2 solid doses so it's all good. Going to wait a while before doing any more though.


Earlier last week I had a great trip on 4-meo-pcp+dmt. I smoked smoked a small dose of dmt once the 4meo-pcp started to peak while I was in the back yard which was nice but not too powerful then later on I decided to go into my bathroom and take a larger dose of dmt and right after I exhaled my last hit I hopped in the shower with some music in the backround. I made sure I was kneeled down so I would't fall and crack my head open. It was amazing; like being under a waterfall on the other side but after a while I had to get out because things were starting to get a little to intense for a brief moment. I really love psychedelic showers they are a good way to take things up a notch and also great for making you feel refreshed on the comup or comedown.
 
phenethylo J said:
Have you done 4-ho-det; if so how does it compare? It is starting to become one of my favorites. Sucks I only got 50mgs left but that's 2 solid doses so it's all good. Going to wait a while before doing any more though.


Earlier last week I had a great trip on 4-meo-pcp+dmt. I smoked smoked a small dose of dmt once the 4meo-pcp started to peak while I was in the back yard which was nice but not too powerful then later on I decided to go into my bathroom and take a larger dose of dmt and right after I exhaled my last hit I hopped in the shower with some music in the backround. I made sure I was kneeled down so I would't fall and crack my head open. It was amazing; like being under a waterfall on the other side but after a while I had to get out because things were starting to get a little to intense for a brief moment. I really love psychedelic showers they are a good way to take things up a notch and also great for making you feel refreshed on the comup or comedown.
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Haven't tried 4hodet, love me some 4meopcp and deemsters though
 
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^That moment when he knocks the bucket off and there's another bucket underneath
 
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