caseface99
Bluelight Crew
Does anyone here consider Ketamine an entactogen?
As in effects similar to MDMA...? Not really imo
Does anyone here consider Ketamine an entactogen?
alo friends
it's been to long; i miss all the hoodrats in here and all the seriously serious and seriously comedic banter. **where's lma when you need him?!**
ok lets talk about ME ME ME. heh for the most part my time has been consumed by the an unexpected (de)evolution of my self-concept; if i ever write my memiors, the most recent chapter would be titled drUgs. during my little escapade, i have certainly had my moments of undesirable physical/emotional/spiritual imbalance; however, i somehow always found time for the necessary r&r before seeing my family, old friends, etc... during vacations, while balancing my responsibilties and adjusting to real city living (no dorm bullshit). i'm on the upswing now but i have a feeling i'm not completely in the clear just yet--waiting for winter break for a serious vacation from my bad habits. hopefully next semester i will exhibit more self control.
there's no doubt that i've far exceeded the limits of acceptable drug use (well, relatively speaking i might not agree). sobering moments coupled with a few concerned friends and family are all the signs i need--it's time to make change. the most unsettling and eye-opening moment occurred during my second encounter with the white chamelon; i can safely say that i was blessed by the uncomfortable beginnings of a seizure following iv administration. it frightened me to the bone, but the experience presented me with a clarity of judgment when approaching these unfamiliar substances. respect is necessary when using a needle--there is little room for error and you can't afford to be sloppy.
ironically, as my hedonistic desires took priority, i [helplessly] watched my gf and drug-buddy struggle with a debilitating 8-year opiate addiction. in cahoots with the rapid evolution of my relationship with certain hard drugs and addictive personality, I became the epitome of a poly-drug abuser motivated by paradoxical modes of existence; at any given drug-using moment one could describe the conscious and unconscious motives/excuses which fueled (and continue to) my decision making as one or more the following: psychonautical, hedonistic, curious, subconscious self-harm, ignorance/stupidity, to impress/attract a certain subset of peoples with whom i identify with on many levels, and an inability to deal with my newly acquired adulthood/freedom. All the while I also hoped to become familiar with the unique qualities of each substance which attract emotionally unstable people whose attempts at self-medicating often spiral out of control and lead to full-fledged addiction. one day i hope to open my own full-life rejuvenation center for anyone and everyone willing to help me show them how to help themselves
whoa. deep breath. i needed to type that up somewhere. thnks for listening if u attempted to read that.
still no real snow here in ny. kinda glad, kinda sad. i'm not a huge fan of the cold but you can't deny a solid snow fest.
cloudy did you ever make contact with that girl you speak so highly of?
LSDMDMA&9068731 said:remember kids
study high
take the test high
get high grades
or atl east that would work with amps..
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Does anyone here consider Ketamine an entactogen?
Nearjat's got a girlfriend, na na na na naa naaaaa.
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