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Yeah, I've been grinning-and-bearing through family shit for a few days now, with another week plus to go... So much pointless drama. This side of my family is full of high-strung stress cases, and it drives me a little nuts to be surrounded by it, especially while going from daily toking to endless sobriety. On the plus side, people keep feeding me well, and I should get to flee with an old friend for a day on Sunday and hopefully smoke some medical shit :D
 
I've been doing shit around the house (cleaning and what not), trying to keep myself under the radar as much as possible. Earn some brownie points and to make the awkward convo I'm gonna have with my parents before I leave a bit easier.

I've been smoke free (weed and cigs) for about a week. Was bit rough going from toking everyday, but piracetam has been helping. That shit puts just enough stride in your step to give you a bit of sense of well being
 
Merry Christmas PeeDee <3 Have you been nice or naughty this year?

I've been a nice girl this year, no dope, opened my own business, graduated from massage school, moved to a kick ass town and adopted 2 pups and I've got Mr. Delsyd by my side <3 Hope ya'll have a joyous and warm holiday!
 
^ Nice to see you pop in here.

Naughty or nice? We'll see -- depends on whether my stocking is full of COAL or not tomorrow morning.
 
I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas ...
And then, baby, I'm through
Four more weeks that couldn't make any difference
Except maybe to you

But I've tried to use that trick
Like a carrot on a stick
So I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas
Then, baby, I'm through

I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas
And then, baby, I'm done
One less fucker trying to get in the business
Of the prodigal son

Where I know I can't compete
Once I'm off of Hastings Street
So I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas
Then, baby, I'm done

'Cause I can't live loaded and I can't live sober
And I've been this way since the end of October
And I know enough to know
That, baby, when it's over, it's over
And it's over
'Cause, baby, I'm done

I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas
And then call it a day
Tell you I'm sorry that I made you a witness
To my moral decay

And that, once upon a time
I believed it was a victimless crime
I was thinking I could clean up for Christmas
Then call it a day
Then call it a day
Then call it a day
 
so i definitely think i should cut back on mah amp usage now..
since i didnt feel too bad today that must mean mah dopaminez are comin back/repairing or whaeva
im not quitting though, just cuttin back. once a week tops.
on the agenda:
MOAR FUCKING KETAMINE
do want for srs, molly and all thats fun but goddamn i want moar ket. i wanna khole
we missed festivus :(
 
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My laptop broke and I have a nasty headache. What? Christmas? Like whatever maaaaan.

I've decided to take a break from the GBL, or well, cut back my usage to once a week. I've been using that stuff daily-ish for three or four months now, and that can't be good. I plan on using nothing at all at least through Monday, though I'll try to last till NYE.

You're in Laguna soli? You should look up this restaurant in Newport called Galley Café. It's like my favorite breakfast place and they have the best shakes/malts I've ever had (pretty good omelettes too).
 
i <3 tramadol

8 hours of opioid goodness with the odd mix of simulation and depression. 400-500mg can get me to a good zone to nod with a bit of weed on top (or at least from my last little hurah with tramadol months ago). Hope to get some more in, in jan. I equate tramadol with heroin and hydrocodone. yum yum yum
 
Nice! What type? I have a Trek X01 (cyclocross bike which I just put road tires on when I'm riding road)

I ended up getting,
Part B of Advanced Organic Chemistry
The Biochemical Basis of Neurophramacology
Weird Sound Generator kit (that is what it really is called. can't wait to build it)
a pair of pants
couple $10 gift cards

pretty good score if you ask me. Nerdy, maybe, but I was ecstatic when unwrapped the books.
 
adrian thats whatsup! road bikes for christmas are the best :)

assphace what parta florida you from?

cloudy, cool to see people going smoke free! i did that for about 9-10 months once... your lungs feel better after the second week (well the first couple days is a huge improvement too), but you have to excersize alot to get them back to where they used to be... you really notice a diference after about 2 months and then your head is totally clear by month 3 as far as the e'erb goes.

happy holidays everyone!
 
It's a scattante 570 (http://www.performancebike.com/weba...t_10052_10551_1091232_-1_1535500_20000_400759)

Pretty awesome bike, all shimano 105 components.. can't way to go tearing off across the landscape hehe

I also got some hardcore hiking boots and some cycling shoes and a solar panel to charge electronics while backpacking.

Thinking about it, I'm kinda surprised my parents have never gotten me any chemistry books before.... Nerdy presents are always fun.

Edit: sup ignvs, hope youre having a wonderful day
 
IGNVS: Yeah it feels great to be smoke free, or even just plainly cannabinoid free. I already feel a lot of my motivation coming back to me, and my head feels a notch clearer. I'm still coughing slightly from the mucus build up in the nasty spot in your throat, but its a hell of a lot better. I'm trying to keep this up in Janurary. I already feel much better with aspects of my life, that weed seemed to be hindering me (not its fault, my fault for letting it take over my life for a while). I'd like to get back to smoking a few times a week and only a night. I went 4 years with smoking probably 2-3 times a week max, and sometimes even months with out having a puff. I love weed, but moderation certainly is the key (not necessarily in dose, but in frequency).

Adrian: Shimano 150's is a solid set up. I have 105 shifters, 105 front derailer, ultegra sl derailer, ultegra crank set, ultegra chain, and dura ace cassette, on my girl. Rides pretty smooth. i just need to learn to tune the derailers a bit better.

Well, the way christmas works in my house is, everyone gives each other a christmas list (same goes for birthdays), and I was asking for these books on my list. When ever I can I always try and ramble about chemistry or pharmacology, so I think they got the point. Chemistry books to me are just as good as getting a novel. Honestly I'm more like to read through the chemistry or pharmacology books than some novels I've gotten (cough DFW, infinite jest cough). At this point its easier to read through text books than novels, as my brain is more in tune with sciency vocab than literary vocab (excuse my ignorance on the appropriate term for this)
 
Today with my dads side of the fam went pretty good. A lot less shame. Well my dad found out that I pawned an old guitar I had gotten from my brother cause he didn't use it, and loudly said "to buy drugs with?!". And yes, he was totally right. But the fact is it belonged to me, I didn't play guitar, and it was piece of shit. No need to raise a fuss. Ha..
 
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