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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Loquacious Psychedelic Love Lazers

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Ive been there dude, and im sorry to hear youre going through it now :(<3
It will definatley get easier as time passes and love does come again.

I think its important you do what you said on the previous page and learn to love yourself again.

Check out a book called The Art of Loving by Erich Fromm.
Im actually reading it right now for the 3rd time. It'll remind you of things you already know.

be well brother.
 
There's so much shit I need to do right now i feel stuck. Not sure if I'm going to be allowed to remain in school. my drug use is getting more and more out of control...fuck dude.

thanks for the love guys. i really do need to learn how to give some to myself. right now, there is none.
 
Fuckin hell, my hospitalization of last year got in the papers. An article about 'designer drugs':

I really shouldnt have gone to the ER, but rather gone to a guy I knew to ride out my panic attack. Back then
I didn't know shit about panic attacks though.

NSFW:

Trials of new drugs

A small group psychonauts' experiments with full-called designer drugs. About how these chemical compounds is still very little known. "It's Russian roulette."

by Dewi Gigengack

They are voluntary guinea pig and use the Internet as an ongoing study project is complemented by experiences, warnings and tips. People who are experimenting with designer drugs, or "research chemicals" as they prefer to call themselves the fabrics, represent a distinct subculture among drug users.

Designer drugs are chemical compounds that aim at the effects of ecstasy, cocaine, amphetamines (speed) or mescaline to imitate. When a popular recreational drug Ecstasy was the early nineties, came the phenomenon of 'designer drug' on the rise. The pioneer in this field, the American chemist Alexander Shulgin. He created hundreds of designer drugs, tested them on himself and wrote two books about it. Today, these drugs mainly in Britain and the United States invented ('designed'), under the Opium Act to come. New substances are not on the list of banned substances in those countries and thus legal.

In the Netherlands it is different, you know drug researcher Peter van Dijk of the Trimbos Institute. "Here are resources that have a psychoactive effect under the Medicines Act. They are considered non-registered funds and are therefore illegal. Designer drugs in the Netherlands therefore much less popular than in England, for example. "Yet it is not hard avoiding them. "If you know where to look, dozens of types of research chemicals easily available via Internet," says the 38-year-old Gonzo from The Hague. "They are frequently sold as bonzaivoeding, CD cleaner or an aroma oil burner. It is often that it is not intended for human consumption. "

The Trimbos Institute has a list of some 150 substances with which the Netherlands are experimenting. But a common phenomenon, not designer drugs. According to drug experts Roel Kerssemakers of information organization and Unity Jellinek Drug addiction is the majority of users in the Netherlands means known as ecstasy, cocaine and cannabis. "If they exist, the need for other means small. Once the ecstasy market is bad and hard to get resources, you see that other substances sold as ecstasy. Last week, there is a 19-year-old boy from Heerlen deceased to fake ecstasy. There was PMMA in the pill, a substance with a similar effect. But the sneaky PMMA is slowing down. You take a pill even more quickly. And the difference between a recreational dose and a lethal dose is small. "

To the dismay of the Trimbos Institute, there is still a group of people with the relatively unknown chemicals to get started. "They're just stupid busy," says Van Dijk. "It's Russian roulette. You do not know what the risks are, because they are all new substances which not much is known. "

The 'psychonauts', people who are extremely interested in drugs, a different view. "I do research first, take time," says the 19-year old student Sublimo. He experimented at least once a week, besides the 'standard drugs, such as speed. "Generally it goes well, especially if you know which websites deliver decent stuff. Sometimes if you have something bad experiences. "Gonzo prepares for by" trip reports "of others to read, which they describe how much it means, what the effect is, how long it works and what the correct dose. "I do it in a responsible way and let the first test means a drug test center. There is always a "trip sitter" with, someone who stay sober and keep an eye on things. We do not at parties, but at someone's home or in the dunes. "

The fascination for new types of drugs, according Kerssemakers partly explained by the fact that the effect of hallucinogens can vary widely. "By energizing and soothing substances, there is little variety. But a trip can do this hallucinating, or that you are in deep contact with yourself or feel that you rise above your body. "People who are experimenting, searching especially for those differences."

With all the experimentation going there was something wrong. Like Solipsis, on an Internet forum describing how he ended up in hospital after a cocktail of designer drugs. "A while back I had 4-AcO-DMT combined with methylone. That same day I had already taken some GHB. When methylone and 4-AcO-DMT were quite prepared, I had a panic attack. "He thought he was barely breathing and was afraid. "Not long before I had taken half a painkiller with codeine in it, because I suffered from my back. I thought I did something wrong and that this combination was dangerous. "
The boy went to the pit, where he was detained overnight. "Blood was taken and my heart was monitored. It turned out that I do not breathe enough, but hyperventilating. "He thought he would die. "A rather chilling feeling I can say."


Ernst, a 44-year old ICT staff from the north of the country, like to take hallucinogens well to dose and predictable. "Also because I have a responsible life: married, two kids, busy job. About once a month, my wife and I have a weekend off and take a tour agent. Enjoy each other more at home. "

Van Dijk believes that designer drugs will always remain, even if only a limited group of people interested in it. "The funds come and go. People hope that a dust is the same effect as ecstasy, but without the hangover and legally. That is a utopia. "

The names of the users are fictitious for privacy reasons.
 
I would be a bit proud if someone wrote about me in a newspaper article. :)
Although I would prefer to get in such situation.
 
man i don't even know what to say after lastnight

=D <3

Was that your first really deep experience on a "true" psychedelic (not cannabis, DXM, etc.)?



nearjat, pains me to hear you say stuff like that. I really wish you the best with all my heart. <3
 
^I've had one other actual psychedelic experience, on shrooms, about three years ago, but this was on a whole other fucking level
 
4-aco-dmt is aaMAAAAzing.

On a different note, I just completed a very rough draft of my first short story (vignette, really) but I'm not sure what to do with it.
 
There's so much shit I need to do right now i feel stuck. Not sure if I'm going to be allowed to remain in school. my drug use is getting more and more out of control...fuck dude.

thanks for the love guys. i really do need to learn how to give some to myself. right now, there is none.

be strong man I care about you <3
 
Just got a gram of kanna, experimenting with it. I am trying a little bit orally first to see what kind of effect it may have. Unfortunately I don't have a scale, but i'm guessing I've had less than 100mg.
 
me likey stims....
but a teensy dose of something sedating mixed with a fat dose of amphetamines sounds pretty nice!
 
^Come on now! This is the psychedelics forum! lol,

coming up on some DOC right now, got the house to myself and got all night!
 
But this is social, so we talk about daily things, and we tend to use psychs rather infrequently compared to other drugs. Since you asked, tomorrow will be a 2c-e at disneyland day. The person I'm going with gave me permission (they don't even want to try psychs, sadly).

Hmm, what to do if there's too much of a bodyload though (I'm normally fine on it, but it can just annoy me sometimes)? I could bring some JWH to vape ( I don't think I have high enough proof liquor to dissolve it (GBL worked so well in that capacity, but I need to stop thinking about that substance)), hmm, I could use an unhealthy solvent like IPA in a <1mL amount...
 
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