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[alantis360]

Hey socks, hope things are going well for you. Are you still down in Florida?

 

[swilow]

It's these WDs that are making things worse. Usualy I wouldn't let this kind of shit get to me, but today just seems not to be my day I've felt like all hell this whole week and Bluelight has always been a sacntuary of sorts. I just can't think about losing that right now.

Swilow, I've always considered you a friend. We have never met, but I would give anything for that to change. You always seem to have a way about you and your posts that just radiates pure loving energy. At least I know I can feel it.
Thank you. Thank you for just being you :D

Send me a PM if you have a spare moment some day. We haven't chatted nearly enough. I don't think I've had the pleasure since 08 or so. :D

Will do brother, gotta go to the pharmacist and get my diazepam and weeks supply of bupe, but then I'll be right back

A new tattoo I got on my chest (above my heart) is the word TEMPLUM written around the points of a hexagram. Sanctuary/safety is inside me.

 

[IGNVS]

I have a hard time completely leaving. I find I just have a hard time relating to the average BLer.

same, its real strange. I dont do alot of drugs anymore, and alot of people in the psychedelic scene really turn me off, but bluelights just... i dont know...

 

[PepperSocks]

lol LMA

Hey socks, hope things are going well for you. Are you still down in Florida?

Nope, Came back for Christmas. I'd had enough of Florida and was too chicken to run off to central america by myself and I wanted to go home anyway. I think travelling like that is good to do with some friends; would be much more fun that way.

I'm hanging out at home for the moment, working on some projects and looking for a used truck with one of those camper things in the bed. Once I have that and the weather warms up a bit I can see some more of Canada and be able to get temp jobs where I can just park and live behind the building. That way I can make some money but not be committed to a full time job.

If that doesn't happen I'll just live out back this summer and help my dad with stuff.

I hope all's going well with you too. Just curious; whereabouts do you live man? incase I'm in the area and all

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

dude what was lolworthy, you wont spot ya main llama a beer
that makes me a sad llama
and or a sad panda

 

[alantis360]

Thats cool man, sounds like would be fun if you could get that truck. I stay in Texas btw.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

yeah
i am a sickly llama, i need to see the vet
maybe i can get ketamine from him for my horrible fucking cold?
even amphet wouldnt clear up my nose right now
i dont think they midn giving animals controlled substances so maybe ill luck out and get some ket if i see the vet
that rhymed cause im a rappin llama

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Eh, you're right nearjat, that was all me trying to rationalize my giving up since self-improvement is hard. Or at least that's my new theory. I'm really bad at not thinking about things though, my life is such that I rarely ever have any distraction from introspection time, besides when I'm reading or not sober.

Man, you know how you feel when you haven't eaten anything in thirty hours? I'm feeling like that right now, everything looks so delicious and I'm a bit lightheaded, and my stomach is bothering me. I think I'll hold out till breakfast (or if I get up at my normal time, a late lunch). I dunno, I'm tired of the stuff that's here for me to make, and I really shouldn't be spending my last few dollars going out to eat, and maybe I'm just bored. My mood is still decent enough though.

Anyway, 2 1/2 weeks from homelessness, should probably try harder to find gainful employment, but I'm having difficulty caring enough to do so. I feel like I'm trying enough as it is. Oh, and I'm loving Crime and Punishment, some people told me to not bother with it a couple of times, but I can't see why (however I'm not too far into it).

 

[nearjat]

Anyway, 2 1/2 weeks from homelessness, should probably try harder to find gainful employment, but I'm having difficulty caring enough to do so. I feel like I'm trying enough as it is. Oh, and I'm loving Crime and Punishment, some people told me to not bother with it a couple of times, but I can't see why (however I'm not too far into it).

Hey shit man, that's some heavy stuff hanging over your head. Whether or not you chose to take action to avoid it, it'll work out. It's just either suffer now working really hard, or wait to suffer when the consequences come around.

I rarely feel like giving advice anymore lol, I don't follow hardly any of it myself. Feels wrong.

 

[helium-4]

Terrible last two days and probably a terrible day today. Small dose of k in the morning helps, but still doesn't make the world magically less frustrating. Sucks, cuz I feel like I should be feeling great since I feel like I made a 96-100 on this organic test I took yesterday. Oh well...

Hopefully I'll get this lab report done and will get all these labs today over and done with. Might be a night for k.

BTW k open eye visuals are nuts.

 

[tBirdee]

Blew me fuckin mind this did

 

[Solipsis]

Psox how are you doing man? Long time no see, I'd love to catch up sometimes - hit me up on PM with an addy if you want to.

 

[nearjat]

Hey Psox I was just discussing you, in real life, with my friend! We say some cayenne pepper capsules while looking for gel caps and I immediately thought of you! lol

 

[allium]

I LOVE YOU, PD!

Oh, lol, it seems that I can't type all post in capital letters, because it gets downcased

 

[Solipsis]

You guys, there is historic shit going down in Egypt, I'm watching Al Jazeera and that dickhead Mubarak might announce that he will step down soon - not entirely sure though, this is what the protesters are feeling is succeeding. We will see.

"Senior egyptian army commanders are telling the protesters their demands will be met", Kick him out then.

OK no such good news - still september until he'll be gone.

 

[alantis360]

I rarely feel like giving advice anymore lol, I don't follow hardly any of it myself. Feels wrong.

I think that is true for most people, I know it is for me. I think its easier sometimes to take advice from other people. We get a little bias sometimes so I think an outside opinion can be really helpful.

 

[delta_9]

I've been keeping an eye on that as well, Solipsis.

 

[Roger&Me]

The Egyptian people have really, really impressed me recently. Kicking a fucker like Mubarak out of office is an amazing feat.

LOL, I took some adderall today for the first time in a looooong time-- since I quit benzos, many months ago. I didn't really get anything done because I was too damn horny! :D Fapfapfapfap

Amphetamine is weird shit, man. I don't know how I did it everyday for a while, it really fucks your shit up. It's like... not something that people should be ingesting, LOL.

 

[Bardeaux]

You guys, there is historic shit going down in Egypt, I'm watching Al Jazeera and that dickhead Mubarak might announce that he will step down soon - not entirely sure though, this is what the protesters are feeling is succeeding. We will see.

"Senior egyptian army commanders are telling the protesters their demands will be met", Kick him out then.

OK no such good news - still september until he'll be gone.

I don't think this is going to cut it. The people in the street aren't going anywhere until he's gone and there's a democraticly elected leader in office. Even if he did step down immediately he'd just put his VP in charge which wouldnt appease anyone.

It's an amazing situation

 

[delta_9]

The Egyptian people have really, really impressed me recently. Kicking a fucker like Mubarak out of office is an amazing feat.

LOL, I took some adderall today for the first time in a looooong time-- since I quit benzos, many months ago. I didn't really get anything done because I was too damn horny! :D Fapfapfapfap

Amphetamine is weird shit, man. I don't know how I did it everyday for a while, it really fucks your shit up. It's like... not something that people should be ingesting, LOL.

Indeed I was using stims(amphetamines and cocaine) daily for a period of roughly 6 months in late 08 early 09. I still feel like my head aint right. That stuff is just fucked up. Swore I'd never get caught up in drugs like that for such extended lengths of time.

Ironically though now I'm battling my addiction with benzos which I've been using for longer than 6 months