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My brother would like me to issue a correction: he had the scotch in the AA lounge (heh) at the airport. He had wine on the plane.

Also, "not your father's root beer" from TJ's is legit. Tastes like a rum and root beer. But... In a good way.
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Have you tried a Dark 'N' Stormy?

Requires some fairly specific ingredients:

3 parts Ginger beer (not ginger ale, this is a different thing, stronger taste but not alcoholic)
2 parts Gosling's dark rum (accept no imitations)
½ part lime juice
stir aggressively with ice in a cocktail shaker
strain, and pour over ice in a chilled Collin's glass
garnish with a lime
enjoy
 
Guys. I took my LAST dose of suboxone today, 1/2mg. I have no words for how happy I am to be stepping off the sub train, the opioid train, the low vibration train, all of it. Even the last week on 1/2mg I'm already feeling my life force through the roof. My core is on fire, the mind is in phase, energy centers feel tuned. I've been sober since the full moon (3meo-pcp and DPT, so holy...but that's another story) so I ain't even trippin! My systems that were dampened from the year and a half of maintenance (sex drive, anyone?) have come online stronger than I expected!
I can say with a straight face and clear eyes I will not use any more opiates recreationally in this lifetime.
Sorry, I know this isn't NA or /r/opiatesrecovery, LOL, I should probably hang out there more often now. My support network feels so strong, doors have opened and all the pieces are in place for this to proceed as destined.
BTW, I consider Bluelight to be an important support network. I'm not trying to go all 100% sober, not quite yet at least, so ya'll will continue to see me around, and even if I do I'll still stop by to offer my cents.
 
Xorkoth my room has NEVER been as organized as it is now...thanks in great part to 3meo's blessing of life force, inspiration, and straight up spirit. I went throuhg everything and realized it was the hi-story of my life in various mediums and forms. Memories flooded back in crystalline form. I think it helped solidify a lot of things in me, to go through everything and sort it.
Oh yeah, and a few weeks ago when I was receiving 'messages' on the regular, one was to 'clean house' so that it may be a House of God. I proceeded to tell my unclean-house friends to repent, lol, without using the biblical stuff- just told them they have a month to clean house.
 
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So, my extended quasi-vacation in Cali is coming to an end. Flying back to Chicago tomorrow night. It'll be cool to see my Chitown friends (and my gaming PC, lul), but the weather is gonna SUCK.

vortech said:
Guys. I took my LAST dose of suboxone today, 1/2mg. I have no words for how happy I am to be stepping off the sub train, the opioid train, the low vibration train, all of it. Even the last week on 1/2mg I'm already feeling my life force through the roof. My core is on fire, the mind is in phase, energy centers feel tuned. I've been sober since the full moon (3meo-pcp and DPT, so holy...but that's another story) so I ain't even trippin! My systems that were dampened from the year and a half of maintenance (sex drive, anyone?) have come online stronger than I expected!
I can say with a straight face and clear eyes I will not use any more opiates recreationally in this lifetime.
Sorry, I know this isn't NA or /r/opiatesrecovery, LOL, I should probably hang out there more often now. My support network feels so strong, doors have opened and all the pieces are in place for this to proceed as destined.
BTW, I consider Bluelight to be an important support network. I'm not trying to go all 100% sober, not quite yet at least, so ya'll will continue to see me around, and even if I do I'll still stop by to offer my cents.
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Congrats! I tapered off subs a couple months ago. Feels good, man. FWIW, if you have any interest in a support group setting but don't like the religious overtones and abstinence-only approach of NA, I had mostly good experiences with SMART.

SKL: No I haven't but I will now! Sounds tasty.
 
Hey guys, OD is pretty bad at answering questions for some reason, so since I assume some of you heads can help me with this, I'll post my question from over there in here (since it's not really social talk, I'll spoiler it):
I just procured 100mg of etizolam powder. I'm looking to make probably a 30mg/15ml solution of the stuff for the purpose of creating an easy to dose trip come-down aid, and I have a decent amount of 190 proof grain alcohol I want to use for it. Is etizolam very soluble in grain alcohol, or must I use PG for the solution? I really don't want to use PG if at all possible, alcohol is preferred so I can drop the dose on an altoid and let it evaporate or something similar before a trip and thus not have to worry about trying to figure out my dose whilst still tripping.

Any advice on such a solution is much appreciated!
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So yeah, need to make a solution with this etiz powder, don't wana use PG, is grain alcohol satisfactory for such a purpose?

Feel free to PM me if you don't wana reply here. Just looking for advice on this, I've never made a solution before.
 
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vortech said:
Guys. I took my LAST dose of suboxone today, 1/2mg. I have no words for how happy I am to be stepping off the sub train, the opioid train, the low vibration train, all of it. Even the last week on 1/2mg I'm already feeling my life force through the roof. My core is on fire, the mind is in phase, energy centers feel tuned. I've been sober since the full moon (3meo-pcp and DPT, so holy...but that's another story) so I ain't even trippin! My systems that were dampened from the year and a half of maintenance (sex drive, anyone?) have come online stronger than I expected!
I can say with a straight face and clear eyes I will not use any more opiates recreationally in this lifetime.
Sorry, I know this isn't NA or /r/opiatesrecovery, LOL, I should probably hang out there more often now. My support network feels so strong, doors have opened and all the pieces are in place for this to proceed as destined.
BTW, I consider Bluelight to be an important support network. I'm not trying to go all 100% sober, not quite yet at least, so ya'll will continue to see me around, and even if I do I'll still stop by to offer my cents.
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Congrats man! That's awesome! I hope the jump will be as smooth as possible for you. Even if it's not, you sound like you're in the sort of place I was in post-ibogaine last year, where I just suddenly had a powerful internal certainty that I would never take another opiate again. No desire to, even though I felt some lingering withdrawals for a bit, and I was happy as a clam with my decision from the first day I made it. It's a huge achievement to get there, especially without that sort of neurotic post-addict mindstate that a lot of people get to where all they want is to take opiates again and have to suffer through a long period of emotional readjustment.
 
Well my girlfriend is definitely going to Hawaii to see her mom and getting back after I leave to see my family for Christmas... that sucks. :(

Also work has been crazy... Thanksgiving weekend I worked 10 hours, then it's been 12 hour days every day this week (still working right now, with breaks), and tomorrow should prove to be just as intense. And depending on if a project hits I might have to work this weekend too. It sucks because I'm on salary so I don't get overtime. But at least I have a job that pays me well and that I don't hate. But I sure hope that one day I can just do music and make a good living. That would be so much better.

But on the upside I just finished making a really delicious tomato pasta sauce from scratch. :)
 
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Even though you'll miss her, think of how awesome it is when she comes back. And in the meantime, I'm sure you'll find s way to appreciate some 1on1 Xorkoth time! Always look on the brighter side of life!!
 
in the last 9 years I've been single for 8 months. I've only been with two girls throughout. I was with my ex for 6 years and I've been with my current woman for almost 3. No regrets whatsoever, but all I'm saying is when you get "you" time, run with it!
 
Oh yeah I know, I value it, for the first month and a half I didn't miss her much because I was working on my music so much. I'm still doing that, it's just I'm missing her a lot now at least for a little while every day... dreaming about her, etc. It's fine, even when she's here our lives are pretty separate in many ways which we both like. Not trying to live together anytime soon, we see each other like 3 times a week usually.

But yeah I was with the same person from age 18 to almost 30, we were married for half of it. Trust me when I say, I know the value of "me" time! She was an overbearing person who would get mad at me for even wanting to do something without her. I was single for almost 2 years once we split and I valued it SO much. This girl is amazing, she wants the same sort of things from a relationship as I do and we respect each others' personal space greatly. She's pretty much perfect for me in every way... I can hardly believe my luck at finding someone I can be in such a healthy relationship with. Which is why I miss her! If my ex had gone away for 2 and a half months I would have been overjoyed.
 
The WD hit fast, basically within two hours after I normally dose in the morning. I'm pretty sure I metabolise the stuff faster than most people, which is good to make the WD shorter. I felt a bit crazy yesterday, very sensitive, music gave me all kinds of chills. This morning the RLS/kicking proceeded. Talked to a friend about the uncanny parallels between our lives. We walk the path together. Feeling so much better already, just a lottle run down and intense temperature fluctuations.
To top off the blessings I received today from a special brother a gift of 4-Meo-PCP, for uh...testing :)
 
vortech, hope springs eternal, but it's not over
not to rain on your parade but
the physical part is the easy part
expect a lot of difficulties going forward
have some support and some pharmacological comforts
good luck bro and stay strong
 
Finally found some K in my bumfuck town, what's a decent starting dose? What should I expect?

I've read a lot of TRs but I'm kinda undecided if I wanna go balls to the wall and see another dimension or just dip my toes.
 
^If you have the material, just dip your toe man.

I haven't been posting in here much lately. Mostly because I've just been too morose/tired every day after getting home from my low wage job. I've led a pretty boring life the past monthish, so not much to talk about. Saw Muse in concert this week, that was pretty rad, but beers were 11 bucks there... Anyways, hope all of you PD folk are doing well, hopefully earning more money than me hahah. Trying to keep my chin up... more importantly, trying to save some of my earnings and not just blow it all on weed. Ahhh, but the Devil's Lettuce, it tastes so sweet...
 
I think I might have pneumonia or something, I've been putting off making a Dr.'s appointment though. Also, toilet overflow shit-water bathroom disaster. Bleh, what a day, I tell you.

Anyhow, as it is December, I'm now a poinsettia. In the language of the flowers, the poinsettia means celebration, success, or good cheer.
 
What a good weekend. Vital. Hope everyone else's was the same. I'm through feeling anything not good, and the 4-meo analysis of the last 2 days was a wonderful distraction from the last bit, as it gave me the strength to go about my destiny.
 
hopefully we're all poinsettias this winter, eh?

I got my mikromaschine working with ableton and I downloaded a few VSTs so from here on the only thing I need is practice, and sooner or later I should be able to express the music that plays in my head pretty well.

Im about to grab some 3-meo-pcp and some isopropylphenidate. Hopefully they're worthwhile experiences! I would never combine them, but I imagine the combo would turn just about anyone into Mr. Hyde lol

I have 2 THC pills at 120mg each. I'm gonna start the day off with one of them tomorrow and make music all day :)

cheers, folks

p.s. Vortech it was great meeting you, good luck with the WDs homie!
 
Ah, another Monday rolls around... How was everyone's weekends? I see some got up to some fun... Hopefully not pneumonia though, that ain't good.

Went out again Saturday night with the girlfriend to celebrate her scoring a contract position in my building starting Tuesday :) had a great night, but unfortunately she started feeling very sick on the come up and it didn't get any better so she decided to take a taxi home straight away :( however she insisted I remained out to enjoy myself with our other friends, which I did (even though they too left lol). Much dancing was still had :)
 
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