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DXM can be extremely therapeutic ime.

I am a bit apprehensive about tomorrow, not only because I have to work, but also because I have to get an affadavit notarized at the bank for my one and only trusted vendor who provides me with my MXE, 5-mapb, and Etizolam. It is a new requirement, and though I think that it is insane, I feel that I am left with no choice as he has been my vendor for years and is the only truly consistent vendor I have ever worked with.

I am nervous because I feel that there will be many questions asked and judgements passed. It looks like I am signing my name in adherence to some kind of strange cult or scientology group. How do you explain that without saying I want to continue buying legal drugs online? Don't get me wrong, I believe in the beliefs expressed, my spiritual life has always been strongly connected to certain drugs. I guess I'll just throw the religious freedom act act them if things get hairy.

I feel that this kind of invades my privacy as a drug user, but also feel that maybe he is just trying to cut down on his clientelle as these unique compounds have become a lot more scarce with the banning of such things in China. I guess I'll be going to the bank first thing after work tomorrow to get this over with so that he will recognize my order. Ugh.
There is probably a good chance you're over thinking it. I've never had to do what you're talking about but even something as simple as buying a money order or western union had me feeling like "everyone knows."
But you see other people doing it and you think maybe they're doing it, but then they look too normal to be doing something sketchy like that.
Banks probably deal with so much shit they don't understand what the receiving end has to do with.
I wouldn't worry if I were you, is what I'm trying to say. From what I can tell you're lucky to be able to find MXE anymore even..I haven't really sought it out but I miss it really badly.
 
I miss MXE too... hopefully I'm going to make a trade for a few grams with a friend. I pretty much want it for tryptamine combinations, it's SO good for that.
 
I'm just so upset that the only disso I could possibly get is DXM, everything else sounds so much fun.

I would take even an obscure disso over any kind of tab or shrooms I can get here.
 
^You might disagree with that if you knew how bad shit gets with some of the recent dissos to hit the scene... but yeah, I miss MXE too :(
 
Dear ALL,
excuse me my laziness and [maybe] ignorance but can you (=anyone) point me to the better lysergamide if one would choose between 1P-LSD and ALD-52?
New Year is coming and I definitely want to repeat my one old trip (at New Year's Eve) when I was under tryptamines and empathogens. All other Eves (can I say 'eves' in English?) I didn't use any drugs except alcohol and [once] MXE while that one with psychedeilcs was not really memoraziable but still was really, really interesting if compare to other ones. So I decided to repeat/outdo it except one thing - by replacing tryptamine with lyzergamide. I can get AL-LAD too but I tried it already and... it was cool, sure, but I want to try something 'new'. Anyway, if I will not be able to choose one from first two I will better get [hopefully] AL-LAD instead of something unknown.
 
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After 4 years of looking (it is that hard to find here) and about 15 different kinds of ridiculously weak/bunk blotters, I have FINALLY found some good acid again. Judging from the trip past weekend I think they're around 200µg. I am so stoked, yesssss! :D instantly bought enough to last me 10 years. Paid enough for them too but I don't care
 
After 4 years of looking (it is that hard to find here) and about 15 different kinds of ridiculously weak/bunk blotters, I have FINALLY found some good acid again. Judging from the trip past weekend I think they're around 200µg. I am so stoked, yesssss! :D instantly bought enough to last me 10 years. Paid enough for them too but I don't care
I did the same last Christmas when I found a good local source, bought a whole sheet and have most of it still. In fact all my drug purchases are like that these days. If I'm not getting a lifetime supply, then it's not worth it generally.

Except with pot. Pot will always be there and will always run out hahahah.
 
After 4 years of looking (it is that hard to find here) and about 15 different kinds of ridiculously weak/bunk blotters, I have FINALLY found some good acid again. Judging from the trip past weekend I think they're around 200µg. I am so stoked, yesssss! :D instantly bought enough to last me 10 years. Paid enough for them too but I don't care

I hate you. Much envy from this mofo. I'm lucky to find someone with enough LSD to onsell, let alone ACTUAL LSD and not 25i.
 
Jealous of the moog man always wanted one. Givin the new one a spin shortly. Liked the other jam too btw. :)

Unstable lead guitar player that has some chops? No way! Good luck with the show Friday!

Any of you dudes ever fuck with ayahuasca? Not really interested to try it myself but i still find it pretty fascinating. I smoked deemsters for hours straight before but coming and going in mini trips is a lot different than just straight tripping on deems for hours straight. Prob won't mess with the DMT anymore myself, had enough lol. I just hear people talking about it all the time and I really can't imagine what it'd be like. Seems like some people do the stuff all the time. Seems like way too much potential to go south for me. Some of the stuff I've read freaks me out. People being possessed by demons and darts and people in the astral realm and all of that. I know, the interwebz, but there is a lot of trip reports out there that are pretty bad and people having weird issues that don't seem to happen too much from other drugs. Not really into the entities aspect of tripping either.

I thought this TR was pretty interesting.

https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=34081

No booze for a little over 3 weeks now. Almost all of my issues are clearing up too. Feeling normal for once and it feels pretty fucking good.
 
After 4 years of looking (it is that hard to find here) and about 15 different kinds of ridiculously weak/bunk blotters, I have FINALLY found some good acid again. Judging from the trip past weekend I think they're around 200µg. I am so stoked, yesssss! :D instantly bought enough to last me 10 years. Paid enough for them too but I don't care

Interesting. I never really was looking, but managed to fall into some really good stuff recently as well. I even posted here, which I never do for various reasons, trying to come to grips with my last trip. Ive come to the realization all I was thinking was nonsense but thats ok. You can still learn when you realize the answers or questions are fiction. Still was a nice reset for me for a brief time and have enough left to last awhile. I actually gave 3 away to my friends, Im good like that :) , and one of them had a really similar trip regarding his lovelife as I did. We are trying to get together to discuss but life, you know.
 
I don't post much in this forum but I lurk as often as I can.

Just wanted to say since I've made this my "home" on bluelight I feel like my life has been going in a more positive direction. Every time I venture into OD (my old home) I just get depressed about the threads I see in there. I used to go in there to help people be safe with opioids but now I just can't deal with seeing the "opioid" and "benzo" prefix on just about every thread on the first page.

When I come into PD things always seem to be more responsible and at least recognize when they might be using too often. At the very least most things PD are self limiting and people seem to have a respect for them. Even the never ending MXE megathreads were full of people showing a healthy amount of respect for the substance.

I really do appreciate the environment in here.
 
^ Yep, this place is pretty special! I rarely even lurk the rest of BL these days, but PD Soc is still my internet home away from home. PD as a whole has been a friendly, welcoming, informative, and just plain fun community for many years. I've been an active poster on countless forums and discussion communities over the years, but this is the one I continually find myself coming back to, even though I only trip a few times a year these days.

So, I'm in some mediocre hotel in Scottsdale for the week for Thanksgiving with the extended fam. And... We're going to Macaroni Grill for thxday dinner. Maca-fucking-roni Grill. Apparently I missed some top notch family drama earlier today before we got in - something about my grandma berating the lady at the check-in desk for 45 minutes about nothing in particular, working herself up to the verge of tears, and not being on speaking terms with one of the inlaws over some very inconsequential disagreement about hotel bookings. To keep from going insane, I plan to A) drink liberally all week, and B) think of the whole affair as a sort of live action performance art installation. What absurd satirical riff on the very concept of family holidays will they come up with next? See "The Inlaws," now playing off-off-off-off-Broadway!

Also, my sister (17) wanted to play Cards Against Humanity, and somehow we ended up with all the non-toddler cousins (ranging from 11-15) playing too. My sis and I tried to pull the most wildly inappropriate cards out of the deck as we played (not very effectively, lulz). Awkward hilarity ensued. Then my brother (20) got in late from the airport, visibly tipsy from the scotch he had on the flight (they got a free bump up to first class via some reward miles shenanigans), which my uncle found equal parts surprising and amusing. Having my siblings around makes the extended family time much more bearable, since we just spend most of the time talking to each other, making fun of our other family members and cracking jokes about the ridiculous situations we find ourselves in (e.g., driving/flying in from all across the country to eat at a Scottsdale Macaroni Grill on Thanksgiving).

For all the absurdity and questionable dining plans of this year's turkey lasagna day, it's a definite step up from my Thanksgiving dinner last year: week old leftovers with a side of heroin. This past year has been pretty rough at times, but I'm in a much better place now*. This I am thankful for.

* - figuratively, of course. Scottsdale is a shithole.
 
^Awesome man, I'm really happy that you've made such good changes for yourself. :)

Jealous of the moog man always wanted one. Givin the new one a spin shortly. Liked the other jam too btw. :)

Unstable lead guitar player that has some chops? No way! Good luck with the show Friday!

Yep that's the one! Interestingly, adding the synth, which cuts through so well as a lead, has chilled him out... he's listening way better and holding back far more often, which was really necessary as before he had a tendency to just play/shred nearly the whole time and we were unsuccessful in making him understand that it hurt the music.

Any of you dudes ever fuck with ayahuasca? Not really interested to try it myself but i still find it pretty fascinating. I smoked deemsters for hours straight before but coming and going in mini trips is a lot different than just straight tripping on deems for hours straight. Prob won't mess with the DMT anymore myself, had enough lol. I just hear people talking about it all the time and I really can't imagine what it'd be like. Seems like some people do the stuff all the time. Seems like way too much potential to go south for me. Some of the stuff I've read freaks me out. People being possessed by demons and darts and people in the astral realm and all of that. I know, the interwebz, but there is a lot of trip reports out there that are pretty bad and people having weird issues that don't seem to happen too much from other drugs. Not really into the entities aspect of tripping either.

I haven't taken ayahuasca yet, but I plan to in my life. Not really even scared anymore, I am just not rushing towards it, it'll happen when it happens. It definitely sounds like probably the most intense tryptamine experience one could have, but recent;y I've been loving intense tryptamine experiences so much.

No booze for a little over 3 weeks now. Almost all of my issues are clearing up too. Feeling normal for once and it feels pretty fucking good.

Nice man, good work. :) I've taken a dramatic reduction in alcohol consumption too (but not totally stopping). I realized I had been drinking very nearly every day for months, and not just a couple of drinks. Fortunately I experienced no discomfort upon not having any for 3 days, on the contrary, I felt very clear and nice. The abdomen pains are the impetus, I was thinking it could be liver pain because the feeling reminded me of one time when I was trying to quit opiates and yo-yoing with it and ended up taking kava 4 or 5 times a day for 2 and a half weeks straight... I suddenly fell ill, fever, weakness, and really bad abdomen pain that really was quite similar.

When I come into PD things always seem to be more responsible and at least recognize when they might be using too often. At the very least most things PD are self limiting and people seem to have a respect for them. Even the never ending MXE megathreads were full of people showing a healthy amount of respect for the substance.

I really do appreciate the environment in here.

Me too! I'm really proud of this community... we have done something really special in creating an Internet community that's welcoming, responsible, informative and supportive/loving.

Also, my sister (17) wanted to play Cards Against Humanity, and somehow we ended up with all the non-toddler cousins (ranging from 11-15) playing too. My sis and I tried to pull the most wildly inappropriate cards out of the deck as we played (not very effectively, lulz). Awkward hilarity ensued.

Oh man, I love that game. Me and my family played it together in Wisconsin 2 summers ago, when we were all together on vacation. My younger sister and brother (at the time 23 and 28 ) refused to play with my parents for embarrassment reasons, but I had no such qualms and it was SO fun. My mom was being fully raunchy which was hilarious because being younger, I could have never imagined that. It was actually great bonding.
 
Speaking of loving this community... samadhi_smiles/Gaian_Planes is coming over to hang out and smoke some bowls in a couple of hours. :) One of several really close friends I met on here. Haven't seen him as much lately because of us both being really busy but he lived in my guest room for a few months.
 
I was having abdomen pain too, most likely a different issue but you might want to give probiotics a shot. I've only been taking them for about a week but can help you detox and clear up all kinds of issues. It seems to be helping in addition to everything else. I take now foods 25 billion cfu fwiw.
 
I take probiotic daily. Seem to help with being regular and what not. I also fast/cleanse one day a week. I really notice when I miss a week. It is like a reset button kinda. Eating vegetarian for a few years too.

Hard to have abdominal pain when there isn't anything in there ;-)
 
My brother would like me to issue a correction: he had the scotch in the AA lounge (heh) at the airport. He had wine on the plane.

Also, "not your father's root beer" from TJ's is legit. Tastes like a rum and root beer. But... In a good way.
 
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Any of you dudes ever fuck with ayahuasca? Not really interested to try it myself but i still find it pretty fascinating. I smoked deemsters for hours straight before but coming and going in mini trips is a lot different than just straight tripping on deems for hours straight.

I have no interest whatsoever in ayahuasca particularly when it's bogged down with some cultural context that is not my own.

That said, moclobemide plus smoked DMT is pretty cool.

And also, intramuscular DMT is the best RoA as far as I'm concerned ... lasts a good 30-45 minutes, enough time to get into it in a different way, it's kinda actually like moclo/smoked deemz in that way.

If anyone is into DMT I"d heartily suggest trying either or both.
 
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