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Word all. I haven't posted in a bit. I'm still new to PD social. Much thanks for the invite to the thread by jammin83. Quick hello to Xorkoth,SKL, 240sxLover and the rest of you psychonauts. I am low on real drugs, so I'm making due with what I got. Anyway, I heard from someone saying he drank?mg of DXM and took, or was on Gabapentin , and got so fucked up, he ended holding on to a tree at a Widespread Panic concert(great band). I'm bored and have both, so any suggestions. I have my daily dose of morphine to throw into the mix. I heard clonazepam reacts well with the DXM also. I am experienced with DXM, but haven't been into it for a while. I only have about 300mg of DXM. Any suggestions?
 
Well fellers, for into some fisticuffs with my boss tonight. 3 or 4 time golden glove winner and pro boxer. Broke my nose (again), black eye, and busted lip, mainly just fucking around but not entirely. I told him to stop fucking me out of money. Proceeded with a faux fight in the parking lot and escalated. You don't punch in the face in a faux fight. That's obvious. Not sure if I'm going back or going to tell him to juss my ass. Don't know if I should get my nose fixed or what. All I know is my nose is crooked As Fuck. Not sure right now what to do. Prolly gonna get high while I figure it out.
 
Sorry to hear jammin83. If you can, get your nose fixed. It is a common practice and you'll get some nice drugs for when you heal. Too bad you couldn't fuck up your asshole boss. Get better.
 
Apparently, I have a doppelganger, I haven't met him but every so often since I moved to this part of the city I'll get random people on the street come up to me and warmly address me as Adam, it's getting annoying. Also, having someone in the area whose actions could be erroneously attributed to me causes me some anxiety (though perhaps it should be the other way around ;)).

I swear, I have the strangest problems.
 
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Well I have been feeling like I'm getting a cold the past couple of days, and this morning after a night of not great sleep I woke up and my throat is dry/sore. Hopefully it doesn't get worse, right now I feel fine other than being a little tired.

jammin83 said:
Well fellers, for into some fisticuffs with my boss tonight. 3 or 4 time golden glove winner and pro boxer. Broke my nose (again), black eye, and busted lip, mainly just fucking around but not entirely. I told him to stop fucking me out of money. Proceeded with a faux fight in the parking lot and escalated. You don't punch in the face in a faux fight. That's obvious. Not sure if I'm going back or going to tell him to juss my ass. Don't know if I should get my nose fixed or what. All I know is my nose is crooked As Fuck. Not sure right now what to do. Prolly gonna get high while I figure it out.
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Wow that sucks man. Dude sounds like an asshole. I hope your nose gets better.

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Word all. I haven't posted in a bit. I'm still new to PD social. Much thanks for the invite to the thread by jammin83. Quick hello to Xorkoth,SKL, 240sxLover and the rest of you psychonauts. I am low on real drugs, so I'm making due with what I got. Anyway, I heard from someone saying he drank?mg of DXM and took, or was on Gabapentin , and got so fucked up, he ended holding on to a tree at a Widespread Panic concert(great band). I'm bored and have both, so any suggestions. I have my daily dose of morphine to throw into the mix. I heard clonazepam reacts well with the DXM also. I am experienced with DXM, but haven't been into it for a while. I only have about 300mg of DXM. Any suggestions?
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Hey man :). Not sure about the gabapentin/DXM combo.
 
jammin83 said:
Well fellers, for into some fisticuffs with my boss tonight. 3 or 4 time golden glove winner and pro boxer. Broke my nose (again), black eye, and busted lip, mainly just fucking around but not entirely. I told him to stop fucking me out of money. Proceeded with a faux fight in the parking lot and escalated. You don't punch in the face in a faux fight. That's obvious. Not sure if I'm going back or going to tell him to juss my ass. Don't know if I should get my nose fixed or what. All I know is my nose is crooked As Fuck. Not sure right now what to do. Prolly gonna get high while I figure it out.
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Wow, that's crazy. How has he been fucking you out of money? Or was that just a joke? Regardless, I agree with the others, he sounds like an asshole.
 
Don't know if I should get my nose fixed or what. All I know is my nose is crooked As Fuck. Not sure right now what to do. Prolly gonna get high while I figure it out.
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Get your nose fixed man, it's your face, it's what you present to the world.
 
Well, I went to the doc today at a walk in clinic to get the order for some xrays. They say I definitely have a deviated septum. Because of the older breaks, it will most likely require some type of surgery anyway. Im self pay and don't have insurance, so I guess I have to get insurance. Thanks Obama (jk). So I guess its all going to have to wait.

I told them about some of the other symptoms I have been having since stopping zyprexa. Said it could possibly be IBS or a whole bunch of things based on my symptoms. They need to do an MRI on my abdominal cavity and run some tests. With insurance it will cost at least 1000 bucks. Without it, it should be less. Wtf? So I don't know how to handle this whole insurance thing just yet. It was at least refreshing to hear a doc say that it could be medication induced. Most of them write you off and say that it is a return of your symptoms, even though none of my symptoms have nothing to do with bipolar.

Listening, I work at a pizza shop for one of my jobs. I pretty much run the place while my boss drinks. Some days I run it when he can't work. I buy him a pint of booze every day. I make less than minimum wage plus tips that I get from delivering. Some days I make over 20 bucks an hour. Others I make maybe 10, depending on how many deliveries I get. Some nights I only have a few. When he takes my deliveries or gives them out to other people he basically is taking money out my pocket. If Im just there doing all the work, I don't make any money.

Most of the people that work there are high school kids that have never had a real job at a busy restaurant before. They are always on their fucking phones, not paying attention to anything. I do the majority of the work and don't get any in house tips, even though I make all the food, answer the phones, take money and the tips go the little snot nosed brats. So I have been getting frustrated working there. We made amends and told me he was sorry but didn't offer to pay for my nose. I was fucking pissed the other night, but it wasn't a real fight. It would be pretty dumb to fight a boxer. Not saying Im not dumb bc shit like this always happens to me. He said he thought he didn't hit me that hard, even though he laid me out. So idk, I have a hard time getting jobs because of my record and I need the money right now. It's kind of a frustrating situation. He also told me I can't come to work high anymore even though he just assumes I am, and when I am it doesn't effect my work, meanwhile, he gets drunk all night. Out of pocket he pays me 125 bucks a week. So idk. Feeling really frustrated about my whole life situation right now. Just can't win guys, story of my life.
 
Is there any way you can find a different job? I mean, there's got to be something, right? That sounds like a shitty job, where you're getting taken advantage of. I mean, no in-house tips for you, but the high school kids get them? WTF is that?
 
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Is there any way you can find a different job? I mean, there's got to be something, right? That sounds like a shitty job, where you're getting taken advantage of. I mean, no in-house tips for you, but the high school kids get them? WTF is that?
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reminds me of that king of the hill episode where Hank has to sell propane at megalo-mart because they drove strickland out of business...

anyway, if there is any possibility, I would also get out of there. life's to short for shitty jobs with less than minimum wage.
 
ugh you guys, I was struck this morning with an extremely strong desire to escape. I'm so bored and lonely here, it really sucks. I haven't felt like this in a really long time, probably since before college. If I could bathe in ketamine, I would right now.

what's the line between something that's helping you and something that's a vice? I used to think marijuana only helped me but then I realized at some point it became a vice. Dissociatives helped, but when they were around too much they became a vice. Now I feel like I just want to abuse anything that will make me feel better. I will probably take all 10 grams of kratom I have tonight if I don't find something interesting to do or someone to hang out with.
 
You may not want to hear this, but after years of dedicated and prolific polysubstance abuse that feeling was more or less my baseline. I wound up taking psychiatric medications which have helped immensely and am going to star therapy soon as well. The rigors of our hobby and lifestyle don't always sit well with the mind long term, and a lot of us wind up needing help. This is part and parcel with why an abnormal number of people who get heavily into psychedelics and novel drugs wind up with a dope or benzo problem, I had the former for years, now my only issue is booze and a bit of gambling. But yeah, professional help, well, it helps. There's often a resistance to seeking it in our community but to me it's only another facet of better living through chemistry. Feel free to contact me if you'd like to chat.
 
SONN when I was living in PHX I often felt the same deep desire, a need even, to escape. Something about the place is just spiritually dead. Not saying the place is the reason you are feeling it, finding some friends would definitely help! I'll send you some friend suggestions on fb :)
 
Pd when do things get any better?
I stop living in addiction and that, and my real problems werent/arent caused by drug use.
I stop using and things dont get any better.
 
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