HeadphonesandLSD
Bluelighter
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Sorry for double post: It's like a jungle out there today. I've been working outside all week and the kratom I've been taking is doing me no favors. Why does this plant make me sweat so much? I swear I've been pouring like a fountain this week and having to constantly drink water to stay hydrated. I'm looking forward to finally getting off this crap soon. I started using a scale for my doses and I was taking a lot more than I thought I was. I've been doing 10+ gram doses multiple times a day. I cut out the mid-day dose and I'm decreasing by 2 grams a day right now. 3 grams seems to be enough to hold me without getting the runny nose and watery eyes. This isn't nearly as bad as the other opioids I kicked but it's enough to bother me. I'm kicking myself for starting but the kratom is so good for waking me up and getting me motivated to do labor.
It reminds me of MDMA. When I do MDMA and get a great roll on the peak I always wonder why a human can't feel like that all of the time. The world would be such a better place. I wonder if we'll eventually evolve to be in the mind state all of the time. So much of human behavior are things left over from the days when we slept in the trees and didn't have fire. If we don't nuke ourselves maybe someday we'll evolve beyond war and hatred.
I'm trying to explore meditation and other methods to obtain that type of mind state without the drugs. I haven't gotten very far yet. I keep getting distracted and have a hard time turning off my internal monologue.
It reminds me of MDMA. When I do MDMA and get a great roll on the peak I always wonder why a human can't feel like that all of the time. The world would be such a better place. I wonder if we'll eventually evolve to be in the mind state all of the time. So much of human behavior are things left over from the days when we slept in the trees and didn't have fire. If we don't nuke ourselves maybe someday we'll evolve beyond war and hatred.
I'm trying to explore meditation and other methods to obtain that type of mind state without the drugs. I haven't gotten very far yet. I keep getting distracted and have a hard time turning off my internal monologue.