Deleted member 521610
Bluelighter
I never been able to get good sleep, Im pretty sure i have sleep apena ex's and friends always said i stop breathing in my sleep many times and snore really bad. I always have to wake up a few times during the night. Always had day time sleepiness as long as i remembered which is one of the main reasons i used stimulants every day to give me the energy to get through work and the day. It won't be late til maybe 5 am that i acutally start getting deep sleep / dreams if go to sleep at like 11 pm before then its constant waking up. Would feel very tired if i had to wake up before 9 am. when i was a kid i use to get constant nightmares every night and would be terrified of sleeping every single night was endless cycles of this same demon / monster hunting me down and murdering everyone around in the scene and then myself was fucking terrifying and managed to stop been every single night once i was around 10 and really went down in frequency after learning lucid dreaming as a teenager and becoming lucid during the nightmare and giving the monster a big hug and accepting that darkness then that same repetitive nightmare didn't come back.