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Anybody ever tried an LSD + 4-sub tryptamine combo? I ordered some PCP and a free 125 ug 1P-LSD blotter; however 125 ug is a very small dose for me, especially with tolerance (been doing 4-AcO-MET lately). So I'm thinking of doing 125 ug + 20-30 mg 4-AcO- combo. Since I plug the tryptamine, I'm not sure whether I should take it first (5 min onset plugged) or wait for the LSD to start hitting me and then plug it. I don't really like LSD's comeup while 4-AcO-MET's comeup is non-existant or even enjoyable. I could also extract the LSD and plug them together. Kinda wanna try plugging LSD to be honest. Could also pre-load the combo with some codein or etizolam, although I prefer the benzo for the comedown. Eh, decisions-decisions. Hard to choose when you've got so many great drugs lol. 3-MeO-PCP could add a nice flavor to it as well.
 
Llama, didn't know you have long hair, that's cool. I spent my twenties cutting it relatively short and letting it grow out for 6 months to a year... generally I'd cut it going into every summer. I've been letting mine grow for about 4 and a half years now and I have no plans to cut it short again.

I just got the updated property settlement agreement from my divorce lawyer, it's much more professionally done and it contains a mandate that I pay to move all of my ex's things, in an itemized list, which is what she's trying to get from me by refusing to sign the papers until I have her stuff moved back. So in a little bit I'm gonna call her and tell her it's on the way to her and to get it notarized, take a picture of it, and send it back to me via express mail and send me the tracking #, and then I will send her a check for the moving company via express mail. And otherwise I will not and I will serve her with papers. This is my last attempt before moving forward with divorce court, which would suck big-time for both of us. I think she'll do it but I'm also nervous.

HeadphonesandLSD said:
So excited to leave this shit hole soon and hopefully find people worth spending time with.
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Shitholes are shitty... but some places are nicer. :)

Tonight my band has our first show in quite a while. We're 3rd out of 4 bands, each playing around 40 minute sets. We're gonna have our EP there for $5, play it and two other songs, work on our stage show. It's a pretty varied lineup, there's a DJ, a sort of Minus The bear-esque slower band, us, which is progressive space rock/funk, and the "headliner" is a really hard punk band whose longest song on their album is 2:15.

belligerent drunk said:
Anybody ever tried an LSD + 4-sub tryptamine combo? I ordered some PCP and a free 125 ug 1P-LSD blotter; however 125 ug is a very small dose for me, especially with tolerance (been doing 4-AcO-MET lately). So I'm thinking of doing 125 ug + 20-30 mg 4-AcO- combo. Since I plug the tryptamine, I'm not sure whether I should take it first (5 min onset plugged) or wait for the LSD to start hitting me and then plug it. I don't really like LSD's comeup while 4-AcO-MET's comeup is non-existant or even enjoyable. I could also extract the LSD and plug them together. Kinda wanna try plugging LSD to be honest. Could also pre-load the combo with some codein or etizolam, although I prefer the benzo for the comedown. Eh, decisions-decisions. Hard to choose when you've got so many great drugs lol. 3-MeO-PCP could add a nice flavor to it as well.
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I've done LSD + 4-sub-trypts a few times. I've never stacked the peaks though, and I think stacking the peaks would make for the best trip. I've always taken a 4-sub-tryptamine after the peak of LSD. Doing it that way is really nice, not particularly synergistic but the effects of each go well with each other. I would imagine that when stacking peaks, there may be some great synergy but not 100% sure since I haven't done it.
 
Xorkoth said:
Shitholes are shitty... but some places are nicer. :)
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It's home and it keeps sucking me back. It seems like no matter where I go I always find the worst people in the town. I know a lot of it was me and I've been willing to admit my own faults in all these situations where I've had a falling out with folks over the last two years. A few years ago I finally decided to stop being such a people pleaser and started looking out for myself. I wasn't trying to be mean towards anyone but if I continued down the path I was going it was going to kill me. I also started calling people on their BS when they attempted to manipulate me into doing things for them or giving them things like they were accustomed to doing for so long.

I don't understand it honestly. I guess codependency is more prevalent than I thought. In the last 6 months I've done nothing but hang out with my family, take care of my Grandmother, and mostly keep to myself. I can count the number of friends I've hung out with on one hand in the last 6 months. I still have some good ones but they are so busy with their own lives I try not to bother them. On the flip side I have a bunch of these "friends" that my family told me to cut off years ago. I slowly started cutting them out of my life after really trying to find common ground with them and see the good in them. They have all caused me a lot of grief because of this. It's like they can't resist calling up once every few months to take a shit on me and remind me that I'm an asshole for not wanting them around any more. If they'd even make an attempt to change I'd attempt to rekindle the friendship but I know it isn't going to happen. They all say the same things too: "I know you're going around telling everyone I'm an asshole! I can only imagine the things you've been saying!". I don't get it...I don't have facebook or even use social media anymore. I rarely see anyone and when I do I don't talk about my problems with other people. Even when people pry and bring it up I politely say I don't want to talk about it because frankly it's none of their business. It's like I was friends with a bunch of vampires and they're starving without my attention.

I really wish I could get on good terms with my old roommate but he just won't admit his fault or the fact that he set me up to be robbed for a hit of cocaine. How am I supposed to believe you had nothing to do with it when I heard you talking about it 4 hours before it happened, he sat and did nothing while I was held at gunpoint, and afterwards he jumped in a car with the guy that held me at gunpoint. Then he let the guy move in our apartment and stay for a month until they didn't pay the rent and were forced to leave. All he'd have to do is admit it and perhaps we could find common ground again. I'll never trust him like I used to and honestly I don't think I'll trust anyone like that ever again. He's attempting to lay a guilt trip on me and everyone else about how he's lost everything because he had to serve a week in jail for his third or fourth DUI. He's just going to get another one, he's never going to stay away from opioids and cocaine, he's never going to attempt to make anything of himself because he's content to live off disability for the rest of his life all while telling the world how sorry we are for not giving him more money. I know he had a bad start in life but he can work he just doesn't want to.

Worst mistake I ever made was agreeing to move in with him. I found out way too much about my best friend. At least it finally gave me the push I needed to do something more with my own life. Looking forward to my new career and hopefully meeting some good people in the process. I know there are tons of good folks out there. I just made bad choices about who I spent my time with in the past so they avoided me due to the company I kept.

Sorry for the rant just really bummed out as of late. Everyone is sick in the house so I'm here taking care of everything again. I love my family but I'm ready to finally get out there and start living my own life again.
 
Good to hear you've made some progress regarding the ex Xor. I hope she's out of your hair for good soon. Could be worst, y'all could have kids and you'd never be able to escape. ;/

LSDMDMA&14374878 said:
Ill never cut my hair.
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I said this for two decades until I finally cut it all off. I miss it sometimes but I don't think I'll ever be going back to the long hair, at least not until I'm older. Believe it or not once you've gone without it for some time thinking about growing it back in doesn't seem like a good plan. I know I don't miss having my own bubble of humidity following me around.
 
Dogs i think im going to give the methamphetamine+LSD combo a try again.
When i did it the first time i was out in DC and to be fair it was more of a coming down+L combo and other than being dehydrated it was mostly good until i left the club and got lost walking around for 3 hours till i found my way back home
I think itll be like 2 weeks from now when i do it, at home.
Im not sure how i wanna do it if i wanna go high dose oral or just IV once im feeling the L.
High dose oral is the most fun way to do speed IMO but my experience with oral extends mostly with ITS THE COPS THEYRE OUTSIDE EAT ALL THE SHIT
one time it barely did shit to me and it was GOOD shit too best ive had in years but it was double bagged.
Normally i dissolve the shit in a liquid and drink it and it hits hard as fuck yo. Last time where i dropped a bag with prob .7 or .8 in it in a 12oz sunny d and pounded it i was WRECKED yo shaking bad and all that felt soooo awesome
You guys dont know orally when you jack the dosage up meth has a psych edge to it similar to MDA.
I think this meth L combo ill do should be 3 tabs and like maybe a .15 shot cause my tolerance should be low
Im psyched. This is either gonna be supar awesome or the worst. It just came to me when i was thinking bout this bread ill have like why not get tabs to go with the 8ball
It should make music so much better cause for real thats one of the main shits i do on meth is music
Cause L makes music esp dark dnb sound more amazing than usual and then meth does the same shit
Dancing on meth is THE SHIT
 
I sent the updated property settlement agreement to my ex, with a long message that was worded quite well about how we both need assurances the other side will do what they say, and that the agreement will force me to do what she wants and also give me what I want. She hasn't replied, which is either a good thing or a bad thing.
 
Been in a horrible mood lately (obviously). I'm not supposed to be smoking weed since it reduces the efficacy of my immunotherapy, but I was just telling myself earlier that I feel like some weed would square me right up. It's been easy to resist temptation, since I had to order a replacement Medical card some months ago and it still hadn't arrived. However, today, moments after thinking that some weed would square me up, I went out to my mailbox and lo and behold, there is my new card, after months of wait. Decided to get in the car, drive to the dispensary, and spend the last of my money on some herb. My birthday is in a few days (July 29th) and I figure I'll get some money from family anyway.

Got in my truck and "My On Worst Enemy" by Lit was on the radio. Sign? I'm not sure, but I'm going to buy the weed anyway.
 
Ah, a young buck. Those were the days.

Seriously, I was somehow 'normal' at that age. Working and studying, now I'm all fucked up and weird. I'm 35 now, things evolved alarmingly. Woops.
 
I think we?re all a little fucked up and weird, All bluelighters I?ve met, and a lot of people outside of Bluelight too.
I?m 33, as addicted to dissociatives as I?ve ever been. Over 10 years using them regularly and about 6 years using them heavily. Somehow I?m able to maintain a steady job and keep relationships with people. I feel the effects getting worse tho, bad memory, lethargic, mood swings. A short break always feels refreshing but they?re just too seductive to not keep using regularly.
Alcohol pretty much fills the same role for me. But I can still trip on dissociatives if I dose high enough, it?s one of the reasons I keep using them. They?re so insightful while being destructive.

TNW you?re in my thoughts often, I hope you get rid of this thing once and for all.
 
tnw <3

Man, last night was really fun. It was our second show in 3 days at the same venue. The Saturday show was kinda lame, we pulled in by far the most people and the other 3 bands were some generic punk bands who were too cool to care to watch our set (except one of them, those guys were really nice). And the venue said we didn't get paid because they give the door money to the touring bands, even though they didn't actually bring any people out. Well, we were already in the books for Monday so we did it. But the Monday show last night was awesome! The other 2 bands were similar sort of trippy rock-like music. The audience was SO into our set, afterwards a guy who had been freaking out and dancing like crazy came up and gave me a big hug and told me "that was monumental". Then we went to my friend's house afterwards and hung out with that band (the guy who complimented us was in the band). It was really fun... then the guy who told me it was monumental, after discussing my playing history and giving me about a dozen compliments, asked me if I wanted to split a pill of "psilocybin extract" with him... I said yes, as I was rather drunk. Probably a stupid idea. I figured it was some 4-sub-tryptamine. Right as it started hitting my ride decided it was time to leave. In the car on the way back I started really tripping, certainly a 4-sub-tryptamine, very clean and euphoric. It was nice but I told my friend (my guitar player in my band), and had a hard time getting it out. He seemed concerned about me, I could tell he was also slightly annoyed because he wanted to go to bed but felt like he needed to keep me company. I kept telling him I was fine. I had some great visuals and a really euphoric mindset. When we got back to his place we talked for a bit and then I got an uber because I didn't want to be a burden. It was funny because on Saturday night, I got an uber after the show and got this girl, I felt awkward then and went the entire ride without saying a single word. Well, last night I ended up getting the same girl, but this time we talked the whole time and had some really interesting conversations. :)

Anyway it was pretty invigorating. Today I gotta work and also pack, I'm flying out after work to go spend the rest of the week with my family at the lake in northern Wisconsin. So I guess I should get to work.
 
Went out last night and drank with friends, took Mrs. Gravy with. We had a great time, had great conversations. Got some advice from more active peeps on how to properly adjust to frequent exercise. I must be shaping up, Mrs. Gravy was just staring at me earlier and said I'm looking good 8) also got into contact with an old friend who's doing something similar to me in terms of current career track, gave me some good advice and got me his father's contact info so I could ask him for a reference letter and get some more advice.

Things are finally moving forward in my life, for the first time since graduation over three years ago. I'm unemployed right now because I got fired essentially for not putting up with bullshit. It feels good honestly. I walked out of that place with a smile on my face and threw my work shirt in the garbage on my way out the door. Knowing I'm free and the suckers who fired me are trapped there for life gives me an odd sense of satisfaction. I can focus on bettering myself while I wait for the selection board date, and it's nice to have no set schedule again for a month or two.
 
That's awesome man, I'm happy for you. <3 I know you've been struggling with feeling stuck/finding meaning. I think it's awesome you've taken steps forward and are starting to feel better about things. :)
 
swilow said:
I used to have longer hair with dreads anf braids but I flat out shaved it and left a kinda long braided mass at the back. Unsurprisingly, this did not result in more female attention. :|

Then I just embraced my baldness :D







(that sounds a bit wrong)
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One great part of not having long messy hair is I no longer get random people asking me if I got weed when I'm walking down the street.
 
Once I even had some random dude ask me meth who passed me on the sidewalk. I'm pretty sure he was a cop though. The first thing he asked me was "were you coming from"; like he had forgot to switch on undercover mode.
 
I had an encounter with undercover cops once - or at least I'm pretty sure he was. I was tripping on acid at the time, so it could all have just been a paranoid fantasy.

Anyways, we were having a nice small dance party, all friends dancing together at a small stage at a festival, and this guy pulls up with two girls at his side, all three of them dressed like clich? ravers and trying to look like they were way younger than they obviously were, and walks right up to me "Gee, you all seem really mollied up right now! Do you know where I can buy some molly?" We were actually all tripping on acid ironically, don't think any of us were rolling. He actually said "Gee" too which was so funny. Everything was off about them, their motions, their look, their speech, their shifty eyes. He got really excited when I started making up some shit about a guy at such and such a spot with a certain hat that was hanging out waiting to sell "molly".. I'd like to think I sent him on a wild goose chase, but who knows how it turned out.

Hmmm.. maybe they were undercover ravers posing as undercover cops posing as ravers...
 
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