So far, it seems like 4-HO subs are cloudier, more confusing, less easygoing, less stimulating, deeper, and more therapeutic than 4-AcO subs. That's based on 4 subs of DMT, MET, and MiPT. I haven't been able to compare any others side by sideIncidentally, the couple times I used them, I found 4-AcO-MET and 4-AcO-MiPT a bit smoother than their hydroxy counterparts
I already do this enough sober it seems, I think my time for aya passed years ago. Now I'll be happy if I ever get to even try DMT, had one chance, passed at the time... never saw it again.Spewing your guts out from the depths of hell and shitting yourself for a hour while tripping hard balls is only worth it a few times.
Finally tried some DMTea last week. Brewed 2 grams of Syrian rue and 5 grams acacia confusa, which seemed a good amount for a trial dose:
I had the peganum harmala tea first. A slightly narcotic feeling, nothing alarming.
20 minutes later, I consume the acacia bark DMT portion of the brew and quite quickly am struck with an intense wave of euphoria. Grinning sharply, senses all seem tuned in, vision is crisp and this feels as if it is building towards something epic.
..but then nothing! As quickly as the feeling had come, it vanished.
I was quite energetic for the remainder of the evening though and was aware of an afterglow of sorts. Looking forward to pushing this higher.
A trial one week later (yesterday) with four grams of Syrian Rue and ten grams of Acacia Confusa (twice the trial dose) was considerably bumpier.
Some jitters and sweats after consuming the acacia tea and I vomited around 40 minutes later, which I never really do from any drug ever.
Some visual effects came in waves through the evening. Again, there felt to be some faint but present aura of the drug alight in the background for most of the evening.
Both occasions were mostly unremarkable with only limited occasions of apparent psychedelica. I was quite active, functional on both nights, thoughts were flowing easily, I could actually say my experiences were as nootropic as they were psychedelic.
At this point, I have no further desire to try this again.
Meh... I just feel run down, tired of all the stress, really, really tired of it. I actually relapsed on opiates over the past couple of months, long story, anyway right now I'm experiencing minor withdrawals as I put them in the past again (just a couple of days ago though), which is making me feel blah, so that has a lot to do with it, but also just the last few years have been brutal, even though there's also a lot of good stuff that's happened too. I've been feeling like just curling up on the couch and watching TV after work every day. I haven't been doing that, but like, cooking a complex meal for myself feels draining to think about. I feel like hibernating.
This I pretty much relate to xDI want to sleep for a whole day...
Pretty sure you're dosing too low.
This acacia confusa produced good smokeable DMT though, just didn't have the best luck with the tea. If I ever decide to try tea again, I'll use B caapi and P Viridis.Acacias for some reason do not have the same way of getting into the tea like the virdis which leaves them quite lackluster.
One day.. might require a little bit of extracting on your part, but It's one drug that is basically guaranteed to never go out of production.Now I'll be happy if I ever get to even try DMT, had one chance, passed at the time... never saw it again.
I like crystals and ketamine. I have a small chunk of Smokey quartz in my pocket right now. I’m not Insulted tho. If we ever meet ill blast you off on deems.I already do this enough sober it seems, I think my time for aya passed years ago. Now I'll be happy if I ever get to even try DMT, had one chance, passed at the time... never saw it again.
Course, I don't hang in psychedelic circles IRL these days.
... I hardly saw the point in maintaining friendships with crystal wearing wooks who didn't know shit about the drugs they were selling and taking.
Probably why I've never had ketamine either now that I think about it.
I'm not knocking any belief system.I like crystals and ketamine. I have a small chunk of Smokey quartz in my pocket right now. I’m not Insulted tho. If we ever meet ill blast you off on deems.
I had some on Sunday, sub breakthrough and very lovely. I forgot just how warm and loving DMT is. And the visuals, oh the visuals. Spinning mandalas made of Egyptian hieroglyphs.