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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Cross-dimensional chatter. Now featuring mesphereomeantoliopeme.

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Gotta work again monday morning, so like I said it will just be random shit - maybe make more cartoons or start a new music project. Oh, my first cartoon is getting published, got printed earlier this week - 3000 copies of a 'newspaper' of some regional institute/company. It's in Dutch, I wish there was a way to translate it and still keep it funny.
25C-NBOMe is cool, I loved it at least the potential at a low dose. I could feel the character though not the true 3D visuals even remotely around the corner yet so I'm excited. 25D gave me very cold feet, I actually fear that my cardiovascular system is not in tip top shape in general. I wonder about 25I if that would be tolerable for me.

Have I already asked you about your piano play? I've been doing it for 21 years now and I love improvising best. But other than that Bach, Chopin, etc. I have learned jazz and bebop in the past but I hardly remember anything about that. How about you?

Gonna go to bed soon though, wanna not feel sleep deprived tomorrow yknow..
 
LOL, so I have this batch of cannabis-infused coconut oil, and a pea sized ball of it will get you wasted (I infused a lb of oil with about 180 grams of already-vaped and fresh ground nug)... so anyways, a few hours ago I ate about 3 tablespoons of it. This was after drinking about ~65oz of Steel Reserve, as well.... man I'm feeling pretty damn good right now, I swear to god I could eat 3 whole pizzas right now, I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry =D
 
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Gotta work again monday morning, so like I said it will just be random shit - maybe make more cartoons or start a new music project. Oh, my first cartoon is getting published, got printed earlier this week - 3000 copies of a 'newspaper' of some regional institute/company. It's in Dutch, I wish there was a way to translate it and still keep it funny.
25C-NBOMe is cool, I loved it at least the potential at a low dose. I could feel the character though not the true 3D visuals even remotely around the corner yet so I'm excited. 25D gave me very cold feet, I actually fear that my cardiovascular system is not in tip top shape in general. I wonder about 25I if that would be tolerable for me.

Have I already asked you about your piano play? I've been doing it for 21 years now and I love improvising best. But other than that Bach, Chopin, etc. I have learned jazz and bebop in the past but I hardly remember anything about that. How about you?
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Nice job getting your cartoon published, man!

Yes, I would recommend you try 25I. So far I've only done 25I and 25C, each only once, but at fairly strong dosages. I found 25C to be very physically stimulating and pushy, whereas 25I felt gentler on the body. 25C's visuals were interesting, colorful and detailed, albeit pretty 2-dimensional. I would describe 25I's "visuals" (if you can even call them that) to be upwards of 4-dimensional. They not only included 3-dimensional visions, but sound, time-warping, and other senses such as empathy with invisible entities, and body image distortion. Extremely involving. I described 25I's hallucinations to a friend as feeling as though I were trapped in a glitching Matrix (a la the movie).

I'm learning jazz piano right now. I'm excited to learn to properly improvise. My teacher doesn't think I'm ready yet, but I'm rapidly approaching that point. Just fiddling with simple scales and/or chord progressions in a spontaneous manner is extremely rewarding though, so I think I'll have a lot of fun once he starts me on improv. :)
 
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I'm really happy I got some mxe, 2C-E, and 2C-T-2 on it's way. It's been a few months since I had mxe and forever since I had 2C-E and 2C-T-2. I am really looking foward to combining mxe and 2C-E.
 
Sounds like a great pub jesus.

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LOL, so I have this batch of cannabis-infused coconut oil, and a pea sized ball of it will get you wasted (I infused a lb of oil with about 180 grams of already-vaped and fresh ground nug)... so anyways, a few hours ago I ate about 3 tablespoons of it. This was after drinking about ~65oz of Steel Reserve, as well.... man I'm feeling pretty damn good right now, I swear to god I could eat 3 whole pizzas right now, I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry =D
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I see you're stylin' as always Rog, and that is quite a bit of oil you've made.


So I'm reading Demian and the little talk about the Cainite heresy and alternate interpretations got me thinking about how I'd interpret the story of Cain and Abel.

Genesis 4:1-8 said:
1 Adam made love to his wife Eve, and she became pregnant and gave birth to Cain. She said, “With the help of the LORD I have brought forth a man.” 2 Later she gave birth to his brother Abel.
Now Abel kept flocks, and Cain worked the soil. 3 In the course of time Cain brought some of the fruits of the soil as an offering to the LORD. 4 And Abel also brought an offering—fat portions from some of the firstborn of his flock. The LORD looked with favor on Abel and his offering, 5 but on Cain and his offering he did not look with favor. So Cain was very angry, and his face was downcast.
6 Then the LORD said to Cain, “Why are you angry? Why is your face downcast? 7 If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.”

8 Now Cain said to his brother Abel, “Let’s go out to the field.”[d] While they were in the field, Cain attacked his brother Abel and killed him.

(funfact, capitalized LORD was in the original YHWH but Christian folk don't like writing it)
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The first and obvious question I asked it was why was Abel's offering accepted but Cain's not, then it hit me. As a shepherd, Abel is living off of and working with what was given to him by Existence, and his sacrifice of the lamb was in thanks to nature for providing for him. A very humble act. Cain on the other hand was a farmer, instead of taking that which was given to him he tried to create it himself, so his offering was here's this I made, I offer it to you the Divine. This was ungrateful. So Abel represents being in tune with our true nature, while Cain is the ego-delusion.

The denial of true nature and first hint of the false-self was created be their parents, eating the Forbidden Fruit and rejecting the divine. Cain goes further, and by killing Abel the ego has overcome the divine nature (ya'know, we are the universe/existence/etc.etc.) and become dominant in man.

The rest of the story I haven't figured out yet (well the punishment of wandering and inability to raise crops forevermore make sense, but the mark and stuff), or at least it didn't come to me immediately in the flash, I still have a ways to go.


You see what sobriety does to me? I think all the time and I'm becoming a mystic or something. Haha, really though my mood has been pretty darn good lately as a result. Oh and I got like 5 lighters (3 wick, two torch) and a shitload of butane and stuff today, old ones too, I guess someone my dad knows was getting rid of boxes and boxes and stuff so I got to take a lil' (the rest will probably go for profit). Lucky~
 
After years of only dreaming of getting it, I finally have DMT. I've ordered a VaporGenie Glass Sherlock and copper mesh to have a quality vaporizer. I've smoked 5-MeO-DMT probably 50 times and have had breakthrough experiences with it but I've somehow grown tired of it, it's very rare i smoke 5-MeO-DMT anymore. I'm excited to say the least, but will wait for the right moment for my first DMT trip.

Tried 25D-NBOMe yesterday, didn't like it at all. 25C-NBOMe is really nice, still have 25I-NBOMe untested. So far, only 2C-C and 25C are the phens I've liked. Tryptamines on the other hand, are like made for me.

Edit: Oh, and I've learned to avoid cheap milligram scales (0,001mg). Both of my milligram scales are totally fucked up, totally unreliable. I decided to order a MyWeigh Gempro250. Sure it costs almost 200€ as new but it will be worth it.
 
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Gonna get both inner forearms tattooed tomorrow afternoon, doubt if I'll be able to sleep :D :\
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They're on there, didn't even really hurt to be honest - but I've been freaking out all day about it (in a good way)!!!!
Pics will come, there is still some plastic foil protection on it for another hour.
 
^ Good to hear man! :) Looking forward to seeing them.


I love how there's an entire science behind surfing hyperspace on psychedelics.

Or maybe that's just my hyper-analytical mind, always trying to turn every facet of my life into an exact science, always trying to program my life like a computer.



Atlas Sound - Terra Incognita :)
 
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OK took the foil off and washed it hygienically etc, this is it:
(oh let me check that music)

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^ Congratulations, man. That is awesome. :) I had to brush up on my second law of thermodynamics before I could even compliment you on that one! :D
 
Nice tats! (As I scientist, I especially appreciate them... you should check out some of the books out there on scientific tats).

I took 35 mg MXE tonight. Usuallly my doses are 20-25. I feel FLOATY. wooo. Its been a long day and a long week, its good to feel good.
 
Also, 35 mg is much more trippy than 25, its got a different feel to it. Lower doses feel like being drunk and on an opiate or benzo, higher is straight up psychedelic.

Maybe I'll push some of my limits tonight and try a bit more.
 
My previous interpretation was bullshit, I mean it fails, that's why it couldn't be completed. It became obvious I had fallen into a trap that Hesse had clearly explained in the same damned book I was reading, a desire to go back to the idealized world of childhood/the past. So in this context we can indeed see that the murder represents man breaking away from pure obedience to Our Father, which is necessary for the sons of man to completely develop and manifest his inner divinity. Hence why Cain was not struck down, but allowed to live, though he and his descendants are marked (a mark not of shame but distinction). Haha, Hesse really is a magnificent bastard. Gonna take a few days off from him though.

Tried diverting some energies from thinking since I'm starting to burn out on it (but know well enough this time the dangers of it), spent some time messing with cheap little musical instruments laying around, drawing fibonacci spirals (they approximate the golden spiral) and trying to square the circle with Archimedes spirals whilst pondering the metaphorical spiritual significance of these figures, and I even exercised a little since I felt the need to. This pervading tension, perhaps it can be negatively channeled to anxiety, and positively to that mysterious thing called motivation.
 
had a maths teacher who would project mandelbrot fractals onto the wall and they zoom to more and more intricate new patterns

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There's stuff about this in a new TV series 'Touch' with Kiefer Sutherland. I thought the pilot was alright.
 
thoughts from last night:

epinephrine and psychedelics: i tried to run up a hill to outrun a train... ended up exhausting myself and then began to trip really hard. i've noticed an increase in visuals and such after orgasm as well...
is this perhaps an already explored realm of thought? any reading i might be able to do on the subject.

receptor selectivity: i had 4-aco-dmt last night. i'd had 25d-nbome last week and 25i-nbome two weeks before that. I seemed to have virtually no tolerance for the -DMT. got many 2-dimensional visuals but none of the 3d stuff that the -dmt sometimes produces and which the -nbomes pretty consistently produce.
perhaps this is related to receptor subsets... perhaps some are more related to spatial reasoning and others to pattern recognition?
 
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