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Haha, the fuck did I just watch?

I want my Shadow of the Colossus to be finished downloading, gonna emulate PS2 (really dont feel like digging up my old console), its really one of the nicest games I ever played. From Dust was also one.
 
I just busted out my Nintendo 64 for the first time in forever. Been rocking Goldeneye and Cruisin' USA pretty hard. I just got rid of my 360 because I never played it, making the N64 my newest console. I play the Super Nintendo all the time though. I have never really stopped playing it since 1991-1992.
 
Man, would it kill me to hustle or try to earn some cash? I mean really. It's like, sobriety is lame I should get something...no money oh well I'll just deal with it (continue for weeks on end). I'm incredibly wishy-washy. Taking a break is good for my health I guess.

It's not a good character trait though, I've gotten too used to a vague existence where time has no meaning. I'm not even in a bad mood or anything, I've been feeling well lately, but there's this notion that I'm just whiling away the months/years...I'm going to have to move on from freeloading dicking around getting high/reading/philosophizing mode and actually do something sooner or later. But, to get over the start up friction just seems kind of bothersome and I'm not motivated to do it.

I'm thinking about going back to school and taking some classes this fall so I could get a certification/gain market relevant skills. Only because it's the smart thing to do though, I've never been enthused with the idea of getting on in society, even now the idea of getting kicked out onto the street doesn't bother me much (no immediate risk of that these days, which is nice).

as usual, music to complement and counterbalance my inner-thoughts: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZvTBtl6SzI&feature=related
 
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whats up PD socialites, i don't come around here much but i had a ? and didn't wanna make a thread (cuz i think this kind of thread isn't allowed)

first off, i don't typically like to take psychedelics just to 'have a good time', i typically like to prepare for a trip and stay at home or outdoors and just kind of see where they will take me and what i might learn, but for valentines day i got me and my fiancé tickets to cirque du soleil cuz they were coming to DFW and both of us wanted to see a show like this, initially i had no intention of tripping but as it draws closer i really feel like i would like a low dose of something, so i ask y'all what do you think i should take, i have mush, DMT, 2ce, bridgessi (sp?) extract, 4 aco dmt, and should be getting a couple hits of acid in the coming days.

what do y'all think would be best for enhancing the usual pleasures while not making me too nervous being in public and confined to my seat?

any feedback would be greatly appreciated, y'all take care
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Aceeed

The others will make make you to glued to your seat and make it too hard for you to function.
 
^^aceeed?

is that slang for one of those drugs? pardon my ignorance

also apple core, acid is the one thing i dont have in my possession right now, i mean i should be getting it, this chick has been fairly legit in the past, but im a cynic and dont believe something til i see it for the most part

thank you tho both of yall for taking time to answer my ?
 
Aceeed sounds suspicously like 'acid' in my opinion =D

So, all exams of the previous semester are done and one week of holidays left. The responsible and motivated student would use the spare time to get more stuff done, but I guess I'm just going to relax and try to get into proper mood for tripping :) It's been already 4 months...

How are you guys doing?
 
Solipsis said:
I want my Shadow of the Colossus to be finished downloading, gonna emulate PS2 (really dont feel like digging up my old console), its really one of the nicest games I ever played.
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My all time fave game <3

Only got a pre-release "special" demo version knocking about here now that's just a total swirlgasm <3

You tried it on ket? Wowzerz is all I can say. I've literally spent days - if not weeks - at a time playing horsey and galloping hill and dale with that one. Really must get the released version sometime. Or be arsed to get a PS2 emulator up and running.

*waves at PD peeps <3*
 
^ If you enjoy galloping on a horse through virtual countryside then you should check out Skyrim. :D
 
Hmm... just looked it up and appears to be an RPG. Never bothered with many of the recentish ones (am old). Don't they involve doing stuff? More to the point, utterly pointless stuff for ages before owt worth the effort happens? The big selling point of Collosus (the enlarged/truncated version I have anyway) is that you don't have to do a damn thing but be nice to your horsey and gallop around a very, very big and very, very pretty place with little or no likelihood of being distracted by stuff of any description other than prettiness. Unless you make your horsey trip over summat. Man you feel such a cunt when you do that :(
 
^ Unfortunately in Skyrim you may often be distracted from your leisurely horse ride with creatures that intend to kill you. I don't find that it necessarily involves any pointless level grinding though. You can strengthen your character simply by questing and adventuring.
 
Ahh... Suspected as much. Dunno about questing and adventuring cos I've never played these new (to me) RPGs but have seen it done I believe. Kinda like it... but it's not really ketagame territory for me. Colossus is my ultimate ket game. I <3 it more than words can type. Almost as much as I <3 Jet Set Willy... Possibly even more 8o
 
You remind me that I still haven't purchased skyrim. Whenever I get money it either goes into the car or attaining non-sobriety, and will continue to do so in the immediate future. I'm sure the day will come (I don't care about waiting like when I was younger, the game isn't going anywhere, I'll get it sometime this year fosho).

Today I had a lovely reminder of why I always hated Catholic liturgy as a youngster. Jeez, you'd think these people would be familiar with Matthew 6:7 "But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking." The passive sitting there and listening is lame too, but not surprising given these people take myths with spiritual lessons as literal truth (well they're not literalists on the level of some Prostestant groups, but believing any particular religion's narrative as THE truth strikes me as silly. I'm all Gnostic about things though, what do I know, I shouldn't criticize people who choose the path of Faith rather than mystic communion with That Which Is). I did get some nice soup and stuff though, so it was a productive outing.
 
^ NKB, you should study religion / theology in school. Somehow I think you'd get a lot out of a quality course, studying with the tuition of a professor alongside like-minded classmates.
 
HighonLife said:
^^aceeed?

is that slang for one of those drugs? pardon my ignorance

also apple core, acid is the one thing i dont have in my possession right now, i mean i should be getting it, this chick has been fairly legit in the past, but im a cynic and dont believe something til i see it for the most part

thank you tho both of yall for taking time to answer my ?
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I think acid would be the best bet as far as getting a decent experience without "messing you up" too much in a public setting. 2c-e would be pretty good, but its a really long experience so you would have to time it right (although acid is kinda like that as well). Plus, for me with 2c-e the amount to give me any real visuals is enough to also make me a bit sick. A gram or so of shrooms would actually be my second place recommendation. They are short lived (not sure how long the concert is) and i find it much easier to just sit and "relax" on shrooms more than anything else.
 
Reading a bunch of stuff at the acnp site (some of it is kind of bullshit/more outdated than it has any right to be), found this rather interesting, given that diazepam is the benzo of choice for tapering off/quitting:
Abuse and Therapeutic Use of Benzodiazepines and Benzodiazepine-Like Drugs said:
Results of several studies have suggested that benzodiazepines might differ in their potential to produce physiological dependence. Of particular interest is a series of studies of precipitated withdrawal by Martin et al., which suggest that the withdrawal syndromes following exposure to different benzodiazepine agonists may consist of overlapping but distinct constellations of signs. Following chronic treatment with several agonists in dogs, flumazenil was administered and the nature and intensity of withdrawal was assessed by scoring individual signs. Withdrawal was most intense in subjects treated with diazepam, less intense with flunitrazepam or halazepam, lesser still with nordiazepam or alprazolam, and least for those treated with oxazepam. Seizures were most frequent in dogs treated with alprazolam, diazepam, or flunitrazepam, less frequent with nordiazepam, and least frequent with halazepam or lorazepam. The investigators identified three different syndromes associated with different agonists, characterized by relative frequency of seizures and relative magnitude of withdrawal scores. They suggested that differences among these syndromes may be due to differences in the mechanisms and sites of action of the benzodiazepines or their metabolites.
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tac said:
^ NKB, you should study religion / theology in school. Somehow I think you'd get a lot out of a quality course, studying with the tuition of a professor alongside like-minded classmates.
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Maybe you're right. I did take two religion relevant courses in Uni. One was a class on Shinto (indigenous religion of Japan), the prof just had us copy down and memorize his lectures verbatim, so it was a horrible class on the whole. The other was on the Ramayana, with cultural/religious beliefs, and some sanskrit definitions/etymologies discusses, as well as review of it as a piece of literature, 'twas quite enjoyable. Leading into my big problem with school, course variability based off 1. Professors (my one attempt at community college in some random class ended after a month since the class was run as if for remedial high school students) 2. General ed requirements. 3. While I can do all my reading alright, I have zero motivation when it comes to coursework (so in work intensive classes, especially those that are uninteresting, I just won't do any work and not show up. Failed mandatory shit this way...)

Basically my point being that academia and I don't get along, or haven't yet. The idea of get in-get out with some useful skill appeals, things I'm interested in can always be pursued autodidactically. But maybe that's just an excuse, who knows?
 
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Currently trialling 5-APB for the first time. Dose is 110mg. Euphoria isn't quite as high as 6-APB, but empathy and tactile sensations are much more noticeable than they were on 6-APB.

Just thought I'd pop in here to tell you guys how wonderful it is to be a part of such a great community. I hope everyone here has a wonderful night/week/month/year :D <3

Bonus points for anyone who links me to good music!

I really want to write a long post, but the rushes make it hard to type 8(

How is everyone tonight? :D :D
 
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