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Thanks for the vote of confidence Nearjat and Pepper. I'm gonna give it my best shot no doubt on Wednesday. Honestly, I've turned this into more of a desire just to see me make some sort of effort. At most I make an effort maybe once a year in this type endeavor, which is pretty pathetic considering I'm almost 21... I just never learned the social skills in dealing with females on top of being anxious all my life. Sitting in class today was hell. I couldn't stop fidgeting for even a second. Not looking forward to sitting in another hour and fifteen anxiety bath, but oddly enough I wish I could jump to Wednesday. Its like getting a shot; you just gotta deal with it, and get it over with.

A little bump of k soothed of my frustrations and settled me out. I'm feeling wonderful atm, just a little sketched out by this cop I saw rolling around.

Nice bong rip while i chill and wait for Astronomy lab
 
K gets you feeling like that.. wonderful, that is.

guiz, im bored. im going to make a forum >.> 2nd day without meph, feeling gewd. but hey, i manage this all the time, maybe i'll manage more than 8 days this time. hmm, i really wanna make a psychedelics forum.. but theres so many already, and then I wouldnt have as much time for bl.
 
HEY Dondante:

I've always held your writings in extremely high regard. Thanks for sharing it with us again! <3
 
How are we all? :) <3

Down to 16mg's of diazepam a day- fuck yeah! :):) Thats a reduction from 45-50mg's in January this year.... Terrible tinnitus though, but you gotta do the hard stuff to get top the good stuff....I feel like I'm braggin, but I am so happy this shit is leaving my life, and I can now see it going- and I refuse to wave it goodbye. A fuck off will suffice :D

PEACE!!!!! <3
 
Not great tbh :P Everything is pointlessly overwhelming, and I'm having difficulty thinking rationally. Fall is like this every year for me..no motivation, no smiles. Of course I can get motivation and smiles through pharmacological means- but we all know where that ends up.

It's times like these where I just want to hibernate until spring.. I'm a useless shell of a person like this.
 
Oh man that sucks I have been through falls and winters like that. Although last year it was remarkably light for me in that respect.

Tonight I held a so-called Expert Meeting for people who work in drug harm prevention and just good productive business on the subject on "Exotic Psychedelics" although it was broadened to "Exotic Compounds" so I included some cannabinoids, psychedelics and stimulants.
Instead of 2 hours it took 4 but everyone was just hanging from my lips and I got an applause and a gift. It seems they are going to buy my piece / presentation documentation and I may be looking at a career change.
I am so fucking happy, hopefully I will be doing something in the line of exotic drug / psychedelic expertise. At the very least I will be travelling around the country to give this lecture. Big <3 <3 oh wow

May everyone here have peace, I have tripped balls this weekend on 4-HO-MET and it was a truly special compound. Tonight I am celebrating with a bottle of Italian wine and 70 mg 2C-C, probably another bottle of Sicilian wine. Next weekend a rather nihilistic guy will be joining me with acid and I hope to show him how to really open his eyes.
Wednesday work starts again. It's okay but I definitely hope I can make this career switch!

Wish me luck.
Hi peppersox, soli and willy-o

Oh dude, I just saw you posted! Check page 84 or 83 or something for my story about Sicily - it was stunning 8(
 
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Whoah.

One of those "now that you've done it & survived it, spend the rest of your life trying to figure it out" ones eh? Always fun, good luck integrating that one man, although it seems like you're already well on your way. Cosmic <3
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As strange as it may sound, I've already concluded that there's not much to figure out, at least from that segment of the trip. It was purely psychotic absurdity.

The beauty of the post-apocalypse, Shangri-la phase of the experience is that the message was simple and clear. I suppose it's something that I will continue to try and integrate, as it was rediscovering an enlightened way to live, a glimpse of samadhi. Many of the positive effects have persisted through today. An unusual inner calm was present, and I found it effortless to exude warmth to patients I interacted with, which in turn created feedback loop of positivity.

<3

P.S. Glad to hear that swillow!

And P.P.S. That is seriously awesome, Solipsis.
 
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