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Ben So Furry said:
Also psood0nym can I have permission to quote what you replied to me in the amt thread and the dxm posts? They really did play a part in the experience.
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Sure, I'm curious to know what role they played.
This was really intense for me, wow.
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That's one of my favorite tripping videos from back in high school. I saw it on a SciFi channel program that showed short films all the time. I believe it won an Oscar during the 90s.
 
Fuck having your plans spoiled for the most simple stupid shit. I had everything planned out. I had a basic outline of what I was gonna say, and I was gonna wait after class to meet up and talk to this chick. Some how in the final moments I ended up missing her. I turned my work in, and I swear she was still sitting down getting shit organized. I went out side and waited by the door and I never saw her leave. She obviously did though. ugh, I'm fucking pissed. The one time I have to guts to make some sort of move, shit just goes wrong. I guess I'll try again on Wednesday, but I feel like today was the ideal time to make the move. I clearly saw that she was there and the fact that I didn't say a word to her seems kinda weak.
 
tBirdee said:
I had a dream last night where I was chillen with nearjat at his crib lol :D

Good times!
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Awesome :D I'm curious what your mental image of me is.

Cloudy said:
Fuck having your plans spoiled for the most simple stupid shit. I had everything planned out. I had a basic outline of what I was gonna say, and I was gonna wait after class to meet up and talk to this chick. Some how in the final moments I ended up missing her. I turned my work in, and I swear she was still sitting down getting shit organized. I went out side and waited by the door and I never saw her leave. She obviously did though. ugh, I'm fucking pissed. The one time I have to guts to make some sort of move, shit just goes wrong. I guess I'll try again on Wednesday, but I feel like today was the ideal time to make the move. I clearly saw that she was there and the fact that I didn't say a word to her seems kinda weak.
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Don't sweat it dude, today is no different than Wednesday, I met this exact situation recently. Sucks ass I know.
 
Dondante said:
Nothing warrior-like about that...just bad decisions compounded by more bad decisions.

I don't think I will post a TR, but I have been trying to recall a few details. It's amazing how lucid my memory is of much of the event, and yet it hasn't shown any hints of PTSD-like after effects.

Quite the opposite, I feel like I have been instilled with a renewed vitality.

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My experience was that of splattered viscera – of death, decay, and desiccation – of a messy, horrifying hallucinosis. Some rogue asteroid had careened through though my delicate orbit, crushing and warping my experiential manifold into grotesque, unutterable distortions. The actuality of this delirium state defies any meaningful description.

At some point, when the splatter fest was in retreat – at which time all I could do was desperately continue the vital inhalations and exhalations that had brought me this far – I started repeating my wife’s name, “Miriam,” with absolutely no understanding of the meaning held by those syllables. This mantra continued, almost involuntarily, a solid chain that on some level I hoped would tow me back onto solid ground. Instead, I became enveloped by an impossibly complex delusion that I, God, was responsible for creating meaning for the sounds, “mir′ē əm.” The sounds, the text, and the physicality of the universe did not actually exist until I brought it into being. I continued to repeat my mantra, still hoping that it would lead me out of the horrific chaos. In desperation, I hammered out the keys, M-I-R-I-A-M, into my Google search engine, and was faced with alien hieroglyphs. The text was absolutely meaningless. I lost my footing and plummeted back into chaos.

It was a slow, deliberate trudge back across hallucinatory remnants strewn throughout my psyche, but gradually, the fog cleared and I have never been so thankful in my entire life.
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well we're certainly glad to have you back--warrior or not that was quite the journey you went on there.

my favorite:
he sounds, the text, and the physicality of the universe did not actually exist until I brought it into being.
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thanks for sharing
<3
 
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oy naggers.
now tonight, i am in a bit of a bind.
i has to do a thing for english taht is gonna take forever.
honestly, i am gonna have to be up all night for this (i has to read animal farm and write about it in a certain way).
amp will be dosed
i dont remember much of last night, other than feelign like i did something i shouldnt.
yep, seems zolpidem lacks the sense of "relief" you get from benzos.
shitteh.
at least compulsive is gonna send me the proper lenses for mah i3s.
one criticism of this dnb stuff
how in the POOP do you dance to it?
liek its so fast..
and it doesnt have a kick type thing like hardstyle that you can stomp to.
about gheylo reach around, its gonna get absolutely RAPED by killzone 3. killzone 2 is already by far the best game ive ever seen graphically and its damn fun, and killzone 3 is gonna up the bar so much.
i used to be pretty good at KZ2 online but i played yesterday and i lost a lto of mah skillz.
i didnt buy kane and lynch, i have no money. i did like the demo for the 2nd one though,.
 
Good afternoon PD, just enjoyed a cup of coffee with a bit of O-desmethyltramadol, I plan on walking around town and appreciating the unusually cool and cloudy weather. The endless months of clear blue skies we get down here can really start weighing down on a person's soul after a while. You gotta have variation in weather you know? The seasons of summer and not summer just aren't exciting compared to the variation you not-socal people get. Well, at least it never gets too uncomfortable here.

A little something for you all to catch the day's mood:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4w21HcML2M&feature=related

i has to do a thing for english taht is gonna take forever.
honestly, i am gonna have to be up all night for this (i has to read animal farm and write about it in a certain way).
amp will be dosed
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Don't worry, that's a really short book, it shouldn't take you more than 3 or 4 hours to read. I was stupid enough to do that with full length novels a couple times, definitely not the best things for an all night read and paper write.
 
I remember reading and writing about Animal Farm in high school english :)

Thanks Rog :) <3

Cloudy; don't kill yourself over this man. You're going to have chances to run into her again, class is far from being done. Not only that but don't beat yourself up over it in the sense of not placing the entire weight of your happiness on a girl.

Trust me; it doesn't work out. :|
 
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3 to 4 FUCKING HOURS JUST FOR THE READING PART?
no no no no
i am banging this shit out tonight, from 12am-6am probably
you guys know how i get on a good dose of amp.
rantey and moving at 100mph
but my amp rants have scored me good grades multiple times
 
I love George Orwell. Anyone read 'keep the aspidistra flying'? I used to work in one of the hostels he stayed in 'down and out in Paris and london'...

Hey Mr Furry - saw this video and it made me think of you...
 
Leftley said:
my heart seriously fuckin hurts.

edit : and fuck, my friend was a dumbass, drove while on mephedrone without a license, crashed head on into a peugeot, the 4 people in the van are in ITU (Intensive Therapy Unit), the woman in the peugeot is okay. shit happens for a reason though, right?
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I'm sending all the hope and positivity that is mine to give...
 
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