nearjat
Bluelighter
5-MeO-DMT was really profound for me, but by no means pleasurable.
people tend to either love 5-MeO-DMT or hate it -- some have horrible body effects, some have almost transparent body effects (like me), some experience horrible death fear, some experience a peek at eternal bliss and the Divine (like me).
but I am a full fledged member along with a few other members here of what I like to call the 5-MeO-DMT cult ... it is an ally to me unlike any other.
I am working on a project -- minimalist trip reports. Trying to string a lot of them together with some more commentary and get my own personal collection of notes on various psychoactive drugs.
Some examples: dope, weed, 5-meo-dmt, 5-meo-mipt, 2c-t-21.
Would really like any feedback on the writing style. I'm trying to develop my own voice in writing about the drug experience.
The main influence of course is the reports in TiHKAL and PiHKAL. I am trying to minimize the discussion of my subjective thought content and inner experience, and maximize discussion of the effects of the drug, i.e. to write about the drug as lens through which I perceive the experience, rather than the experience itself, and write it in as few words as possible (I find long, florid, discombobulated trip reports full of theorizing about the quantum underpinnings of reality and things of that nature almost invariably totally insufferable, and am trying to do the precise opposite)
I really, really enjoyed that, and I think the writing style goes a bit beyond P/TIHKAL in it's exploration of the personal and subjective nature of tripping. The fact that you included cannabis and heroin was interesting, since they're not something normally included in most "high-brow" trip reports. But those experiences are still an essential part of the drug culture, for better or for worse. It's something that alot of people experience daily and don't seem to be appreciated. The junkie in me thanks you for your contributions *bows*
I loved the 5-MeO-DMT report btw, it sounds so celestial. I've felt like exploring that chem more recently, dunno what it is... Some shamanic vibes spreading, I hope!
Hello, Blazing Phoenix! I could've sworn that you'd posted in here before, but maybe that's 'cause you just seem like the PD Social type.Hit me up if you want the ensemble I created BTW.
alex u could look into one of those real light lamps...find a sstrong one as some are too weak (ie research it)
I am working on a larger project which will include 100 or so of these reports. I have outlines for all of them and am writing up the individual reports one by one. I include everything from my morning coffee and a bottle of wine on a date with a lady friend to the most esoteric psychedelics that I've taken, and I write about all of them in equal detail, because I want to relate the full impact of these substances and my relationships with them in my life. As regards the latter I also plan to write a few essays on cultural and economic topics as relates to the drug culture, and put it all together in some form, perhaps a blog, perhaps even a book ...
I'm not doing many drugs anymore. Like PepperSocks, My primary drugs that I am using these days are stimulants, not psychedelics, and even those, at medical doses and for utilitarian reasons. My hard tripping days are mostly over, although I still enjoy a few blotters at an art museum or a concert or a bit of molly at a party or with friends. But the glory days are over. The shit just isn't fun or glamorous anymore. It's a a time for me to do some reflection and retrospection as to what all of this has actually been like and what it means.
LSDMDMA&8830017 said:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7nd25e7x9I
who wants to win an ounce?
word round the campfire is that extracting the 5-MeO from plant sources is a really difficult process
and unfortunately they're scheduling it
but some brave souls are trying to work within the System to prevent the inevitable
but fortunately, the black market will soldier on, I am sure
Should I walk a mile to a grocery store and steal a rotisserie chicken for lunch?