MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
And IME - 2C-E will FUCK your world if you aren't careful. Higher doses are VERY tryptamine ego death like but with phen visuals.
I always feels weird referring to you as Roger, as I recall you saying it isn't your real name, but I think of you as a Roger, if that makes sense...
10g of what?
symptoms for seratonin syndrome are
and if your friend has it than he needs to get to a hospital because it can be deadly.
should my friend use 5htp to help stop brain zaps?
w00t w00t!
I just totally ACED my quantitative analysis midterm! :D :D
Moonwalked outta there with the world's biggest smile on my face.
NSFW:
This quant class has been true hell, its like quantitative chemistry boot-camp. Every week we have 3 x 1hour lecture periods and 2 x 5hour lab periods. 85% of our grade is based on the results we report from lab, which makes "just going through the motions" a laughable proposition.
This is the kind of chemistry class where you spend as much time cleaning glassware to analytical specifications as you spend actually doing chemistry: 3x (micro-detergent with scrub brush --> tap water rinse) followed by 3x DI water rinse, followed by drying in the electric oven at 110C, followed by cooling in the dessicator.... pretty much every single time you use a damn piece of glassware.
Luckily it's only a 1/2 semester course though-- unluckily, the second half of the semester I have to take inorganic synthesis, which I hear is also prone to inducing feelings of terminal exasperation in chemistry students... Meh...
It's shit like this that makes me love and miss organic chemistry. The motto of the organic laboratory is "yeah, that seems to be good enough". :D
Inorganic chemistry just isn't very much fun, honestly-- its all number-crunching and bullshit. Some of the shit gets so retardedly complicated that I can barely stand to look at the material-- like equilibria problems where you get to the last step of the problem and realize you're dealing with 8 equations and 8 unknowns. It would take like 5 years to solve that by hand-- so you plug the shit into Mathematica and, of course, Mathematica being a stupid computer program, spits out an enormous pile of possible answers. Then you take a closer look at the answers and realize most of them are completely ridiculous, like how can you have a species in solution with a negative molar analytical concentration? Or even worse, a molar analytical concentration somehow related to the 'imaginary' number i (√-1)? So ya gotta "go digging" and sort through like a trillion possible answers to find the one that you're actually looking for....ughhh, I truly despise spending my time doing stuff like that.
And fuck ions. :D Ionic bonding is the cheap, dirty sex of the chemical world. No sharing and caring like with covalent bonding. Ions will fuck anything for a little bit of opposite charge... absolutely disgusting!![]()
Water is such a whore that it even beats itself off ionically through a process called autoprotolysis (the only other compound that exhibits this characteristic is ammonia).
It basically throws protons around between molecules like a hot potato-- one water molecule will throw a proton to another water molecule, creating a hydronium cation and degrading itself to a hydroxide anion in the process. Talk about playing with yourself. :D
The shitty part of the autoprotolysis of water (well, in terms of calculational difficulty -- without the phenomenon, life couldn't exist) is that dissolving ionic compounds gets really fucking messy when you look at what is actually going on, because the anions will catch a proton (or 2 or 3, depending) from a hydronium cation and become some other shit (almost always a weak acid), that has its own equilibrium you have to consider, and so on and so on.
Sometimes you have an anion that catches multiple protons to become a polyprotic acid, which partially dissociates to yield a diprotic acid which in turn partially dissociates (by this time, barely-- very low Ksp) into a monoprotic acid. Its truly is a mindfuck cascade.
Basically it becomes this ridiculous soup of charges in equilibrium with each other. The only time ions behave well is when dissolving strong acids, because the conjugate base of a strong acid cannot hydrolyze (a strong acid is defined as such because it dissociates completely in water, and in order to completely dissociate it can't accept protons in aqueous solution).
Hahahaha wow, can you tell I'm on adderall??![]()
I'm sure you guys could care way less about this shit, but I'm just blabbing on. I've been in "chemistry mode" all day, so this boring bullshit just spills out of my brain like an open faucet.
tl;dr: analytical chemistry sucks, organic chemistry is fun, and water is a wanker. :D
Anyways, I'm about to smoke a friday evening bowl.It's good chronic too. It's gunna be really nice, I'm just waiting until I'm tweaking balls a little less completely before I start smoking. :D
I'll be smoking said bowl by myself, unfortunately, as all my friends are at the football game tonight (read: drunk off their asses by now). I am way too exhausted to attend, though-- and since my girlfriend's dad wanted her to go to the game with him, I'm basically chillin' alone tonight.
That's fine by me, though-- I'm so damn tired from the demands of this week, and cracked-out feeling from the adderall in my system, that I just feel like chillin' and continuing to post ridiculously long & pointless walls of text similar to this one. :D
I hope all of you guys are doing well.PD crew includes so many special people, I hold you guys very near to my heart and think about you all often.
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oh man guys... im pretty sad.
my girlfriend thinks ive been taking too much drugs.
so she made me give her all my mdpv and 2c-e to flush down the toilet.
what a bummer....... she really hates those two for some reason
and she doesn't want me doing meph anymore either, she said i look very skinny and unhealthy. And that she love's me and is worried, so im going do what i have to so I can put her mind at ease. *sighs* I have been going at it hard for awhile and I suppose it's a suitable time for a break. I'm gonna try and cheer up the best I can.
water supply that is already contaminated with the likes of birth control and such.![]()
and, you know... poo.
Yeah but that's a biological waste product that rapidly degrades. These chemicals are stable for years... Especially phens.
should my friend use 5htp to help stop brain zaps?
Weigh out 0.1g of the ket, then split it into four little lines-- then snort the lines one-by-one, at your leisure.![]()
Roger&Me said:Hahahaha wow, can you tell I'm on adderall??
Can you trip once a month? That's really all you need anyway.
Noshould my friend use 5htp to help stop brain zaps?
have fun.off to horizons
have a good day pee dee![]()
sometimes compromises have to be made though.That's ridiculously fucked up on so many levels. That's exhibiting total control, which just causes people to backlash in some way, conscious or subconscious and then on top of that, she's flushing stable chemicals into the water supply that is already contaminated with the likes of birth control and such.
I'm sorry man I hope you get that straightened out... That's not any way to run a relationship - trust me, I've been there.
This is pretty unlikely unless you have some naturally occuring very low tolerance to K.Yeah, but if you manage to snort all 100mg in 5-10 minutes, you have a good chance of getting a k-hole.![]()
I'm sure we'll figure something out in time, she just watched me start fucking myself up quickly with stimulants and empathogens. I can see where she's coming from relating to those, I honestly didn't even care about flushing the peevee, I really dont need something like that in my life. But the 2c-e going to waste was rough. I actually just spent an hour getting all teared up about it. I think she has noticed that Ive been paying less attention to her and spending more time doing and talking about drugs lately, and I'm mad at myself for letting my obsession get out of hand again. I shouldn't have been neglecting her needs like I was, it was very selfish of me.
All I can do right now is just take it easy until all of this blows over, It'll be alright.
~charlie the unicorn