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A classic case of YMMV. I've pushed doses as high as 40mg oral and 30mg nasal, and I found that the amphetamine-like mental effects were just intensified. The altered mental state gets a bit more 'weird' but my ego remains very much intact.

And yes, I sure am ;) I'm addicted to posting lulzy webcomics on PD soc.
 
I always feels weird referring to you as Roger, as I recall you saying it isn't your real name, but I think of you as a Roger, if that makes sense...

It's my alias! =D

Prolly seems a bit weird, but keep in mind I was like 16 or 17 when I made this account. At the time, my parents had been getting up in my shit about drugs, and I thought they might know about my bluelight account (I had another one back then) so I changed it to a username that was extremely random.

By chance I just happened to be watching the Michael Moore movie "Roger&Me" at the time, about Roger Smith the evil CEO of some car company. Then it popped into my head that my parents would never think to match this account to me, simply because it contains the name 'Roger' which is absolutely not my real name. :D

So that's the origin of my weird username. I can actually change it at any time, being crew, but I dunno-- feels kinda cool having an alias that throws nosy people off my trail. =D

As for my real name: it's the same as Delsyd's. :)
 
10g of what?
symptoms for seratonin syndrome are


and if your friend has it than he needs to get to a hospital because it can be deadly.

mephedrone..

another question, i have 1.6g of 90% pure ketamine, is it true you should only insufflate through a bullet, or can i make a line. how much should i take, first timer?
 
w00t w00t!

I just totally ACED my quantitative analysis midterm! :D :D

Moonwalked outta there with the world's biggest smile on my face. :)
NSFW:

This quant class has been true hell, its like quantitative chemistry boot-camp. Every week we have 3 x 1hour lecture periods and 2 x 5hour lab periods. 85% of our grade is based on the results we report from lab, which makes "just going through the motions" a laughable proposition.

This is the kind of chemistry class where you spend as much time cleaning glassware to analytical specifications as you spend actually doing chemistry: 3x (micro-detergent with scrub brush --> tap water rinse) followed by 3x DI water rinse, followed by drying in the electric oven at 110C, followed by cooling in the dessicator.... pretty much every single time you use a damn piece of glassware. :|

Luckily it's only a 1/2 semester course though-- unluckily, the second half of the semester I have to take inorganic synthesis, which I hear is also prone to inducing feelings of terminal exasperation in chemistry students... Meh...

It's shit like this that makes me love and miss organic chemistry. The motto of the organic laboratory is "yeah, that seems to be good enough". :D

Inorganic chemistry just isn't very much fun, honestly-- its all number-crunching and bullshit. Some of the shit gets so retardedly complicated that I can barely stand to look at the material-- like equilibria problems where you get to the last step of the problem and realize you're dealing with 8 equations and 8 unknowns. It would take like 5 years to solve that by hand-- so you plug the shit into Mathematica and, of course, Mathematica being a stupid computer program, spits out an enormous pile of possible answers. Then you take a closer look at the answers and realize most of them are completely ridiculous, like how can you have a species in solution with a negative molar analytical concentration? Or even worse, a molar analytical concentration somehow related to the 'imaginary' number i (√-1)? So ya gotta "go digging" and sort through like a trillion possible answers to find the one that you're actually looking for....ughhh, I truly despise spending my time doing stuff like that.

And fuck ions. :D Ionic bonding is the cheap, dirty sex of the chemical world. No sharing and caring like with covalent bonding. Ions will fuck anything for a little bit of opposite charge... absolutely disgusting! =D

Water is such a whore that it even beats itself off ionically through a process called autoprotolysis (the only other compound that exhibits this characteristic is ammonia).

It basically throws protons around between molecules like a hot potato-- one water molecule will throw a proton to another water molecule, creating a hydronium cation and degrading itself to a hydroxide anion in the process. Talk about playing with yourself. :D

The shitty part of the autoprotolysis of water (well, in terms of calculational difficulty -- without the phenomenon, life couldn't exist) is that dissolving ionic compounds gets really fucking messy when you look at what is actually going on, because the anions will catch a proton (or 2 or 3, depending) from a hydronium cation and become some other shit (almost always a weak acid), that has its own equilibrium you have to consider, and so on and so on.

Sometimes you have an anion that catches multiple protons to become a polyprotic acid, which partially dissociates to yield a diprotic acid which in turn partially dissociates (by this time, barely-- very low Ksp) into a monoprotic acid. Its truly is a mindfuck cascade.

Basically it becomes this ridiculous soup of charges in equilibrium with each other. The only time ions behave well is when dissolving strong acids, because the conjugate base of a strong acid cannot hydrolyze (a strong acid is defined as such because it dissociates completely in water, and in order to completely dissociate it can't accept protons in aqueous solution).

Hahahaha wow, can you tell I'm on adderall?? ;)

I'm sure you guys could care way less about this shit, but I'm just blabbing on. I've been in "chemistry mode" all day, so this boring bullshit just spills out of my brain like an open faucet.

tl;dr: analytical chemistry sucks, organic chemistry is fun, and water is a wanker. :D

Anyways, I'm about to smoke a friday evening bowl. :) It's good chronic too. It's gunna be really nice, I'm just waiting until I'm tweaking balls a little less completely before I start smoking. :D

I'll be smoking said bowl by myself, unfortunately, as all my friends are at the football game tonight (read: drunk off their asses by now). I am way too exhausted to attend, though-- and since my girlfriend's dad wanted her to go to the game with him, I'm basically chillin' alone tonight.

That's fine by me, though-- I'm so damn tired from the demands of this week, and cracked-out feeling from the adderall in my system, that I just feel like chillin' and continuing to post ridiculously long & pointless walls of text similar to this one. :D

I hope all of you guys are doing well. :) PD crew includes so many special people, I hold you guys very near to my heart and think about you all often. <3

I hardly ever post in PD but I needed to point out once again how awesome this post is.

Good morning PD Social.
 
oh man guys... im pretty sad.

my girlfriend thinks ive been taking too much drugs.

so she made me give her all my mdpv and 2c-e to flush down the toilet.

what a bummer....... she really hates those two for some reason :(

and she doesn't want me doing meph anymore either, she said i look very skinny and unhealthy. And that she love's me and is worried, so im going do what i have to so I can put her mind at ease. *sighs* I have been going at it hard for awhile and I suppose it's a suitable time for a break. I'm gonna try and cheer up the best I can.

That's ridiculously fucked up on so many levels. That's exhibiting total control, which just causes people to backlash in some way, conscious or subconscious and then on top of that, she's flushing stable chemicals into the water supply that is already contaminated with the likes of birth control and such. :|

I'm sorry man I hope you get that straightened out... That's not any way to run a relationship - trust me, I've been there.
 
At least she didn't make you flush your entire stash.

Can you trip once a month? That's really all you need anyway.

Take the time that you WOULD have spent zonked out on drugs, and invest it in a creative goal.
 
hey guys hows everyone doin?

i had a GREAT night last night. nice afterglow today but i have no weed and have to wait a few hours for my friend to get off work to go pick up :(
 
Yeah but that's a biological waste product that rapidly degrades. These chemicals are stable for years... Especially phens.

i'm sure they clean the water before they put it back, though i'd love to grab a glass of water and start trippin
 
should my friend use 5htp to help stop brain zaps?

Doesn't hurt to try. What are the zaps from?

I think an SSRI would be better; saint john's wort is good stuff.

If they're really bad I think a benzo would be the definite, but short term cure.

Weigh out 0.1g of the ket, then split it into four little lines-- then snort the lines one-by-one, at your leisure. :)

Yeah, but if you manage to snort all 100mg in 5-10 minutes, you have a good chance of getting a k-hole. :)

Roger&Me said:
Hahahaha wow, can you tell I'm on adderall??

Why yes, yes I can :D

Glad to hear you aced you exam man :)

So far school if fun and stimulating; I've always had a mind going a 100 miles and hour and it feels very good to have an outlet for that energy. :)

Then again; I'm scared as hell for exams. Mid terms are generally worth 35% and final is 65%; I've never done shit like that. Not only that but you don't know exactly what's going to be asked so you have to know inside and out SO much material. I'm going to have to be on my toes for sure.

I notice lecithin really makes a difference; I find I think cleared and things click to memory better. Low doses of amphetamine work even better (duh); I always have an energy drink with my breakfast (80mg caffeine) and sometimes I take 5mg amphetamine (racemic) with my lunch. When I'm in a lecture on amp everything flows right into my head, gets computed, categorized, and practiced without problem. I'm able to see things and process things so much easier. Obviously when not on amphetamine it doesn't work so well so it's best to only use it for times when it's of most use/need. I've been wondering about using piracetam instead of amphetamine for more regular things like lectures. I could see myself making good use of amphetamine for exam studying and assignments but I don't want to use it too regularly.

Yesterday was another gongshow night. Got relatively spun/drunk, got dragged to the bars, friend was being a ridiculously obnoxious ass-hole, just being obscenely ignorant and repulsive. So that was quite a buzz-kill and me being with him made my vibe go down a few notches.

We ended up walking back to his house at the end of the night (across town, we walked for 2 hours and 15 minutes), my legs were very sore. I looked in the mirror, still had big ass pupils and not too tired so I took some zopiclone and had a slice of pizza.

Because I was amped I was awake for a bit while the zopiclone was working fully; what a weird state! I was defnitely tripping. Sorta like anti-cholinergic type stuff, was kinda cool to be honest. I passed out quickly after though.

Woke up 6-7 hours later and I was actually okay, all things considered. I hoped in my car, had a caffeine tablet, a granola bar, and when I got home I had a feed of eggs and another 6mg of amphetamine (which is starting to work). I'm going to go cut some wood for a bit and then get to a physics assignment I have due on monday.

I'm thinking of taking a little mephedrone tonight; not as much as last time; I think 150mg will do. I can go to a bonfire if I feel like it or just take it easy. :)
 
Can you trip once a month? That's really all you need anyway.

I'm sure we'll figure something out in time, she just watched me start fucking myself up quickly with stimulants and empathogens. I can see where she's coming from relating to those, I honestly didn't even care about flushing the peevee, I really dont need something like that in my life. But the 2c-e going to waste was rough. I actually just spent an hour getting all teared up about it. I think she has noticed that Ive been paying less attention to her and spending more time doing and talking about drugs lately, and I'm mad at myself for letting my obsession get out of hand again. I shouldn't have been neglecting her needs like I was, it was very selfish of me.

All I can do right now is just take it easy until all of this blows over, It'll be alright.

~charlie the unicorn
 
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should my friend use 5htp to help stop brain zaps?
No

id tell your friend to just wait it out. Maybe take some benzos to relax.
I wouldnt be fucking with any other drugs that mess with seratonin though.
i even think the SSRI suggestion is bad.

the zaps will pass.
He'll be better soon.
<3
off to horizons

have a good day pee dee :)
have fun.
I wish i was able to go back this year.
:)

That's ridiculously fucked up on so many levels. That's exhibiting total control, which just causes people to backlash in some way, conscious or subconscious and then on top of that, she's flushing stable chemicals into the water supply that is already contaminated with the likes of birth control and such. :|

I'm sorry man I hope you get that straightened out... That's not any way to run a relationship - trust me, I've been there.
sometimes compromises have to be made though.
I dont agree with flushing the drugs.
But for instance in my case, i have my gf hold the ketamine because if she didnt i would use it up in a couple days.
And that has caused problems for us in the past. So i dont mind having her hold it for us for the rare occasion.


Yeah, but if you manage to snort all 100mg in 5-10 minutes, you have a good chance of getting a k-hole. :)
This is pretty unlikely unless you have some naturally occuring very low tolerance to K.
Or if your definition of a khole is different.

Kholes are very VERY VERY hard to achieve by snorting as it is. 100mg isnt likely to get you there.
But is a good dose to experience a mental shift and some dissociation.

I'm sure we'll figure something out in time, she just watched me start fucking myself up quickly with stimulants and empathogens. I can see where she's coming from relating to those, I honestly didn't even care about flushing the peevee, I really dont need something like that in my life. But the 2c-e going to waste was rough. I actually just spent an hour getting all teared up about it. I think she has noticed that Ive been paying less attention to her and spending more time doing and talking about drugs lately, and I'm mad at myself for letting my obsession get out of hand again. I shouldn't have been neglecting her needs like I was, it was very selfish of me.

All I can do right now is just take it easy until all of this blows over, It'll be alright.

~charlie the unicorn

its all good man. its just drugs.
you can always replace them or find better ones.

you should see it as a reminder to keep your use in check.
 
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