Delsyd - I mixed piracetam with the MDMA and 4-HO-MET... Piracetam always drastically enhances the effects of tryptamines.
I know the trip from too much MDMA and this was certainly not it. This was a very powerful tryptamine trip from the get go although it was rather short, probably because of the low dosing.
As far as my binging goes, I know that its dangerous in the long term and even in the short term wreaks a lot of havoc. I've already started my post-load regime including 2g of vitamin C (through the mineral ascorbates in Emergen-C), 8g of Inositol, 2g of tryptophan (to be taken tomorrow).
I'm actually quite capable of saying hey its time to stop. I just figure I already did the damage when I binged with my buddy. We were just having way too much fun to just let it go. We both decided that (both of us having extensive use of MDXX in the past) the experience was magical and while we're gonna pay for it, the payload is going to be a LOT less than pills.
I know it sounds scary and totally out of control but I'm quite aware of what I'm doing and this will be my one major binge period for at least a year.
EDIT: Yah no, I know the tone you were carrying - it was more out of actual concern than being condescending and judgmental. But I'm not LMA
And magical is an understatement. Most incredible roll of my life.