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oh yeah we'll have a big blackboard called the forums where we write events in chalk n shit yadig?

edit : users of the blackboard.. BYOL (bring your own ladder)
 
tBirdee said:
Don't leave us again :(
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I don't wanna leave PD cuz yalls coool people.

But in my real life I think I need to straighten my shit up. When I was totally sober I was so much happier, more confident. I was generally a better person.

Come to think of it, that was spring/summer. Now fall/winter is upon us and I have seasonal depression...

I just don't know what's making me so damn dissatisfied with shit.
 
nearjat said:
Come to think of it, that was spring/summer. Now fall/winter is upon us and I have seasonal depression...

I just don't know what's making me so damn dissatisfied with shit.
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I'm in the same situation, In the last couple weeks I've been pretty unhappy with where I am right now in my life, and summer ending can't be helping.
 
In my case it might also be from the stress of school, I don't handle it very well. I'm awful at managing time and then when I get behind I just go into a panic and....a bunch of fail ensues haha.

So yeah drugs don't really help with all that. Makes fucking up more comfortable.
 
personally, i'm glad to see summer go. i'm tired of 90 on a constant basis.

it's about 70 right now, with rain. perfect.

don't remember if I posted this in here or not, so here goes

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i've been dissatisified with my life for a while now too, but actually lack any motivation to change it. i want to stop smoking so much herb because it kills my motivation, but it also stops me from killing myself when my stomach gets fucked because i made the mistake of eating something. And it helps with the horrible cramps.

i actually made a post in the SO Random Thoughts thread one day i was feeling particularly bad. I think i was high or coming off dxm or afterglowing or something
 
:P

My thoughts kinda race in this pattern:

Man shit would be way better if I had some female company
Oh shit I dont have that because I don't put myself out there, no confidence
Well I'd have confidence if I got my shit done and tried a little harder
It'd be easier to apply myself if I wasn't so depressed

Horrible cycle depressed because I'm depressed because I'm depressed. Now I remember why I got addicted to opiates so quickly last year around this time. They solved all my problems, for a while that is.
 
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nearjat said:
:P

My thoughts kinda race in this pattern:

Man shit would be way better if I had some female company
Oh shit I dont have that because I don't put myself out there, no confidence
Well I'd have confidence if I got my shit done and tried a little harder
It'd be easier to apply myself if I wasn't so depressed

Horrible cycle depressed because I'm depressed because I'm depressed.
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i can agree with all this, but i've also got that I'm depressed because my stomach cramps and hurts so much, and the stomach cramps get worse because i'm depressed, and the extra pain makes the depresson worse...
 
Regarding getting stuff done:

Have you all heard of the marshmallow experiment? It was a longitudinal study where the initial tests was of young kids' coping strategies to resist eating a marshmallow when left in a room alone with it. They were told if they could resist it for 15 minutes, they would get two marshmallows. Most children ate the marshmallow long before the time was up.

The children from the experiment were interviewed years later as adults. A strong correlation was found between being able to resist the marshmallow and achieving all sorts of life goals. The kids that couldn't resist were your average dissatisfied adults.

But the difference between the kids who could resist and those who couldn't wasn't really will power, or trying harder. The one's that could resist did so by distractingor preventing themselves from seeing or thinking about the marshmallow (sing a song, go play in the corner, cover the marshmallow with a sheet of paper, etc.).

So, if you need to study more you're unlikely to change just by trying harder to do it without changing anything else. Instead, do something like make a habit of going to the library instead of home. You don't have to go to study. At first just go to dick around on the internet there, or look at their magazines, but take your study materials with you and leave the pot at home. When the thought to get your shit done strikes there you'll find it much easier to act on it than in an environment where you've conditioned yourself to act on other conflicting behaviors.

So don't think, "Today I'm going to study," think, "Today I'm going to do whatever I feel like doing, but I'm going to do it in a place conducive to studying and averse to getting high, taking a nap, or, ah, logging on to bluelight."
 
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