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Here's a mouse that ran by me one day with a dog treat in its mouth...

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And here's the snake that got inside the wall and literally slithered half way out of the middle of the fucking wall one day while I was sitting at my computer directly in front of the tiny crack in the wall where he comes slithering half way out of and is just like looking at me. At first I thought I was having a fucking flashback until I realized it indeed was a motherfucking snake coming out of the wall. I recognized it's face too because of this picture I had taken the season prior on the exact other side of the same wall. I'd looked at this pic so many times by that point that when I actually did see him, I knew recognized his little serpent face.

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Ugh my dad is always decapitating snakes it makes me crazy sometimes. He wouldnt cut the head off of a mouse but some how small nonpoisonous snakes are different...
 
Well, I'm attempting to turn a new stone. I've finally started to become fed up with my weed habit. I've never been to overly concerned or had any sort of animosity towards my use, even when I've done some stupid shit (benzos/barbituates situations), but I've given myself the benefit of the doubt for too long. I feel like if I don't change what I have going on right now, I'm gonna find myself in a worse life situation economically and socially. Nothing of course to the magnitude of any sort of serious addiction like that of opiates or benzos, but given the fact that I'm in college and in tens of thousands of debt, it seems to allow for my life to crash into a billion pieces if I make one wrong move. I'm heading in that direction right now. I spend WAY to much money on weed every month (easily over 200, probably between 200 and 400); I get high usually from when I wake up till I sleep; I've really slowed down on a lot of things I enjoy in life; anything hard or intense, I just don't have the desire to spend my time doing it; when things are too easy, or calm, they just aren't enjoyable (like an easy class); and I've started to spend less time with my friends and even less time then I already put into meeting new people. Enough is enough and I'm tired of seeing myself wasting time. No more weed for at least two weeks, and after that, only smoke before I go to bed. I'd like to get to a point were I can still hold control over myself (not that I never had it, but hopefully you catch my meaning) through out the important parts of my day (the time when I'm awake and have the energy to invest in an activity, or I'm busy with school/work).

Change change change.

I'm already a social retard and I'm finding that I'm just burying myself farther in that hole. I made big strides in college to change a lot of my social habits, and myself esteem, but now it heading down hill again. I want to meet new cool friends (mainly females as I already have a lot of male friends), and possibly get in a romantic situation. Hell I'll be fine with just getting a hook up even (but that is apparently to much for me...). I just want to meet some girls!

If only I didn't have ADD and daily anxiety, my life would (speculation) run so much smoother.

oh well! At least I'm not depressed. =D

So, I'm nerdy. I bought a pretty cool looking ketamine t-shirt last night. Its just a solid color shirt with a ketamine molecule printed on the front. I wish it had the iupac name on the back, but oh well. Ketamine is just too cool of a molecule to ignore. It has intriguing anti-depressant properties, neuroprotective properties (in a variety of ways), is non-respiratory depressive anesthetic, and of course it has potential in recreation (it is meeting it's potential) and in psychotherapy. I can't wait to rock it. I don't mind people seeing me as a druggy, considering if you have a problem with it, I don't want to know you in the first place.


Anyway I'm throwing back a 40 or two, just gonna enjoy my night after a busy 9 hour shift.
 
I'm reading the Bardol Thodol for like the 4rth time in my life now, and I think I am finally starting to understand it this time through. I think some of my trips since the last read have started to fill in some of the blanks for me in understanding some of the states of consciousness during the different bardos. It's really got me thinking about how some of these psychedelic states might be similar to different aspects of what the mind might experience during the break down of the bind between consciousness and body, and then ultimately when consciousness has divorced itself completely from the body....heh maybe I am getting it more this go round because I am meticulously reading ALL the footnotes, and there are heaps of them! I feel really at east tho when I feel like I am understanding this. Before today it was a toss up which manual was more confusing, the one for my dvd player or the one for my future process of dying. lol
 
oh lawdy
this methoxetine or whatever it is stuff
analog act doesnt apply
fucking baller
i need to get me some.
whatever that ketamine analog with meth in the name is wut i mean
 
I'd love to grab some. Sucks it doesn't seem to be available out side of the US unless you have rarer/hard to find vendors.

At this point ketamine is also just so much cheaper through vendors that it doesn't make it worth paying a shit ton extra money for available quantified priced dissociative on the market that I'm aware of. For example a gram of 4-meo-pcp is more expensive than a gram of ketamine at the price I receive.
 
Cloudy said:
Well, I'm attempting to turn a new stone. I've finally started to become fed up with my weed habit.
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:)

Sounds like a good change. Personally, I think that all drugs ought to be used in moderation... I almost never smoke weed, so when I do, the experience is comparable to a psychedelic one.

And well, something tells me some people in your life will appreciate the change too.
 
I was feeling edgy, so I took some kava and then 7.5mg of zopiclone. I've never used it before so I'm not sure how strong it is but I feel it coming on strongly.

I managed to dissolve it with the addition of single drop of HCl in the tube. So I put .75mL of liquid in a small amoutnof water and slugged it down. Talk about nasty. I've gotten to enjoy the taste of valium by ungesting it that way but this stuff is especially metallic and it stays around.

Good feeling though; anxiolytic, relaxing. I just need to take a bit less next time I think. :)
 
LSDMDMA&8793379 said:
oh lawdy
this methoxetine or whatever it is stuff
analog act doesnt apply
fucking baller
i need to get me some.
whatever that ketamine analog with meth in the name is wut i mean
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There's a ton of RC's that dont apply to the analogue act rule.

MDPV for example, as well as Phenazepam.

Tiletamine doesnt apply either I believe, thought from what ive heard it wasnt that worthwhile.

Cant wait to try Methoxetamine, being a massive k-whore, and an opium lover, it could be my dream dissociative! :)
 
Cloudy said:
Well, I'm attempting to turn a new stone. I've finally started to become fed up with my weed habit. I've never been to overly concerned or had any sort of animosity towards my use, even when I've done some stupid shit (benzos/barbituates situations), but I've given myself the benefit of the doubt for too long. I feel like if I don't change what I have going on right now, I'm gonna find myself in a worse life situation economically and socially. Nothing of course to the magnitude of any sort of serious addiction like that of opiates or benzos, but given the fact that I'm in college and in tens of thousands of debt, it seems to allow for my life to crash into a billion pieces if I make one wrong move. I'm heading in that direction right now. I spend WAY to much money on weed every month (easily over 200, probably between 200 and 400); I get high usually from when I wake up till I sleep; I've really slowed down on a lot of things I enjoy in life; anything hard or intense, I just don't have the desire to spend my time doing it; when things are too easy, or calm, they just aren't enjoyable (like an easy class); and I've started to spend less time with my friends and even less time then I already put into meeting new people. Enough is enough and I'm tired of seeing myself wasting time. No more weed for at least two weeks, and after that, only smoke before I go to bed. I'd like to get to a point were I can still hold control over myself (not that I never had it, but hopefully you catch my meaning) through out the important parts of my day (the time when I'm awake and have the energy to invest in an activity, or I'm busy with school/work).

Change change change.
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This paragraph really resonated with me only that was a decision I made two weeks ago... and now after those few weeks abstinence I've smoked a few bowls & the effect is making me read deeply into everything right now. I can see how I abused this mindstate in the past and how it can really twist one's perspective around. At the same time as long as you can be open to change and willing to give up certain luxuries, it has it's rewards. Increased knowledge of impermanence be it through psychedelics or other means tends to reinforce the fact that EVERYTHING pleasant and usual can be taken away from you.

So time for another PD social, semi-journal personal screed:

Right now I feel too healthy to want to mess up my life again, without gluten constantly taxing my system I don't feel as much like taking drugs everyday to cover the feeling. Just that makes it SO much easier to use judiciously, but the increased functionality will also make slacking off easier. I need to make up for when I fucked up so epically last year, I'm still only taking three courses! By the end of the year I want to be able to take a full course load and finish my degree. I wouldn't be able to do that stoned all the time, to say the least. That goal is my motivation to cut back and become more functional and social, much like many others here... Which was my only motivation in posting what would otherwise be a journal entry :P

So yeah, g'night PD I wuv all of you <3 Here's the song that's been burning my ears lately:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzOFxwdmlx8

Award for the funniest youtube comment is "I can smell my fucking bass speaker listening to this song." written by, it figures: "wertertwertwet"
 
CatfishRivers said:
I took that pic in the basement where I used to have all my computer and music gear set up. I actually just moved everything upstairs again because the vermin levels where too high for me to stomach over the summer time...I caught a spider the size of my palm down there using a cd spool lid and an over sized post card to seal off the bottom after I dropped the lid over him. The thing started to thrash around the sides of the lid and was literally throwing its body against the sides at me. It was a fucking war spider. I was so glad to get that out of the house and that my make shift spider trap didn't come undone in the process. I let that one go in my garden and actually saw it again a few times over the coming weeks. It's weird when you can recognize a bug...
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This post had me in stitches! =D
 
Originally Posted by CatfishRivers View Post
I took that pic in the basement where I used to have all my computer and music gear set up. I actually just moved everything upstairs again because the vermin levels where too high for me to stomach over the summer time...I caught a spider the size of my palm down there using a cd spool lid and an over sized post card to seal off the bottom after I dropped the lid over him. The thing started to thrash around the sides of the lid and was literally throwing its body against the sides at me. It was a fucking war spider. I was so glad to get that out of the house and that my make shift spider trap didn't come undone in the process. I let that one go in my garden and actually saw it again a few times over the coming weeks. It's weird when you can recognize a bug...
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eew eww eew eew EEW!. I do the same thing and experienced something similar recently with a big centipede in my apartment bathroom. I did the same thing, just used a cup and a note card. While I was walking it down the stairs it was throwing itself against the side of the cup like a string of fireworks was lit under its ass. It seemed determined to bust everyone of its 100 legs itself. It felt like corn kernels were popping in the cup. These types of bugs really spaz out hardcore.
 
Good morning PD.

It's going to be another beautiful day in NC.

The only time I've ever had mice was when I was living in a beautiful house owned by a college professor for a year while he was on sabbatical.

I put some serious effort into making a trap that would catch the critters without killing them. I would release them down the street at this dirty undergrad house with a bit of cheese for good measure. It seemed to work temporarily, but then a few months later they showed up again in greater numbers, and I had to go with traditional means.
 
Dondante said:
It's going to be another beautiful day in NC.
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I just had to go downstairs (and outside) to grab my bowl, and wow, it is beautiful out there. Shame I live with/around other people, I;d really like to jusy go sit outside and be alone atm lol.
 
Find the nearest place to go hiking. I get my alone time doing just that. I never regret going for a hike. Not once!
 
hey catfish. when your dog sleeps does he sometimes make funny noises (howling, barking, deep lip wiggling breaths) and move his paws around as if he's chasing squirrels or something in his dreams?

I love watching mine do that. Its so funny and entertaining trying to figure out whats going through his mind.
 
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