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Pain Management Question

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Hi, not sure of all of the rules here. Hope this isn't out of line.

I tested positive for methadone at pain management. I ran out of oxy and 6 dayd before my appointment I took 20mgs and figured it would be out because my normal dose is 300mgs of oxy a day. Figured with my tolerance would piss out methadone at that low of a dise in a couple days. Sucks because it didn't help.

Now they called me for a pill count. I am going to be about 80 pills short. I doubt it will be excused. I am sure I will get discharged. I will have about 50 or 60 left assuming they don't confiscate them. I go to a well known pill mill. I never used opiates prior to this. I am so mad they got me addicted to this stuff and now are going to kick me out but I guess it is my fault for taking the methadone.

My question is, I know other people that been kicked out of the same pill mill and are in other PM Drs. I can't get a hold of any of them because they are all paranoid I am calling to ask to borrow some because I told them about the count. They made it seem as easy as paying for your file and going to a new one to start over. Is it that easy if you are discharged? Anyone know from experience. These people been to everyone in the area and are kicked out constantly. I don't want to jumo off at 300+mgs a day. I don't sell them. I eat them all so it's more like I take about 4-600mgs a day. Withdrawal will suck I am sure plus I get zanax so I am sure that will suck too but I take that sparingly and am pretty confident I am not addicted to it.
 
I was discharged from PM for having other drugs in my urine. Was a gift in disguise but to answer your question, as far as I know some PMs that are pill mills as you call them will rake you in. I know people that bounce around from one to another. Most do it after getting kicked out of the previous. Never bothered to ask how because I wanted to get clean. Went through hell and cheated a couple of time but getting off that legal drug dealers list of patients probably saved my life. I am in pain but nothing advil can't handle. I did it for the drugs to be honest.

Good luck. If you are in legit pain I'd make some calls and set appointments before hand and maybe explain your situation to one to see how they react.
 
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