HT harm redux
Bluelighter
How come pain doctors do not seem to realize how much pain we are in. I took the advice of several bluelighters and changed doctors. this one has much better office etiquite but does not seem to care about the amount of pain i am in. I told him everything i was on from up to 200mg of morphine a day to 60 roxies a day. and i had worked my way down to 40 mg of opana a day. and i told him that dialaudid took care of it all perfectly and that i was able to function on it without the use of opana or long acting opiates. but no he gives me a few perc 7.5/325 which is less than what my primary care physician gave me and 14mg of ms contin which i specificlally told him i did not want to be on a long active opiate. I need to find a good doctor like i had. I mean i was taking the dilaudid orally killing the BA of it and it was sufficient but ofcourse i would dabble on the darkside with it too, but i do not want to be on these long active opiates for fear of detoxing from them. any ideas on what i should do? my options are kind of limited by my hmo insurance so i have to get referreals to everyone specialist i see but this is ridiculous. the amount he gave me is not going to allow me to function.
