xxfreak187xx
Bluelighter
You sir have hit the nail on the head. I literally spent the money I needed for "responsible shit" on another bag last night. Fell right back into the fucked up mind set of...."Fuck it, I'll figure it out"The interesting thing about meth is how it fucks up your impulse control and your reasoning skills. Take enough of it long enough and you just can’t see the stupidity of spending your monthly food budget or the kids school fees on more meth. The alternative positive side of the equation just doesn’t register in your mind in the moment. It’s not so much any physical addiction forcing you to get high but your brain only listening to your reward system and not being able to hear anything else in your head.
SMH
