forestxfaerie
Bluelighter
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- Aug 22, 2005
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Ok to make a long story short.. I am now almost 30.. when I was 19-20 I hadn't really done drugs other than the legals.. I was introduced to shrooms and I had a really bad trip. Depersonalization and all that. It caused me problems after too.. I had panic attacks that started weeks after the trip that were very frightening and I enventually had to go to a psychatrist who prescribed me Paxil. 1 year on paxil really straightened my head up. Well i've since done many drugs (not psychadelics... i steer clear of those) My favorties are: mdma, mmcat, and opiates. Oh.. I almost forgot.. I did salvia.. the trip was mild though but I didn't freak. However, I feel like this bad trip has been hanging over my head all this time making me feel weak somewhat. I really want to get through a trip and come out with a rewarding/learning experience. I feel I am much more knowledgeable about it now .. better prepared so to speak but once those negative thoughts enter that I am going crazy etc its really hard to think otherwise. So my question is.. what would be a good starting substance for reintroducing myself to psychadelics? shrooms again? acid/lsd? or maybe a milder substance such as 2C-C?