I should really just try to give these things up for good, but the cravings are incredibly strong!!!
I mean on Friday night (I knew I was going to dose for the first time in two weeks the next day) I couldn't even freaking sleep hardly because I was so excited about the next day. It's almost like if my girl was overseas in europe for three months and I knew I was going to get the best pussy ever after not jerking off for three months...that's kinda how I felt. It's pretty fucked up actually, but that's how I feel.
Sucks.
I mean on Friday night (I knew I was going to dose for the first time in two weeks the next day) I couldn't even freaking sleep hardly because I was so excited about the next day. It's almost like if my girl was overseas in europe for three months and I knew I was going to get the best pussy ever after not jerking off for three months...that's kinda how I felt. It's pretty fucked up actually, but that's how I feel.
Sucks.
