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Opiate damaged........ I can't use any more, wtf happen?

perhaps you 'blew out' your histamine system. When you say you get 'tingly' sensations and anxiety those are also symptoms of a histamine response.

Do you get all red or sort of blotched skin while this is happening? Reason I ask is because a friend had this right after an injection of of H that turned out to be about double the normal strength we get here usually. Said he felt really panicky too. His girlfriend drove him to the hospital but by the time they got there he was feeling better so didn't go in.

Could be similar in you. perhaps you have an 'alergy' to it now.

Of course it may pass to. Be sort of interesting to find out.
 
I apologize for bumping this thread up as often as I've been, I'll make sure not to post so many in a row. I've just been a little nervous and trying to figure out what happened. No itchiness or rashes or anything at all, but the last time I took methadone, my nose was congested, I remember laying down trying to calm down and I couldn't breathe out of my nose at all. It's very unusual for both sides of my nose to become congested.

Today after all that dope last night I feel fine, And I don't feel split down the middle like I was expecting to upon waking this morning.

Thanks for stickin up for my OCJunky, I'm assuming that's what you you did at least.

If it is my lymph system and it is a definite allergy reaction, am I in any danger when using?

I was hoping to knock it out of me so to speak last night, I've not had a shot in over two weeks.
 
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no doubt man, I'll call you in a few.

One more thing that I'd like to add is that before all this happen I was getting red blotches on my arm(s) after a shot(s). But that would go away with in 30 minutes or so, and that was the only adverse effect that I received.
 
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Just an update, I IV'd about 2-3 bags of dope and was fine then I stuck it up a notch and went for about 4-6 (hard to gage since I don't have a scale and I have a few grams of raw) bags. I don't feel high but slightly drowsy. It was accompanied by those blotches around he injection site. Other than that I feel OK.

Hopefully things will brighten up from here.

One more thing, I'm not getting that feeling on either side of my head. Maybe a tiny bit, but nothing very noticeable.

I'm keeping my finger crossed.

Though, I'm still curious about something I asked, is this in any way dangerous? (if it is as we are assuming that it may be)

Replies appreciated. Apologies for making another post paradoxcycle.
 
sounds like when you do large amounts your receptors shut down.... I dunno fuck, I just cant believe how much your doing at once....
 
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"Just an update, I IV'd about 2-3 bags of dope and was fine then I stuck it up a notch and went for about 4-6 (hard to gage since I don't have a scale and I have a few grams of raw) bags. I don't feel high but slightly drowsy. It was accompanied by those blotches around he injection site. Other than that I feel OK."

im begining to think that your getting some really crappy dope or have a monster tolerance 2-3 bags ived and your not high?
 
not trying to be a dick man i really want you to get better ,i love helping people ,it just sounded so much like what i went through ...if not im sorry ...

again sorry if i affended you
 
it's all good bro, I just had an anxiety attack about 2 hours after IV'ing my dose. I had took .50mg's of xanax earlier. Didn't seem to be doing the trick, so I just took 2mgs of lorazepam. Hopefully I'll calm down shortly.

And yes, I have a massive tolerance.
 
When I'm sober I'm no longer having anxiety attacks. But when I dose I feel all out of wack, left and right sides feel different, one will feel congested. As of right now, the left side feels off... my anxiety is fading fast as I took 2mg's or lorazepam. I forgot how short acting xanax is it only lasted about 4 hours. Small doses of opiates/opioids don't affect me in any adverse way, I feel fine with tiny doses. Any thing over 1 bag of dope or over 50mg's of methadone will send me to that sickening, nasty, hell like place: Chest pains, strange feelings in my head - like warm rushing feelings that make me feel as though I'll pass out or have a seizure (I usually get that feeling on the left side of my head). My heart races (140-180bpm), I get short of breath. Heart palpitations. It's far from fun - I absolutely feel like crawling out of my skin, those are the best choice words to describe it - I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.

I'm still curious if this is dangerous or not, It certainly doesn't feel good.
 
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I thought you said that most of these symptoms went away? You keep contradicting yourself kinda.
 
He asked me to explain the whole situation, and thats what I did. Thats how it all was at first. Now I've been taking benzoes with my doses and they are completely hiding all the nasty symptoms.

Though with a high dose IV I still do feel a little bit funny. But not freaking out.
 
I'm still curious, (I apologize for the bump, but my thread was waaay down the list and I don't want to create another post) does anyone see any danger in what I'm doing. Using benzos to hide the nasty effects, even though I still notice something isn't quite right when I take a large dose. I just hope I'm not causing any further damage is there has been damage caused in the first place.

Again, sorry for bumping. Though I'm sure it's understandable, when someone is curious about getting some answers, it's definitely a better thing to do, rather than create a whole new thread.

Replies much appreciated. Thanks everyone.
 
I do definitely think its not doing you any good, your just building up a tolerance that isnt necessary cause your not even gettin high.....

good luck..
 
Thanks OCJunky..... You know what, I just got done looking at a picture of my son, my baby, he's only 6 months old. I was clean for a good week and the money was stacking up fast, even though I don't have a job. But I relapsed and now I'm broke. Point is, I just got done crying, and realizing. Maybe I'm not supposed to use anymore, maybe this happen for a reason. I've only been using for a couple days so with-drawls aren't going to be to bad, but that's not the point. It's so simple, it's right in front of me, it's been right in front of me all along. I'm 28 years old with a family.

Thanks everyone for their help. From now on, I'll be on Bluelight to assist people. That's what I enjoy doing, I can't let all this knowledge go to waste. Almost 7 years I've been on Bluelight (This is my 3rd account, I was logik, then kapheen and now kapheen'), shortly after I joined, I posted a question in Other Drugs: What is an opiate?. Wow, I've come along way since then.

Meeting's it is for me, starting tomorrow.

Again, thanks everybody for their words of wisdom and advice.
 
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I've been a junky for a few years and recently I've been IV'ing methadone. I IV'd 300 or so mg's and flipped out. I didn't pass out or anything. But I felt really strange, like I wanted to crawl outa my skin. Now every time I dose even 100mg's I get that feeling and end up in the hospital begging for some kind of benzo. Even a shot of dope did this to me. I've had a monster tolerance for a long time and havent really been hign in months and now I can't even take enough 'done told hold me for a day. I'm alright with very small doses i.e. 20-30 mg's.

I don't know what I did but I definitely fucked something up. I tried waiting a week and then took a small dose of methadone (100mg's) and still the same situation aroused.

So what happen?

Any info appreciated.

Ok, I don't know if this was answered or not. As I didn't read all 4 freakin pages. But anyways. I had the exact same thing happen to me. It was really odd. I had been taking 100mgs of hydrocodone on a regular basis, and then stopped for a few days. And when i decided to take them again, I only took 7 7.5s. About 30 minutes in I felt good, then 15 minutes later I was freaking out. My heart was racing, my mind was racing, my skin was crawling. I just thought it was some freak occurence, like what happens to me when I get high when I'm sick. So the next day, I take 7 again. I feel the same way again. Which really freaked me out. I thought I was going to die. So I took 4 the next day. Felt the same way. I noticed though, that I had no withdrawals. So I took 2 on the fourth day, didn't feel anything, but didn't feel like I was dying. So I took a break, and took them again. During the break I did some things that seemed to help. I did a lot of thinking, and I thought of the possible causes for what happened. The next time I took them, I felt it again slightly, but I took some deep breaths, and calmed myself. Then that was it. Now I get high as hell all the time. Sometimes I get anxious again, but I just take deep, calming breaths and it goes away. So if you can't weed out the suggestion from that then here it is: take a break. During said break, reflect upon your habit, and decide if it's worth going back to. If you decide to go back, then be prepared to take a lower dose and not get very high. You'll probably feel anxious, and you should find ways to cure this. Try taking a short term benzo like xanax, or try watching a comedy, where you'll laugh a lot. Or meditate. Whatever works. Then, as you get past the anxiety being a part of your high, take higher doses until you get as high as you like.

Now if that don't help, you fucked, and I'll cry for your lack of opioids.
 
maybe benzo WD???

dude either way, whatever ur problem is/happens to be, i think u need to take a break for a little while. sorry if i sound like ur mom or somethinkg, but someone needed to say it; we dont want to see a post on here in a couple weeks informing us of some very sad news :(

be careful and dont hesitate to go see a doctor...this is ur life and ur body; both of which ur only provided with ONE.
 
kapheen' said:
Thanks OCJunky..... You know what, I just got done looking at a picture of my son, my baby, he's only 6 months old. I was clean for a good week and the money was stacking up fast, even though I don't have a job. But I relapsed and now I'm broke. Point is, I just got done crying, and realizing. Maybe I'm not supposed to use anymore, maybe this happen for a reason. I've only been using for a couple days so with-drawls aren't going to be to bad, but that's not the point. It's so simple, it's right in front of me, it's been right in front of me all along. I'm 28 years old with a family.

Thanks everyone for their help. From now on, I'll be on Bluelight to assist people. That's what I enjoy doing, I can't let all this knowledge go to waste. Almost 7 years I've been on Bluelight (This is my 3rd account, I was logik, then kapheen and now kapheen'), shortly after I joined, I posted a question in Other Drugs: What is an opiate?. Wow, I've come along way since then.

Meeting's it is for me, starting tomorrow.

Again, thanks everybody for their words of wisdom and advice.

:) :) thats AWESOME man, im so glad you found the right path, its time for me too, i am putting down my bottle, i need to start focusing on whats important in life and succeed, after all this is my one life, i need to live it...

Proud of you though man, keep a strong head.....
 
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kapheen' said:
Thanks OCJunky..... You know what, I just got done looking at a picture of my son, my baby, he's only 6 months old. I was clean for a good week and the money was stacking up fast, even though I don't have a job. But I relapsed and now I'm broke. Point is, I just got done crying, and realizing. Maybe I'm not supposed to use anymore, maybe this happen for a reason. I've only been using for a couple days so with-drawls aren't going to be to bad, but that's not the point. It's so simple, it's right in front of me, it's been right in front of me all along. I'm 28 years old with a family.

Thanks everyone for their help. From now on, I'll be on Bluelight to assist people. That's what I enjoy doing, I can't let all this knowledge go to waste. Almost 7 years I've been on Bluelight (This is my 3rd account, I was logik, then kapheen and now kapheen'), shortly after I joined, I posted a question in Other Drugs: What is an opiate?. Wow, I've come along way since then.

Meeting's it is for me, starting tomorrow.

Again, thanks everybody for their words of wisdom and advice.

that is awesome bud, it's not easy to quit when you tell people that you are trying to quit and they still insist that you accompany them on a dope run, and for this i apologize. I don't feel right keeping your nose right under the shit. I truly wish you all the best and make sure you sure you stay in touch cause i know i will. take it easy bud
 
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