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Opiate damaged........ I can't use any more, wtf happen?

I've been 6 times, and oddly enough know one can figure out whats wrong with me. and with out that there isn't a diagnosis. And even if I could find someone who knew what happen, do you think he would help me to get high again... lol

All sorts of scans and tests, everything came back good.

Well the sides have switched back to the left now and I began to bug out a little insufflating 1 bag, 6 hours after I insufflated another and was fine then. BUT I've got some help tonight, got my hands on 10mg's of lorazepam. Plenty to either calm me down or knock me out. I took 2mg's of lorazepam and it calmed me down, I bumped another bag up my nose. so far so good. I just want this shit to go away!!!!
 
kapheen' said:
I've been 6 times, and oddly enough know one can figure out whats wrong with me. and with out that there isn't a diagnosis. And even if I could find someone who knew what happen, do you think he would help me to get high again... lol

All sorts of scans and tests, everything came back good.

Well the sides have switched back to the left now and I began to bug out a little insufflating 1 bag, 6 hours after I insufflated another and was fine then. BUT I've got some help tonight, got my hands on 10mg's of lorazepam. Plenty to either calm me down or knock me out. I took 2mg's of lorazepam and it calmed me down, I bumped another bag up my nose. so far so good. I just want this shit to go away!!!!
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Then you gotta slow down using opiates bro, even if it takes you through hell

You gotta clean your system out, you have been using too high of doses for too long

I know its easier said then done but there really isnt ANY other way....
 
I'm up to my 3rd bag now with 2mg's of lorazepam and I'm still feeling alright. If I get crazy and start using a bunch of bags my head will feel absolutely off and I'm sure of that. I don't plan on doing that. I'm just experimenting right now. I don't even notice that both sides of my head feel different when I'm on the benzo. Obviously no anxiety. I just hope I'm not causing any further damage.
 
Christ almighty, an intelligent person would've taken this as a sure-fire sign to stop dosing. You say you no longer enjoy an opiate high like you used to and that all it gives you is anxiety in high doses. Solution: be content with low doses or quit all together. It'd be a god send for most people to be deterred from a drug with this abuse potential in such a fashion. And before everyone screams bloody murder about w/d's, this chick said she's gone for weeks without so just do it again, this time indefinately.
 
You're obviously not an opiate addict, and if you are you're a new user, compared to others like me. It ain't that fucking easy to walk away from. And if I can take some benzos and feel some sort of high I'm sure as hell gonna do it. It's not like I'm shooting a bundle or something (though that would be nice). But, come on, seriously, I was clean for almost a week and I've sniffed a couple bags. I don't feel like it's sending me to that nasty fucked up place any more, it feels more like I'm buggin out because both sides of my body feel so different.
 
BTW, I'm up to 5 now, and obviously my tolerance has dropped a little because I'm beginning to feel the dope.

SO FAR SO GOOD

maybe the symptoms will just disappear.
 
One of my symptoms when I was buggin out was that I was having tremors and shaking badly. About 10-15 minutes after my 6th bag I began to feel a little shaky and took 2mg more of lorazepam.

Not anxious or panicky at all. I actually feel pretty good.

I'm getting this weird sensation in my hand, it feels as though I can feel my pulse in it, though it isn't my pulse because its way to fast to be my pulse, but it feels as though my hand is a balloon and its having air sucked out and blown in at a very fast pace, this lasts only for a half second or so, but it happens about every 10 minutes. Very strange, I've been getting that ever since last night when I sniffed my first bag.
 
Another note, I've been noticing some mild pains on the top of my head. They come one small and fade away fast. Possibly my sinuses??
 
Have you been drinking any water or any fluids?

A lot of times if I get any headaches while on opiates, it goes away after a tall glass of water, like it is right now for instance.
 
kapheen' said:
now that's the kind of shit i want to get into. but from what i understand you cant damage opiate receptors. I'm not taking any other drugs. I've been using methadone for a couple months but on the occasion of this occurrence I had IV'd 300mg's in under 12 hours. I've taken oral doses larger than that lots of times.
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I dont know whats happened to you..but theres no reason to bang methadone..no rush..it actually absorbs BETTER orally.
Anytime you inject things not meant for injection you can have probs..
But yeah shooting methadone makes as much sense as shooting up beer
 
kapheen' said:
Another note, I've been noticing some mild pains on the top of my head. They come one small and fade away fast. Possibly my sinuses??
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The mallinkrodt cherry methadone syrup can burn the mucous membranes..The clinic doesnt add water to our bottles but we are told to add a shot of water in when we drink it
 
You're in luck.. I wasn't using any kind of syrup. I was about as dense as water, it was clear and it wasn't flavored. Tasted rather nasty I might add.

Also, that last quote of yours - That had absolutely noting to do with methadone, that was concerning heroin, junk, dope, skag, RAW.... whatever

One more thing, not many people shoot methadone, I know that but those of us that do more than once obviously do it for a reason. I don't give a fuck what anyone says, it's a lot stronger IV'd and it peaks in about 20 minutes.
 
I'm keeping up on my fluids, lots of (My fav) good ol' Peach Iced tea - YUMMY!!

Also, I've consumed about a bundle or so nasally tonight and I feel absolutely fine at the moment. Who knows what will happen when the lorazepam diminishes in its effects. But I'll be sleeping, so I'll be ok - hopefully!
 
meh im onfused on the whole situation...you just cant get high on METHADONE IVED? and you can get high on it orally...you should really explain your situation in full... like the last time you got high on methadone and how much you dosed, and if you had any other opiates while you quit using methadone for a week, H still gets you high?
 
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meh im onfused on the whole situation...you just cant get high on METHADONE IVED? and you can get high on it orally...you should really explain your situation in full... like the last time you got high on methadone and how much you dosed, and if you had any other opiates while you quit using methadone for a week, H still gets you high?
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Dude he already explained it perfectly clear, you should read the whole thread, but i will summarize it anyways.

He says when he does opiates now, even H, that he gets a weird congested feeling on his left, or right side. Hes not even getting high anymore but just feeling anxious/tense/ and congested in his head when he uses. Its like his receptors arent working anymore. You dig?
 
kapheen'....OD isn't your personal journal. If you feel the need to update us on your condition either edit one of your previous posts or start a journal. Please don't continue to bump this thread every time you have something new to share.
 
[EDIT- Learn how to spell before you throw insults around] -Pdx
 
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