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Opiate damaged........ I can't use any more, wtf happen?

Kapheen said that he/she was doing 5-6 bundles of H a day and hasnt been high since, thats what fucked his/her brain up, hes/shes not overdosing or anything....
 
It may have been an overdose of sorts, I'm not sure. If it was an overdose it wasnt the normal pass out kind of OD it was I took to much and did some damage.
 
Also, my tolerance would never go down in a week, I'd need at least a month to notice something.
 
OCjunky said:
Kapheen said that he/she was doing 5-6 bundles of H a day and hasnt been high since, thats what fucked his/her brain up, hes/shes not overdosing or anything....

In what post did she say 5-6 bundles of H?
 
I did say that in another post. Titled something like "Most OC you've ever taken". Some shit like that.
 
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I never had any problems when I was doing that much dope. Only problem I ever had was fitting enough raw into a 1cc rig to feel a rush, lol. I didn't end up with problems until the methadone. argh.
 
Well I don't know man but it sounds like those monster doses you were taking (300mg of Methadone is a lot for a daily dose....where you on MMT?).

My guess would be that somehow your body was becoming toxified by this and eventually developed some sort of allergy or something. Very strange. If you can find a good doctor he may be able to help you.
 
I wasn't taking 300mg's every day, no I wasn't on MMT. 100mg's would usually hold me for close to 3 quarters of a day. One of the doctors said something in the hospital but he was referring strictly to methadone and I can't remember exactly what he said. But dope sends me to the same place that the methadone does. I can still take small doses and be just fine 20-30mg's or so. I don't dare go any higher.
 
try some hydro or oxy and see how those affect you before concluding that you have undErgone "opiate damage" =)
 
I can take small doses of whatever without any ill consequences. I'm basically clean right now for the fear that I'll end up in the hospital again if I dose to much. I took 25mg's of hydrocodone yesterday and today and was fine. But I know if I go higher I'll be hospitalized. I'll probably experiment later this week when I've got plenty of lorazepam to combat the shit ass feeling I get when I try to get high.

I'm pretty sure it'll end up the same as it's been. When my tolerance goes down enough that I don't have to fuck with those receptors I should be good. But other than that, I'm fucked, I believe - I might as well get clean.

ahh... the road ahead isn't looking so pleasant.
 
was the liquid methadone you were injecting for oral use or IV use? Was it the same bottle each time that made you feel that way? Did you take any orally and if so did it make you feel that way? At one time I was injecting methadone up to 200mg a day. I didnt inject the binder, I would shake the pill up in normal saline and use the saline. When I didnt have saline I tried boiling water and it would almost always make me feel shaky, anxious, and real irriatible. I think maybe that bottle might have some kind of preservative that may be different from the other bottles you used or if you have used more than one bottle and it still affects you like that then your body may be rejecting the excess stuff in the liquid.
 
I had multiple bottles of the exact same thing that I used without any issues whatsoever. Also, it was two different bottles that I had used that initially fucked me up. Then each time after was different bottles. But everyone else that used from the same bottles was fine. I even had one other person IV'ing from the same bottle that set me off, he didn't have any problems.

The liquid was for oral use but it was clear and it wasn't a syrup. I filtered it each time but nothing visibly filtered out.

one thing I do remember is that it made both sides of my head feel different.
 
it may be an immune response then. Your upper body is is split down the middle as far as your lymph system goes, so one side of the head is filtered in a different lymph system than the other. the lymph system is what filters you blood and fights off things that are not supposed to be there. It might just be reacting now. I dont think your opiate receptors are messed up. do you feel that way if you take oral opiates?
 
orally, nasally, IV, whatever. I sniffed two measly bags of dope last night and had to take a bunch of soma to knock me out.

If that is what's going on then do you have any idea what I can expect down the road. Also, do you have any idea why this would be happening now?
 
Also, I'd just like to add than when I do use it's my whole left side of my body that feels off. It feels as though the left side of my head and chest is congested or something.
 
One more thing, is it in any way dangerous to be using with these things happining. I had a chest scan a CT scan and all sorts of blood tests come back a ok. But my anxiety always gets the better of me.
 
Just an update, today the congestion feeling has switch sides. It's now the right side of my head that feels congested.

I'm still confused as to why this is happening now. I'm almost positive that if I wasn't IV'ing that damn methadone I wouldn't be having this problem.
 
Fuck man, you should probably go see a doctor. I know that sounds stupid but its the only way someone is going to diagnose you with something, they will probably give you something really helpful to your symptoms too.
 
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