Yeah, i can see the logic. The 5 Lopes have kicked in now and with that extra Clonidine and a wee snort of 4MPH the mysterious craving has fortunately now gone. That also means that had I just been more patient I would have been OK on 5 Lopes when they eventually kick in, so I will remember that for tomorrow and stick to 5. As you say if Lope Wds are nasty even though my habit will be miniscule and very brief if all goes to plan obviously i want to minimise any WDs as much as possible.
I'm also realsing that im not truly off opis yet, until ive quit the Lopes and other comfort meds. I guess when that day comes it will be the true test, or it may be nothing at all with any luck.
All apologies once again to everyone concerned, for my "hogging" this opi support thread again. I dont intend to annoy anyone or make the whole thing about me. I know plenty of others have had habits way out of any league ive ever been in, and may see my blabbering on as whinging and pathetic. I'm just trying to find the best and easiest way off, that's all. Plus I'm not as experienced as most opi users here so im not familiar with all the tricks you may know, and am not very confident in my own mental and physical resilience, i'm 45 now, so its not as easy as it is for all you teens and twenty somethings.
I don't have Knock around any more to support me this time if people start getting annoyed and ganging up against me again, so im probably being over defensive, but getting my defense in first none the less.