Sprout
Bluelight Crew
Mornin'!
How's everyone getting on?
After close to 8 months of tapering and constant WD, I am close to opiate free.
Not reached the final hurdle yet, but I can now get by on just 12-24mg of Loperamide every 36 hours, cut the benzos out 10 days ago. I haven't had a 'solid' dose, as in above comfort dose levels, of PT in 25 days! :D
This post brought me to tears.
8 months ago I got so close ^^
Now; in Hell.
Lady Fentanyl did what she does best and has ruined me.
The Shrine nearly gained my name, I'll say that much.
Now in a hellscape of WD I didn't believe possible. Used my very last dose (130ug x2 Buccal) 7 hours ago, spent 48hrs in bed after attempting CT.
7 hours. 7 fucking hours and I'm already shaking, sweating, tearing.
Fuck.