It sounds to me that when you hear the word "God" and when I hear the word "God" we are thinking two different things. It sounds to me that your looking for answers. Just hear what I have to say. You post that only man is fit to be God. First of all there are three classes. God, angels, and humans. God created the angels and he created humans. He gave them different purposes. We are actually put in higher regards than angels. think of this, does an angel bleed? Does an angel die? We bleed, we die. Christ died. We too will die. Not in the same way. But eventually we will die. This creates a higher "sensitivity" in us. which makes us more important. I'll share this with you something that has done a lot of good in my life and has helped clarify things: God created Satan, but Satan wanted to be God. So basically long story short. He was cast down to earth by God and Satan convinced a bunch of Angels to join him. Basically Satan's ultimate goal is to take God off his thrown and be God. The problem with that is that God can't be taken off his thrown, because he is Good and the devil has ill-intentions, so basically this is why I think "the devil" is stupid. If you want to BE God. But you can never BE God. What does that make you and all the things you do? STUPID. Thats why the devil is stupid. So anytime someone tells you something that the devil did is cool or "wicked" think about old Satan to this day, "still trying to be God". To this day. To this very minute. Look at the media for example. They are all trying to convince you that "Sin" is smart, sin is hip. Jesus was like the xbox 360 of his time. If someone said hey Jesus is over at my house. Typical reaction would be hey Cool! Can I come over? Now flash back 2000 years to 2014 and somebody says hey I've got the new PS4! And you go hey cool! can i come over? And what is a PS4? just a bunch of silicon chips and a optical drive. It wasn't fashioned by God. It was made in a factory by man. What im trying to say is that nobody is garanteed to live tomorrow. We could all go at any moment. Ever play that game musical chairs? The music stops and everybody tries to find a seat. Whoever doesn't find a seat gets eliminated? Well if your living your life and finding inspiration from anything other than God. And you die. You might end up in hell with, Mr. Satan, and be tormented forever. Even I as a christian have to worry about going to hell. Heaven is a gift. I could go on and on. But I'll say this, if you are wondering about God you should find someone who goes to church, be it a friend or a relative, and go to church with them one Sunday. And keep going to church. And make some friends there. Elevate your life. Remember this life can be a gift or a curse. People who are filled with the Holy Spirit are happy all the time. Because we could go at any minute.