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Harm Reduction OD Social v3 Why is there a syringe in your butt?

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lol ok.. if toast always lands buttered side down, and a cat always lands on its feet, what happens if you tape buttered toast to a cat and drop it?
 
hence why i won't get the mod position i would kill for.. you should know why im so "shy" from our convo last night bout mental disorders, along with most cases of bipolar disorder comes social anxiety (pun not intended by saying "social" anxiety) as soon as we started talking about it, i lasted 15min or so and then had to get offline cuz i couldn't handle any more anxiety.
 
HdoubleODeezy said:
hence why i won't get the mod position i would kill for.. you should know why im so "shy" from our convo last night bout mental disorders, along with most cases of bipolar disorder comes social anxiety (pun not intended by saying "social" anxiety)
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Hence why I take so many benzos.
 
HdoubleODeezy said:
hence why i won't get the mod position i would kill for.. you should know why im so "shy" from our convo last night bout mental disorders, along with most cases of bipolar disorder comes social anxiety (pun not intended by saying "social" anxiety) as soon as we started talking about it, i lasted 15min or so and then had to get offline cuz i couldn't handle any more anxiety.
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Yeah but dood I have more diagnoses than you do! I am not severely bipolar so I am not trying to say man up or anything, I don't know what you go through, but I am crazy town bro. You shouldn't be shy, you're the coolest dude in the hood. And one of the sanest voices in my head :)
 
It is one of my life goals is to get you, bossmantrip off benzos. I'll be your sponsor dude, together we will be benzo free.
 
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To deal with my panic disorder and chronic refractory free floating anxiety which is related to my bi-polar.
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makes sense, when i was a heavy poster i had an addiction to 10mg clonazepam/day habit. now that im clean i still don't feel "myself" (that's the best way i can put it) i just feel off.
 
tricomb said:
It is one of my life goals is to get you, bossmantrip off benzos.
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Technically I was off benzo's for 6 months but recently IRL events have been getting to me. Working a full-time stressful job, grandfather slowly dying, slipping mulitple discs in my neck meaning I can't do my usual anxiety relief: excercise.
 
Yeah man, IRL shit is not good with me either, and I COULD use this as an excuse to start smoking again, but we have to be better than that man.

Even if you couldn't completely cut them out of your life, we need to work on your dosages they're way too high. I know your tolerance is just like mine, so naturally we need way more benzos than most people, but your current benzo use is too high!

I want you to be able to feel like I do! and not have to ever worry or think about benzos, managing your anxiety in another way. Sex is the best alternative to benzos.
 
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Yeah I need a new GF or FB TBH.

That always reduces my drug use ha.
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That's so true. And it's been so long...

My benzo consumption has been escalating more than I would like in the last week, as I've been stressed out to the point of feeling litterally sick (long story short, I got slipped up and used heroin two weeks ago after four months of abstinence, and sort of dipped and dabbled for a whole week, resulting in 2 dirty urine tests at my IOP..it's not the worst situation I understand, not like probation or anything, but I just felt myself slipping and a dope habit is neither something I want or can afford)..anyway, I'p started taking benzo's around last Monday, and went from 2mg of Xanax to about 8mg of clonazepam in the last 8 days... I know I got to stop this, as even though I get my k-pins cheap, I eventually will not be able to afford this habit. I'm thinking of buying another large ammount soon, and using it to taper back to my original dose (1mg a day)...still though, I just feel so much more at ease, but I know the evil of these things.
 
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