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Harm Reduction OD Social v3 Why is there a syringe in your butt?

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That's so true. And it's been so long...

My benzo consumption has been escalating more than I would like in the last week, as I've been stressed out to the point of feeling litterally sick (long story short, I got slipped up and used heroin two weeks ago after four months of abstinence, and sort of dipped and dabbled for a whole week, resulting in 2 dirty urine tests at my IOP..it's not the worst situation I understand, not like probation or anything, but I just felt myself slipping and a dope habit is neither something I want or can afford)..anyway, I'p started taking benzo's around last Monday, and went from 2mg of Xanax to about 8mg of clonazepam in the last 8 days... I know I got to stop this, as even though I get my k-pins cheap, I eventually will not be able to afford this habit. I'm thinking of buying another large ammount soon, and using it to taper back to my original dose (1mg a day)...still though, I just feel so much more at ease, but I know the evil of these things.

I took about 140mg diazepam and 5mg rohypnol last night.

Bad trip.
 
Yeah the thing I hate is I'm getting to that point where I start to fear that I'm actually going to black out from the ammount I'm taking at a time (like 3mg to the face in the morning). DOnt get me wrong, I know that dose is not super high by any means, but considering a week ago I was taking .5mg in the morning, it still makes me worry a bit, cause I don't want to over do it. I wish I just had the funds to order some RC's instead, rather than getting back into the benzo thing. I feel like a nice mild stim, and and some kratom could be real helpful.
 
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Hehe, Allllllll riggght.
 
I'm off work in 45 minutes.

But sadly I can't meet you on TC because it is pub night. Walking across the road from work and getting blind. :D
 
Ahh, just woke up.... Damn Trip, 5 instruments? I've been playing guitar about 9 years, but I'm self taught, amd spent the first four years trying to teach myself Slayer songs on an acoustic, so I'm really not too good. Visual art is my first passion, but I do love playing music as a hobby..

Think I took just a little too much clonazepam..got to drink some coffee, balance shit out!

Hows everyone doing?
 
Fuck man, I got ripped off on a deal today... It sucks cause I've used this guy for years, built up a trusting relationship, and shit I even have lent him money and helped him out when he was in need.... I really feel like a damn fool. There's a chance this was a misunderstanding (the pills did look identicle to 1mg clonazepam's-the blues), so I'm going to call him back... I am pretty fucked if I don't settle this some how.

There is nothing more humiliating than being beat, especially when your pretty seasoned in copping off the street...fuck
 
Agreed, sorry to hear about that Zn3g. Not to be a dick, but tbh you have reminded me why I'm soooooo happy not to have to play that game any longer. I'd rather be burned than arrested, which is not to say getting burned, especially under such circumstances, sucks a whole fucking lot...

Anyhoo, anyone a fan of Deadmau5? Officially my new favorite artist. Yea, this might better be in EMD, but meh... I like you OD folks more ;)

So who likes hardstyle?! an' who wanted to go oz for Defqon 1 next year? =D

oooooooh it's so nice to not be projectile vomitting...
 
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