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8 weeks today!
I am; just downed the last 3mg and am sure the problem will heal up once that long half life is outta my system.
Gawd, every detox gets so much harder than the last. Been at it for 5 years now and this would have barely phased me when I was more naive.
But now, mad panic attacks, NO energy, depression, body twitched out like you wouldn't believe, and just general feeling like diced shit. I'm done with this drug man, hopefully forever.
Had an insatiable urge to hit up the dope man for a little parcel this morn. Didn't do it. Hooray!
Even after I delete erry harmful number in my phone and all their traces, i still always find a way to retrieve them grrrr. We'll shit, wish me luck. Staying clean after the acute wd is subsiding has always been my downfall. Good luck and Godspeed to all of you tryin to hop off the hard drug express, and to erry one else![]()
I had a dream I was in a rehab and strapped down being forced to swallow methadone, except the methadone was in the form of the little blue roxy pills I used to take for a long time before the heroin. It was awful. I was trying to help myself, but they were administering me drugs. Terrifying.
50 days today clean, almost 2 months!![]()
^nope just opiates. Just using the benzos as tools to detox. I mean, he'll, I've done my share and a half of alprazolam, diazepam, clonazepam, etizolam, etc. but I've never felt any trace of wd from em ( that thought scares the shit outta me ha). But they aren't really as effective at alieving my opi wd symptoms anymore. Fuggin toleranceee.
On another note, started a new job today and had a great first day. Furnished th house so it's not all junkyville. Shittt, getting my life together slowly and lovin every moment of it. Hopefully I can cop some sleep tonight. I need it ha. I'll never take getting an unmedicated 8 hrs again!
Remarkable! Congrats!!
I believe our brain compensates a great deal of unconscious issues but relief comes immediately after waking up.
At least that was what happen to me when I had a similar situation.
As said above, congratulations!!