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females are not worth tears bro..

the last gf i cried about losing was sophmore year of highschool and thats cause we went out since summer between 7th and 8th grade../whats crazy is shes engaged to the bf she had right after me, like she went therw a slut phase for like a month and then settled down and like i said they are still together.. i think thats what everyone was telling me about and why we needed to split up. it get s to a point where you its just easier to be in the relationship then go threw the pain of breaking up and my mom saw it and so did everyone else but me, at that time. we both cried for about an hour together but the whole point was where can we go from here? are we gonna get married? what happens if you accidently get pregnant cause we get lazy? it was just gonna be a break for the summer and then we would see what was up and nothing was ever up.

it was the best thing i could have done minus the fact her dad getting a promotion that came with a skybox at the UC and the cell and the fact he now makes high 6figures ..i just think about what if he was my father in law cause we always got along, especially now cause they are basically millionaires.
 
highonlife, im the same way. since november ive been getting unnecessarily fucked up (read the rundowns in the dope thread) just to get my ex out of my head.

your best bet is to find a new job/hobby to take your time, ease up on dope (doesnt do much), learn to smoke a fat dutch and say "fuck that bitch" no matter how much it hurts, and then rub it in her face when youre better than she could have ever imagined. thats my plan.

and the dope for my has been consistant where the rivers meet, lol. always super vinegary and extremely potent. some bags have gotten smaller, but after talking with the dealer who does 1 gram into x amount of bags for a bundle, it turns out it's always been a g. he just eyeballs it into 9-12 bags

how are yall?
 
Okay, I'm gonna post this here because it's close to New York....

I'm originally from the East Coast as some of you guys know...Providence, RI

I lived with my girlfriend in Nebraska for a year, we broke up and I went back home about 1 1/2 months ago....

when I got home, I immediately picked up a dope habit living with my friend and decided to move in with my parents before it got too crazy....I started a low dose of suboxone again because my mom just happened to have a bunch of 2mg strips lying around from a few years ago that I dropped in her car while in a xanax blackout....

anyway, I got my license straightened out and got a car while living with my parents...They helped me out big time....I don't know where I'd be without my family..

While I was staying with my parents, they wouldn't let me leave or talk to anyone on the phone because they didn't want me on dope and they've seen my bulllshit so many times...for like a week and a half it was like I was in rehab....I just wanted one more shot! lol....

I started taling to my ex-girlfriend and I decided to drive back out to Nebraska to maybe try and get back together with her, but also to get away from the East Coast and the fucking heroin!!

About 5 days ago, last Saturday at about 6 PM, I had my car packed and I was ready to go west! I just wanted to call somebody and cop before I left, because fuck it!

but my dad insisted on following me all the way from Providence into Old Saybrook Connecticut on route 95 so I couldn't cop!

but I'm a pretty damn good junkie! It was about 9 PM in Connecticut and I drove back into New London and tried to cop there....I found somebody with crack, but no luck with dope....I pissed a few people off asking around, but I've done it for so many years, I have huge balls when it comes to that...

So, no luck in New London, I figured New Haven would be tough at nightime and I figured Bridgeport was my only hope unless I wanted to veer off track and go to NYC or Jersey, but it was getting late....

I took the Bridgeport exit and just went near the one area I ever got dope before....I saw a kid walking and I rolled down my window and asked if he could get me some dope! Bingo! first person I asked! I had the dope within 5 minutes, and it was like 1130 PM at that point....I only bought 5 bags, but once I tried it, I called the dude back for a whole bundle and continued on with my journey, almost to fucked up to drive!

It was New York prices definitely, decednt counts, above average dope....

I guess, I got my wish and got that last high in!! Sometimes you get lucky on the street....even I had really low expectations that I'd find shit cold at that hour!!!

Back in Nebraska now and takin my 2mgs of sub a day....which sucks...oh well...
 
Been getting some good to fire shit out of Brooklyn for a while now. Just found out that my guy is more big time than I thought since he doesn't get his shit prebagged and stamped and actually does it himself. Last time I copped from him he gave me just open unstamped bags because he was running late but I didn't mind because he threw me two extra and I just watched him scoop the dope directly from his big bag into my stamp bags WITHOUT stepping on it! Looks like I somehow found one of the only smart businessmen in the game. Also explains why his shit is so fire all the time and i can't stand my other dealer's shit anymore haha. Who knew I've been getting raw all along, just scooped out into stamp bags. Anyway, how's it going with the rest of New York? I got 14 bags of fire still in my pocket so I'm feeling good:)

Edit: just fixed up and am nodding pretty nice now. But does anyone else have a problem pushing the plunger with the needle in their arm? Like sometimes that shit don't wanna budge. Makes me super nervous, don't wanna push too hard or put weird pressure on the needle because I don't want to shoot too fast and miss or worse blow my vein out or just move it too much.

Anyway, does anyone else encounter this problem? And any tips for solving it?
 
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Yeah, thanks man....just gettin back into it for a short period of time after being clean really bummed me out! I love dope, but it's a risky life man....I saw myself going downhill fast, but once you pass a certain point, you just don't care anymore and becomes normal...sucks

Yeah, I started out with 5 bags, I figured if they were fake, I'd take the hit....

but this kid took me directly to the guy right away and they were legit baggies, folded and banded, so I had feeling they were real from the start! I did 2 mgs of suboxone 12 hours earlier, so the first 5 only got me half high....I did the bundle in one big shot after that and I was pretty bombed! I almost stopped in Chicago to try my luck there but I just felt too guilty!
 
Man, it's gonna suck to get off of this shit again! I'm gonna have to taper but I'm not lookin forward to it....tryin to get your shit together while you're tapering off opiates is rough!

Low doses of sub don't really have any side effects for me so I don't really have a problem taking them....It's just the whole having a habit get over again thing! fuckin sucks! The sickness always keeps me caught up in the shit way longer than I want! ya know...
 
Rastarish206 said:
Been getting some good to fire shit out of Brooklyn for a while now. Just found out that my guy is more big time than I thought since he doesn't get his shit prebagged and stamped and actually does it himself. Last time I copped from him he gave me just open unstamped bags because he was running late but I didn't mind because he threw me two extra and I just watched him scoop the dope directly from his big bag into my stamp bags WITHOUT stepping on it! Looks like I somehow found one of the only smart businessmen in the game. Also explains why his shit is so fire all the time and i can't stand my other dealer's shit anymore haha. Who knew I've been getting raw all along, just scooped out into stamp bags. Anyway, how's it going with the rest of New York? I got 14 bags of fire still in my pocket so I'm feeling good:)
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That's how my BK connect rolled. One of my connects out of Queens had stuff on par with him, but the dope from those two connects was on another level compared to all other dealers I went through.

So I just ran into an old dealer before, who my boy was middlemanning me through, and he gave me his number and told me he woulda given it to me all along, but he could tell my boy was being a greedy dick about it and wouldn't leave us in the same place to exchange info. He wasn't good today though, so I took a shot in the hood and got burnt. It was through a guy I got opana from for real cheap, but today he just took off with the bread. I'm kinda glad he did because it was only $20, and my boy was about to try to get blues through him, so I'm sure his loss woulda been a lot bigger than mine. What an idiot though, I told him my boy was gonna come through to buy blues from him, so I don't get why he would rip me off of $20 when a lot more was coming in. Also, who the fuck rolls up driving a brand new car to rip off a homeless dude for a 20? Thanksfully I got 65mg of oxy and 60mg of morphine for free yesterday, so I'm taking the $20 loss as it having gone to my free drugs, so I can sleep better at night about it.

I really wanted dope though since I hadn't gotten any in about a month, and the once a week uses I have been doing haven't been with much, although last night I was pretty satisfied with my high, but most other times I haven't been yet. That was my second time achieving a nod this year, so I'm going to have to work on that.
 
Yeah, a 20 dollar hit aint THAT bad, but when it's all you got....Still, why wouldnt just wait and rip off everybody at once?!

Are you really homeless? Or just couch surfing?

My family let me stay with them recently, but if I had left even once during that time and gotten high, they wouldve kicked me out and I wouldve been screwed....what normal person wants to have to deal with living with a fiend? I'm a dope-fiend myself and there's very few fellow dope fiends I would even half trust to stay with me...
 
Fuck man, bridgeport's a rough area. You're lucky you didn't get robbed there. I stay out of that city as much as possible. I usedd to cop in NH but never bridgeport, fuck that mess...
 
^I wasn't gonna go that far to try and cop, but I had to give it a shot....I was amazed! It was easier than it would have been calling someone I actually knew!

I know it was mostly luck, but it goes to show how much fucking dope must be in Bridgeport!

It was a lot more than I'm used to paying for bundles in Providence....over twice as much, and the bags weren't that much bigger either, but for cold coppin at 1130, I'll take it!

I shot the first five bags in a rest stop up 95....then I went back and got another bundle and shot it right at Mcdonalds in Bridgeport at like 1 AM...there were a bunch of people eating food in the parking lot, but I was faced where nobody could see me....stupid, but fuck it!

I did it because I knew it would be awhile before I could get some dope again, but of course, it just makes me jones thinking about it today....
 
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Yeah, a 20 dollar hit aint THAT bad, but when it's all you got....Still, why wouldnt just wait and rip off everybody at once?!

Are you really homeless? Or just couch surfing?

My family let me stay with them recently, but if I had left even once during that time and gotten high, they wouldve kicked me out and I wouldve been screwed....what normal person wants to have to deal with living with a fiend? I'm a dope-fiend myself and there's very few fellow dope fiends I would even half trust to stay with me...
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Yea, I'm legit homeless. "Shelter Life."

I should have been happy with my one free high every 10 days or so, but I had money and wanted that diesel. I have actually been taken care of very well from the other homeless, and this was only my second time being ripped off in 2 months. I had a bunch of clonidine that the opiate addicts hit me up for when they were kicking and needed to sleep, and all of them paid me back with an opiate once they got it. Another dude just gave me some of the product I got him since he knew I wasn't charging extra, so that was good for the 2-3x he went through me. My connect stopped answering though so that ended quickly.
 
This time of year is the worst time to be homeless.....I've lived in my car or been straight up on the streets a few times...that sucks...Its much easier in summer....I hate shelters, but u really have no choice right now I guess
 
I've always been curious, what time do most shelters make people leave in the mornings on your average day?
 
Well. for one thing...a lot of em make you check in at like 7-8 pm...so partying until midnite is outta the question....

then, they kick you out at like 630 700....into the freezing cold broke with nowhere to go, it sucks! I only go to them as a last resort

On the West Coast, they have youth shelters for people 25 and under, and those places are generally really cool from my experience...the West coast in general is a much better place to be homeless than just about anywhere...at least it was, who knows with the economy now though
 
Damn that really sucks about the east coast, but it doesn't surprise me. Do they ever serve breakfast?

And yeah, from your description, the west coast seems as if would be much less harsh for the homeless.
 
a lot of places on the east coast serve dinner, and usually it's not that great, you get lucky sometimes, depending on who's cooking it etc....Breakfast in the morning is usually a bagel and coffee...or donuts, usually half-stale

Of course, in a city area, a lot of the time, there's multiple options, depending on the day and some are better than others....

I've done most of my homelessness on the West Coast, and certain areas seem to really cater to it....for free food, the bay area is amazing....All kinds of places donate and theres tons of places to go get meals.....

there's food banks just about everywhere, and you can get some decent uncooked pre-packaged stuff from them....as well as stuff to cook, if you happen to just be broke but still have a home....

certain west-coast cities have large populations of homeless H addicts, like Portland and Seattle, so it's kind of a crowded, sketchy homeless scene....Of course there's assholes on BL who insist Seattle and Portland aren't good drug towns, but thats another issue altogether....

In a lot of states you can get "emergency food stamps" within a few days and buy whatever you want...but the really conservative states suck to be homeless in...mostly the midwest and the south really....I'm back in Nebraska now and Id never wanna be homeless here in the winter, they don't do shit for the homeless here....a few churches serve bologna sandwiches but thats it...
 
Wow Blues, it seems like you've stayed at or been places all over the country and are knowledgable about different aspects of these places from scoring drugs to scoring food. I think it's pretty cool to have experience with living throughout the country even if it's just to say you do in conversation.

And yeah, I don't know much about the drug scene, but I have definitely seen lots of videos showing the vast amount of homeless addicts and people in general in Portland.
 
Well, yeah....I never would have ended up in those situations unless I was a voracious drug-user....I used to always let the drugs come first over everything, but Im a little more mature about it now...but when you're homeless and broke, you learn pretty quick where the free shit is...

I did get to see a lot of the country, so I guess it wasn't a complete waste of time and where I live now seems to not have much of a drug scene as long as I don't look for it....so....Of course, I guess it's that way in Mass too

Yeah, and for the record, Ive only ever really been homeless in Mass/Conn/RI, Florida, and WA/OR/CA....although I have travelled the country and lived in my car.....I've done it a couple times just so I could get on suboxone because I have trouble stopping even with suboxone if I can get dope....it works pretty good...

How long have you been using H effect, are you from Mass near Boston....sorry to jack the NY thread...
 
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