oh I know. I am well aware of that. Long since gone are the days when I'd get all hotheaded and quit. At the same time, I've had some shit jobs in my day, but none of which fucked with my mental standpoint as much as this one. I'd almost rather be broke than carry on with this bullshit (although that is just talk. Especially in this job market I know I can't really just up and quit). Only bitch part is, besides asking for my old job back (which I already did, and wasn't a huge fan of that one either. I have still yet to get word back about that.) I don't even know where to begin looking at this point. I can't just take some low wage job working 30 hours a week, I've been making this money for a few years now so I have worked it into my life and really can't afford to take a cut of more than say $500 a month max. That's even really pushing it. Now my next problem, I have no skill or experience in anything that will land me this expected salary, I have fallen into these last two jobs by chance and have no idea where/ what kind of job I can handle right now that will help me achieve this. Turn back to my good old illegal activities? Well there's not much of a financial future there either and I don't want to risk fucking up my life.
Gah, I'm gonna go take a few ativan now.
/bitching about work.
