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After trying for so long to find MDMA, I finally got one that tested positive (complete Dancesafe test) and was very excited. It was a blue star. Went to a dubstep concert and after an hour or so it kicked in almost full on, but I didn't really like it. I felt very clear headed and had lowered anxiety and the music sounded great, but I felt like music sounds better to me stoned than on MDMA.

For one thing, every 10 minutes I felt like I had to piss, and then when I went to go piss it was really hard to piss haha. I wasn't really dancing much and only had like 1 bottles of water every 1-2 hours, so I don't know why I constantly felt like I needed to piss. It was really annoying, it's hard to enjoy a set if you feel like you need to piss very badly, and then as soon as I went, 10 minutes and I had to go again, very annoying. I had a slight body load on it (much like the come up on LSD) which I didn't love, but touching felt great. Don't think there was anything else in this pill b/c it felt pretty clean the entire time and I had no crash whatsoever, and was able to fall asleep 7 hours after I took it. Pill reports said it was a clean pill too. Definately had dilated pupils, and my eyes were WIDE open when I looked in the mirror, kind of scared me lol.

The main reason I didn't care for it much was it was a little much and I felt as f'ed up and incapacitated as I was on LSD, with none of the tripping balls funness. It was kind of cool in the beginning, on the dancefloor I felt like I was moving slightly even though I was standing still. My head felt like it was still bobbing to the music when I stopped, and at times I would accidentally bump into people while trying to get through because I could barely walk, I had to walk so slow because I was scared I would accidentally knock into people and spill their drinks.

I didn't feel euphoria at all either, which was strange, even though I felt EXTREMELY f'ed up from this roll, and in a good way. I feel euphoria when I take shrooms and LSD, but not this. However, I was extremely nice and polite and easygoing the entire night, which isn't really exactly my character being a loudmouth type guy. I felt no anger whatsoever the entire night which is also odd b/c I'm pretty high strung and usually little things piss me off. People were bumping and crashing into me the entire night on the dancefloor and stepping all over my feet, but I just didn't give a crap lol.

Anyone else just not a fan of MDMA even though they thought they would be? Mabye I didn't take enough or something and wasn't fulling "rolling" is the other theory I had, since I only took one and the pill had a rep for not being a super strong pill.

Update - Trying 2 Blue .G ladys (with the .G), gonna report back if I still am not a fan
 
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Blue stars are a medium dose I believe, dropping 2 mighta taken you where you wanted.

However, LSD and mushrooms offer a euphoria that MDMA can't touch. MDMA is just nice because you don't have to try or anything, you're just rollin' balls and you feel great.
 
i wasnt that big of a fan till i nom nom nomd a decent dose of molly
only two times i had MDMA pills i was underwhelmed
although wub wubs man
im tellin you that stuff aint MD music in mah mind.
get yoself some dnb.
for srs tho, wub wub is liek ket or weed music..
imo
 
LSDMDMA&9093211 said:
i wasnt that big of a fan till i nom nom nomd a decent dose of molly
only two times i had MDMA pills i was underwhelmed
although wub wubs man
im tellin you that stuff aint MD music in mah mind.
get yoself some dnb.
for srs tho, wub wub is liek ket or weed music..
imo
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it was DnB also, Dieselboy was there.
 
cryptix420 said:
Blue stars are a medium dose I believe, dropping 2 mighta taken you where you wanted.

However, LSD and mushrooms offer a euphoria that MDMA can't touch. MDMA is just nice because you don't have to try or anything, you're just rollin' balls and you feel great.
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The thing that confused me was right when it kicked in, it was soooo strong and incapacitating (in a good way) that I told my GF i'm very happy I didn't take more than one. I'm couldn't even imagine what two would feel like. At times it was a little uncomfortable feeling and I was hoping it would peak and level off a little bit. I think my problem also is I was spoiled with psychedelics a long time before I tried MDMA. I have tripped on LSD at festies and that is basically an out of this world heavenly feeling, and I just didn't feel like E at the club compared whatsoever. Maybe because I've tried LSD is why I don't appreciate E lol?
 
It's possible. MDMA is a bit shallow compared to LSD.

However, combine the two..... :D:D:D:D:D
 
Never did like mdma, never did like any street drugs.
only prescriptions.
Amps,Benzos,Opiates
 
cryptix420 said:
It's possible. MDMA is a bit shallow compared to LSD.

However, combine the two..... :D:D:D:D:D
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I think most people out there probably try MDMA before they try psychedelics and compared to pot and alcohol which is probably the only other thing first timers tried, it definitely is really different and nice for going and a nice alternative to getting piss drunk.

I bet if I tried this before LSD and shrooms I would have liked it a lot better. It's not even that it wasn't good or fun, it was both. I just felt the extreme f'ed upness I felt from it and uncomfortable at times body load outweighed the benefits. If I'm dealing with a weird body load I at least want some cool visuals to justify a body load commitment
 
Do a higher dose and tell me you do not like MDMA... Also, fillthy dubstep is SICK when you're rolling hard, but if you just wanna get ripped to pieces and dance like mad, get some drum n bass going.
 
Seriously up your dose. Like if you do not like MDMA.... there is just straight up SOMETHING wrong lol!
 
Give it another go with some different pills, and take 2 in a peaceful surrounding so you can get used to the true feeling when it kicks in.

Maybe you're one of the few who just don't like ecstasy, though I've never actually heard of any of these people. I'd say there's a slim chance this is your true relationship and reaction to MDMA though, and that there's a much greater chance the night you experienced just wasn't your night to enjoy.

I've rolled over 50 times and there have been a couple nights where I didn't enjoy it for some reason, whether it be from fatigue, unusual pills, or something else unknown. Hopefully this was the case and just happened to be that way for your first experience.
 
Well I tried both LSD and shrooms before ever trying E, and I thoroughly preferred the euphoria of E to either of those. LSD and shrooms don't give me a euphoria, more of a pure expansion of consciousness. I would describe E as more of an expansion of empathy.

Sounds like you also had a lot of expectations going into the experience that could have affected it. Some of what you describe, incapacitation, not being able to walk, are not things I've ever felt on E. My head and senses are always clear. I've known another person who didn't ever really take to E, so you're not alone.

My theory on it is that one's enjoyment of E (and other drugs) is probably based on what chemicals your brain is most receptive to and gets "happiness hits" from. Some people are more wired to crave dopamine, or acetylcholine, or serotonin. If your brain already produces a lot of serotonin or just isn't as receptive to it, E wouldn't be nearly as much of a mental rush as it is for others.
 
There's a few things I could see being wrong here. You did LSD first, which is my first guess as to why MDMA was underwhelming. You also seem like you were looking for visuals, which aren't going to be all that on MDMA. You'll get some trails, some sparkle, maybe even a strobe-vision kind of thing when you peak, but nothing that could touch an 1/8 of mushies. Try MDA, I think you'll like it. It's a nice cross between the two. MDA has been dubbed "electronic mushrooms", and I agree.

The constant-pee thing makes me think there was something else in the pill, and not enough MDMA. The fact that you were also "really fucked up" makes me think that too. I've never found MDMA to be inebriating, actually I feel like it sharpens my focus and clarity ten fold. You should see me play pool while rolling. =D I've also never experienced a body load while rolling which also makes me feel like you had something else in there. When it first starts kicking in, I find there is usually a tad bit of "pre-trip" anxiety, usually just from that "I just took a really hard drug" feeling. However, as soon as you feel that egg of awesome crack open on the top of your head and start melting down all over your face encapsuling you in warmth, glow, stimuation, love, empathy and togetherness with the world and everyone around you, there is no body load or anxiety to be smelled for MILES. :)

You say you've had magical experiences on LSD, so again, MDMA in it's best form may still fall short. However, the psychedelic euphoria is quite different. With psychs, euphoria won't automatically visit you, you kinda have to work for it a little bit. MDMA, you just roll with it, and though while the euphoria might not measure up to your most orgasmic LSD experiences, it's still damn nice to be able to just kick back and let your brain masturbate for a while.
 
cryptix420 said:
lmao. no child left behind :D
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i'm not stupid, i can choose to "write" in a certain way online
its part of mah character.
yea on MDMA you kinda..
cant piss.
as in it takes a fewminutes
i tried teh acid before MDMA and i still ruv mah md
 
I've rolled over 50 times and there have been a couple nights where I didn't enjoy it for some reason, whether it be from fatigue, unusual pills, or something else unknown. Hopefully this was the case and just happened to be that way for your first experience.
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Agreed. Sometimes, it just doesn't do it's thing the same way it does other times.

Also, what you described doesn't sound like pure MDMA. All the stumbling and clutzy feelings... yeah, no. Maybe a small dose of Ketamine or something else in there. You probably got partial MDMA, partial something else. Or you body reacted badly. Because it just doesn't sound like the way MDMA usually affects people physically... and it should have affected you differently mentally.
 
This is interesting from another thread ,

"Quite honestly, assuming the pill is clean, if you have add or adhd it will take a stronger dose than a normal person. That's how it is for my bf & my ex bf, it's the same idea as the medication they give kids with ADD, amphetamines overload the system and make you feel normal. That's my best explanation. "

and this

"i know i always need to take more than one or ill just get a light body buzz "


I have ADHD and did only get a weird light body buzz. Like I said this was tested by me with a dancesafe kit and it's definately MDXX, probably MDMA according to the Simon's Reagent. Probably gonna give it another try, but this time at home.
 
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