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Not liking MDMA?

The two positive effects I noticed were I was very easy going and was empathetic. I immediately apologized to my drunk friend who bumped into a guy who actually was the bigger douchebag b/c he was trying to pick a fight over it, and I just talked to the guy very nicely and politely and apologized for my friend, and that is NOT at all how I would deal with a doucher normally lol.

Also, when I was drinking the water in the bottle looked sparkly it looked sparkly. This was at a big time dubstep/dnb show (Skrillex & Dieselboy) and the place was super packed and crazy. When I first got there it was a little hard to relax and focus on the music on the dance floor packed with people jumping and bumping into you constantly. But once it hit, I became instantly relaxed and at ease, and nothing bothered me. I felt like I was listening to the music alone, even though I was surrounded by people f'ed up on all drugs.

I also have ADHD so maybe I get wierd effects with low doses? Now that the 5-htp is helping and I feel a little more refreshed, I think I did enjoy it, just didn't really "get it". Probably will try 2 next time and then decide if it's for me or not.
 
ohay wii wee
i apparently has ADHD, take dexedrine and wutot
but i are srs, take maor
double drop those stars, or NOM NOM NOM aboot .15 of good molly.
i didnt liek MDMA much till i gobbled down a decent bit of molly.
cryptix its cool man
i aint know you was kiddin, we cool yo
 
For me it sounds like the MDMA worked for you nearly as it should? ;) Especially the part where you mentioned how careful you acted (despite the fact that you tell you aren't like that normally) made me smile :). This is the part where I think people could learn from the experience.

Regarding the euphoria - if you liked this state of mind and want to do further experiments: try more. Some months ago I had 2 pretty weak rolls because of low quality material. I experienced everything you mentioned, the only thing that was missing was the massive euphoria.

Psych vs. stim euphoria. As someone said here, you have to do a little bit to experience a euphoria on psychedelics, on MDMA it is - if nothing goes wrong - more like you are forced to be happy. Some people says it feels really artifical and they don't like that :(.

But once it hit, I became instantly relaxed and at ease, and nothing bothered me.
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This makes me craving for a hit right now :(. Thats what I love so much about MDMA. It grants some hours of serenity. <3
 
^maan
i dont crave MDMA too bad
ive got some molly sitting in my room, no urge to eat it.
ill nom nom nom down amphetamines all day tho
 
The first time I did E I didn't quite enjoy it either - I find I didn't take enough (one blue dubstar). The next time you do it I suggest finding better rolls (My suggestions are: Pokeballs, Mints, Echos, Maseratis, or Dubstars[if you get these take two!]) haha, they're all amazing. Some pills give you different highs, to be honest you really need to do E a few times to tell which kind of high you REALLY like. There's just too many different highs for E I find.
 
wiiwee said:
I also have ADHD so maybe I get wierd effects with low doses? Now that the 5-htp is helping and I feel a little more refreshed, I think I did enjoy it, just didn't really "get it". Probably will try 2 next time and then decide if it's for me or not.
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Do you take anything for the ADHD? Maybe you know this already, but it's well documented that SSRIs compete for the same receptors as MDMA and would block most effects of you roll.

And yeah I think it might have just been a combination of expectations (as was mentioned, seeking something rather than just waiting for it), nerves, and the setting. For me, I feel the effects a lot more when I have an opportunity to reduce external stimuli and let it wash over me, just to get myself in the mindset of "okay, I'm definitely rolling now". Strange as it might, sound, there have been times when loud music has actually distracted me from my roll.

I would suggest for the next time to set aside a block of time to just walk and talk with a really good friend or two that you're sharing the experience with.
 
HoneyRoastedPeanut said:
Do you take anything for the ADHD? Maybe you know this already, but it's well documented that SSRIs compete for the same receptors as MDMA and would block most effects of you roll.

And yeah I think it might have just been a combination of expectations (as was mentioned, seeking something rather than just waiting for it), nerves, and the setting. For me, I feel the effects a lot more when I have an opportunity to reduce external stimuli and let it wash over me, just to get myself in the mindset of "okay, I'm definitely rolling now". Strange as it might, sound, there have been times when loud music has actually distracted me from my roll.

I would suggest for the next time to set aside a block of time to just walk and talk with a really good friend or two that you're sharing the experience with.
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nope don't take anything for ADHD.
 
HRP adhd meds ARENT ssris, theyre pretty much amps, or mph.
wiiwee, doubledrop next time (It aint gonna kill you..)
and heres a thing ive personally noticed
you gotta just chill, i know its easy to get anxious but you just pop your MDMA, and wait
dont get hung up on how good your roll is gonna be or any shit like that..pretty much forget you even ate drugs and it works better it seems IME
 
LSDMDMA&9095547 said:
HRP adhd meds ARENT ssris, theyre pretty much amps, or mph.
wiiwee, doubledrop next time (It aint gonna kill you..)
and heres a thing ive personally noticed
you gotta just chill, i know its easy to get anxious but you just pop your MDMA, and wait
dont get hung up on how good your roll is gonna be or any shit like that..pretty much forget you even ate drugs and it works better it seems IME
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the next time will be Blue G Lady's though, not blue stars, is two of those necessary as well in your opinion?
 
i never had the blue g's
i had orange g's liek last year, first and 2nd time i ingested MDMA were from those
and even no tolerance or any of that shit i wouldve wanted two
if i were you, id double drop
 
I've never done LSD but is it that much better than E? Obviously i couldn't know but i can't imagine a better feeling than rolling.
 
sweetamishbutter said:
I've never done LSD but is it that much better than E? Obviously i couldn't know but i can't imagine a better feeling than rolling.
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comparing apples to oranges mang
cant do that
in some ways its better
in some ways e is better
its depends maaan
 
LSDMDMA&9094301 said:
i'm not stupid, i can choose to "write" in a certain way online
its part of mah character.
yea on MDMA you kinda..
cant piss.
as in it takes a fewminutes
i tried teh acid before MDMA and i still ruv mah md
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wigger-speak is his choice, you guys shouldn't be hatin
 
SuperPump250 said:
I've rolled over 50 times and there have been a couple nights where I didn't enjoy it for some reason, whether it be from fatigue, unusual pills, or something else unknown. Hopefully this was the case and just happened to be that way for your first experience.
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dayam , 50 times?
K , i'm in a bit o a pickle , and thinking of quitting Mdma forever:(
Just did it last night , 5th time ... and honestly after the first 2 times I feel like i LOST THE MAGIC! :X

those first times were amazing , euphoria and a clear beauty with empathy to spare , I was lifted up to the clouds and felt I can never see the world the same again... fast forward to trials 3-5 and i have beet let down by the b*tch molly , lots of anxiety and nervous twitching , no enlightenment feeling of blasting off when it hits , teeth grinding , barely any empathy to my friends
NOW I tried everything to make my 2 latest trips awe some , have been eating healthy , sleeping well before , going to the gym and getting rid of other toxins that may interfere , not smoking any weed or drinking with M, and i made sure to take the same dose and good setting as first 2 times .... NOTHING!!!
same crappy high

HELP...I don't wanna quit since i believe a good molly trip every month or so will demolish my build up of anxiety and mundane-ness living in this society produces
 
Again, this might sound strange, but the one time I tried molly, after only ever eating pills before, I got a somewhat similar effect. We were at a Preheat (a prelude to Burning Man here in FL), and all I wanted to do was sit perfectly still and go home. The two friends I was with, one of which had taken E literally hundreds of times before (me about eight or so), felt the exact same thing. It was like I was too at peace with myself to care about the spectacle outside the tent.

Have all of your drops been with molly? Keep in mind, you are chasing your first experience which is a mistake, nothing will ever be like those first couple times. You can still have great times though once you accept what the drug gives you.
 
I used to like MDMA, but once you start doing Opiates, and then REAL opiates like heroin, ecstasy is an anxiety-ridden waste of time.
 
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