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Pillthrill
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Seemly to be the case, especially with poly-drug use...
Bojangles69
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Besides bluelight that is. =]
Seems like decades ago this thread was made. It takes a special type of person to take themselves off opiates and stay off as long as you have.
Seems like decades ago this thread was made. It takes a special type of person to take themselves off opiates and stay off as long as you have.
Pillthrill
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I have a benzo script that I don't abuse usually don't take it. I drink but don't abuse it. I am daily pot head but that means I take less benzos. (They aren't so good for my brain ya know). I dabble when bored (Once every few months it may be a strong opiate or new designer drug. 
I suppose I have to play with to know I'm alive or some kinda psychological bullshit.
I suppose I have to play with to know I'm alive or some kinda psychological bullshit.molly897
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pill imo that's definitely part of the post depression. i still find myself on the computer anywhere from 4am-6am til my husband wakes up cause i can't sleep and don't know what to do with myself. i go to sleep early cause i feel like life is god damn boring without drugs! just because ones self is okay physically doesn't mean the mentality part of it goes away. i know for me that will be atleast a year. it's not even 'craving' for a drug, atleast in my opinion, it's just like 'what do i do now?'
you're on the right track with staying busy, classes & interviews etc.. try to keep staying busy. once you get thqat cabin fever girl it alllllll comes back i'm sure you know. i cannot BEAR sitting in the house i go crazy and want to go out and get the heaviest tranq i can find to just knock my ass out from the world of boredom and no drugs.
BUT, i know that's not really me thinking and jjust part of kickin' drugs. don't let em keep nabbing you, you're way further in the race and even just codeine can set back an ex opiate addict miles
you're on the right track with staying busy, classes & interviews etc.. try to keep staying busy. once you get thqat cabin fever girl it alllllll comes back i'm sure you know. i cannot BEAR sitting in the house i go crazy and want to go out and get the heaviest tranq i can find to just knock my ass out from the world of boredom and no drugs.
BUT, i know that's not really me thinking and jjust part of kickin' drugs. don't let em keep nabbing you, you're way further in the race and even just codeine can set back an ex opiate addict miles
Pillthrill
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Work and home. Thats all I do now really. The bf and I make a point to go out once in awhile into the daylight and try something new.
If I have 4 days off I might do a lil fent patch or oxy now and then. But really it seems to be too strong and take too much out of me.
If I have 4 days off I might do a lil fent patch or oxy now and then. But really it seems to be too strong and take too much out of me.