I agree with a lot thats been posted, that being said i'll try not to repeat too much.
Back in my using days i always liked the thought of saving some for the next day. Withdrawals weren't really the reason because i was rarely sick right away in the morning. Just the fear of not having any was enough incentive to save a just a little bit. I hated waking up thinking "shit, how/where/when am i going to get more?" I tried to rationalize saving that extra by telling myself things like "ehh i'm already high, that little bit more probably won't add to it much." But then again the addiction would always be saying "You know you want it, its just a little bit more why not?" It takes a lot of willpower to save it but it was very comforting to go to bed knowing it was there, and waking up always felt like christmas morning when i was able to do it.
Back in my using days i always liked the thought of saving some for the next day. Withdrawals weren't really the reason because i was rarely sick right away in the morning. Just the fear of not having any was enough incentive to save a just a little bit. I hated waking up thinking "shit, how/where/when am i going to get more?" I tried to rationalize saving that extra by telling myself things like "ehh i'm already high, that little bit more probably won't add to it much." But then again the addiction would always be saying "You know you want it, its just a little bit more why not?" It takes a lot of willpower to save it but it was very comforting to go to bed knowing it was there, and waking up always felt like christmas morning when i was able to do it.