Next day "left over"

[brutus]

Depends, I can hold methadone/bupe for days that I know I will need it, but OC is a different story. It also depends on whether or not I am physically addicted, money, or if I have things to do the next day.

 

[Noddy Boy]

i buy more than i can possibly do in one night so no matter how hard i try to screw myself i always have some in the AM

^^I wish I had this goin for me during my dope days, I bet we all do/did!!

I hated when I didn't have an AM dose, this only happened a handful of times however. If I didn't have a small AM dose then I would always have money in hand when I woke up (or shortly thereafter) and calling my hook who was up by 8am bless their heart!! No first shot for the day is a very nasty thing, like I said, maybe 4-5 times at the most did this ever happen in my 4yrs of a proper heroin addiction.

-Noddy

 

[RFar98]

Example: I had an 80mg oc I plugged last night but saved 10mg for the morning when I was feeling awful.

So when you say feel like shit, you are talking about having a "hangover" from opiates, or are you talking about actual w/d. I have never had any types of negative hangovers from opiates other then being tired/sluggish.

 

[KrazyEyesKilla!]

I'm talkin about when your sick from being addicted to opiates

 

[stuckinaloop]

So when you say feel like shit, you are talking about having a "hangover" from opiates, or are you talking about actual w/d. I have never had any types of negative hangovers from opiates other then being tired/sluggish.

You sound new to opiates. You will get to experience all these things with continued use..not a "hangover" but rather withdrawal from not using. The tiredness is a mild withdrawal symptom.

This is kind of a wierd question. Do you mean saving part of a single dose? Or a whole nights "worth" of opiates that you decide to get. I always take enough to feel as good as i want to which is usallly just a decent buzz. Once i reach that, i dont take anymore that day.

I think they are referring to a single dose. Like if I dose 80mg 5 times a day I would save an 80mg for the morn, or atleast 40mg to keep me off sick.

 

[BadMonkey]

Back in the Days of H I cold NEVER save for the morning. I was a greedy little monkey and did every last drop. However, my guy was a conservative junkie and he'd ALWAYS save a fat line at least to snort in the morning. And of course, he'd always share with me.

Then we both got really bad.

Then I got off that shite.

Now it's just meds. Different toxin, same dilemma.

 

[DBirk]

It's utterly reasonable to save some for the morning, many (myself included) literally can not get out of bed, if there's nothing to shoot. Even my way to a dealer after waking up is one bloody anguish and torture. All the horrors of it were perfectly described by KinderFeld --
"you crawl out of bed with your eyes & nose running all over the place, knees bended and back humped... not risking to go to take that critical morning piss coz it might just bring along a painful long constipated dump too..." One can hardly move. Burroughs called this state "frozen hydraulics".

The thing is, that if your habit is several years or decades long, then when withdrawling, even couple of cc can make you feel much better, you will FEEL it, even it's couple of used filters cooked up. Not for a long time, though, but that's just enough to edge-off and out to cop.

So if you have your usual dose and save 2-3 cc out of 10, you prolly woudn't notice any difference. But in the morning you will definitly NOTICE these saved 2cc.

For myself it's always a fight -- to save or shoot all at once -- which I more often loose. Typical situation -- I save, but before going to bed use it anyway. And regret after.

So acknowleging all importance of leaving just a little bit for the morning, I still almst never keep up to it.

And truly, it's very hard to fall asleep knowing, that one got even couple mls left.

 

[DBirk]

Bad Monkey
Yes, it's very lovely practice, but other way round in my case. My GF always saved for herself and shared, or on the quiet, she stashed some, when I was looking the other way. And in the morning it always was a nice surprise, when as magician, she produced some half a gram out of nothere. I was about to cry at such moments out of unexpected upcoming relief, and out of admiration with her cuteness.

Ended sad, though. She had to move to another city. Miss time with her. A lot.

 

[woamotive]

I always WANT to save some of my stuff for the morning. Whether it actually happens or not is another story. Of course it's a good idea- being/feeling sick is never fun. I'd say it's more about that than getting 'higher' at night.

 

[Shambles]

It's utterly reasonable to save some for the morning, many (myself included) literally can not get out of bed, if there's nothing to shoot.

Bollocks. You can and will get outta bed to go score cos you have to scrape that monkey off your back. It's just a whole lotta no fun doing it without at least a perker to get you moving. I rarely had that luxury so I got my lazy arse out of bed and made with the hustling quicksmart. Wake-up doses are a bonus.

 

[higher than you]

I always make sure i have pills for the morning, without them i wouldnt go to work.

 

[Znegative]

When I manage to scrape up enough dough to have enough to (easily) last me 'til the next day, assuming I didnt get greedy and do all the dope the day it was purchased, I just get so excited that I can't sleep. Like a kid on X-mas Eve... But Im usually able to save a little bit, just enough to get a tiny rush & get well when I wake up.

hahaha, thats exactly how I feel... even if I do fall asleep, I'll wake up in less then two hours and say fuck it.

Lately I've been shooting my subs and trying to taper myself off, so I'm becoming a bit better at being patient. I often force myself to go through a couple hours or being uncomfortable just to ensure that I don't raise my tolerance up.

 

[DBirk]

Bollocks. You can and will get outta bed to go score cos you have to scrape that monkey off your back. It's just a whole lotta no fun doing it without at least a perker to get you moving..

Of course. one have to and WILL get out of bed. I'm talking about effort it takes and how ugly one feels on the mornings, when one's stash is empty. I think, it's destructive for one's psyche, such conditions. Of course, man gets used to anything...

Besides, if you are into it for long enough, there are states, when you inner energetical system so dependant on opiates, that it just can't function at all. It happens close to the end of first 24 yours of withdrawls. This state is very close to narcolepsy. There's just no energy at all, so your mind switches off, bc no energy to supply its functioning.

Do not know, if you've ever been in sucn a state. That's what you can call no fun.

 

[Shambles]

I have been in such states many times which is one of many reasons why I quite quite strong opiates (apart from the off lil tickle as a treat). The only time I ever had any left for a morning perker was when I was dealing. Even then I was often short so had to dip it from the bags I'd made up the day before. Pretty shitty thing to do but my bags were fat as fuck to start off with so got few complaints. When I was just junkying about but not dealing there was never enough for the next morning. Or it's just too irresistible to keep it that long. Always did admire those that could - they were like mysterious alien creatures to me.

 

[KrazyEyesKilla!]

Like someone said about waking up and doing the morning dose. I actually did this last weekend. I saved almost 20mg of my OC80 and was feelin great nodding out at like 2-3 in the morning fell asleep with some chew in my mouth. Woke up at 5:30 in the morning plugged the rest and stayed up for a bit until I started to feel like I was coming down again. Might I say I woke up that day very angry I re-dosed in the middle of the night.

Quick question if I've been doing one 80mg oc everyday for the past two weeks and before that two weeks I was doing one every 2-3 days could I try coming off them by doing 40mg one day then 20 the next then 10 the next then 10 the next to get off this shit? I'm just trying to make this as easy as possible because I've ended up overdrafting my bank account $150 and taking a piece of gold from my mother so I know its time to stop.

 

[DBirk]

Always did admire those that could - they were like mysterious alien creatures to me.

Admire them, too. Ppl have discipline! Rarely manage (very rarely!!!) to save myself, but still, never stop trying. Irresistible is a bloody right word for it. Or you are like helpless, uncontrolability of it, as they put it in rehab programs.

Nothing wrong to make some fat bags a bit lighter, so far as no one complains. Practiced that as well. I'm so generous when high, so my bags were really fat, too. In the morning it's another story. Dr. Jekyll -- Mr. Hyde kind of stuff.

Originally Posted by KrazyEyesKilla! ...up at 5:30 in the morning plugged the rest and stayed up for a bit until I started to feel like I was coming down again. Might I say I woke up that day very angry I re-dosed in the middle of the night.

Another sad, wasting and regretful thing, but it's almost impossible to fall back asleep, if you woke up too early knowing, that there's half a bag or loaded syringe waiting for you. That's why one should take downers before going to bed, to make sure it will knock you out, so your morning "present" stays untouched untill, say 12 or 1 pm (if you are lucky enough). Or at least untill 8 am.

 

[KrazyEyesKilla!]

Yeah it's just my syringe was loaded and ready to plug so I woke up was like I need to just do this quick Then I stayed up until I wasn't feeling good anymore.

 

[Jax27]

i always would save some for the next morning ie: if i had an 80 mg i would do 60 to get a good high that night then save 20 mg for a decent high before work the next morning!

 

[Badfi$h]

I pretty much ALWAYS save some for the morning (I manage to do this even if I am mildly sick at night...that morning rush is just the best...%) ) Others have been amazed at my ability to do this, but it's just worth it to me.

Plus I HATE being sick when I first wake up when I have nothing...having to go up/down stairs and have your heart pound...the stiffness and aches and sniffles.

THEN having to go cop when you're sick and extra edgy...I hate copping when I'm sick. PLUS what if that's the day you get busted before you can do your sh*t???

Then you would have to sit at the station/jail sick as hell...no way, I would always rather sacrifice the night before than have to go through that!!

It's called responsible heroin use. Ha.

However....if I am VERY sick the night before to the point that sleeping is out of the question or just miserable....I'm doing that sh*t. F*ck that.

 

[oliphill]

i had this problem too. the kicker was that my connect wouldnt start delivering until like 1pm. so i would wake up sick at like 11am and the next 2 hrs would go by like fucking 5 hrs. wish he started serving at like 9am or something. whatever, that was then. dont use that shit anymore.

Can relate so much. Why do they always start in the afternoon!!