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New years resolution - Drug wise

Ive used my own blood to dissolve meth that I back loaded.
No filter? How did you know it was dissolved fully? I've had to shoot blood filled rigs into fresh ones but that's about it. Once I register, and it slips out, I go into panic mode waiting to either catch a vein, or fail and have it all clog the fuck up.
 
Get rid of using any short lasting benzos is my priority.
More unrealistic goal is to stop drinking alcohol too.

Would be willing to start using weed as a replacement for both.
 
No filter? How did you know it was dissolved fully? I've had to shoot blood filled rigs into fresh ones but that's about it. Once I register, and it slips out, I go into panic mode waiting to either catch a vein, or fail and have it all clog the fuck up.

this is maybe a bit gross, but I don't start to panic until about the 10 minute marker. Last week I got to about 15min and everywhere I could normally use was getting swollen and shit, so I thought aybe I'd snap the needle and shove it up my arse, seemed the next best option, so I went to take a shit, sat there for about 5min not getting anywhere, wondered about how bad opiate constipation would fuck my ability to plug anything, paced around for a while, then went back to stabbing my arm and managed to register.. fuck knows how long it had been blood filled by then, but it was a while.
 
Taking my Sub program seriously and stop using H.

Cut back on my Flunitrazepam intake,switch it with another,less recreational benzo like diazepam or Xanax,start taking it only at nighttime.

Finding some good coke,going to a mini binge+sex marathon with gf to reward myself for(hopefully) achieving above plans.
 
this is maybe a bit gross, but I don't start to panic until about the 10 minute marker. Last week I got to about 15min and everywhere I could normally use was getting swollen and shit, so I thought aybe I'd snap the needle and shove it up my arse, seemed the next best option, so I went to take a shit, sat there for about 5min not getting anywhere, wondered about how bad opiate constipation would fuck my ability to plug anything, paced around for a while, then went back to stabbing my arm and managed to register.. fuck knows how long it had been blood filled by then, but it was a while.
Damn, man.. I honestly don't see how the plunger allowed you to blastowf! I imagine it was difficult plunging it into your bloodstream.
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Thinking of doing a reward system for myself, get my BZD usage tapered down, or not poking myself for x amount of time, I'll get tattoo(s) to remind myself to do well. Pretty stoked on getting sleeves, too :D!
 
Keep staying clean (or rather: do not revive old addictions). Only smoke on weekends.

I wish to get rid of lyrica as pain med and get on something better.
 
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I wanna stop smoking weed and cigarettes, stop drinking, and trip more, like heroic doses of shrooms.
 
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Really though,
-more cannabis
-much less alcohol
-eat way more San Pedro and try peyote again
-take ayahuasca
-eat more kratom
 
Damn, man.. I honestly don't see how the plunger allowed you to blastowf! I imagine it was difficult plunging it into your bloodstream.

Yeah - it was a bit of a jam, but that said - I think people seriously over-estimate how quickly blood will coagulate in a syringe like that.. I've seen some people struggle for a pretty long time after slipping out, in fact - only once in my life have I ever seen someone actually give up on a syringe in the situation an just squirt it up their nose instead.
 
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