First of all, I want to smoke less weed. Having been in Australia for months without access to any drugs has been really cleansing for me since I was going through a period at the beginning of this year when I was smoking pretty much all day every day and it definitely affected my ability to function in school and work. I was also abusing MDMA and methylone pretty heavily as my best friend had just gotten into it and my boyfriend (who started doing it around the same time as me, we did it together a ton of times) had a big problem with it as well. So not only was I doing it with him pretty frequently but I was also doing it with my best friend who I had recently introduced to electronic music--so needless to say we were going to a LOT of shows, and doing way way too much m. I think I took m somewhere around 15 or 16 times in the period of a semester, which averages out to about one per week. Ouch. So I definitely want to cut back on that significantly, I'd ideally like to cut it down to using only a few times a year although realistically it'll probably be more like once every month and a half or so because I do have a lot of amazing shows planned. Not ideal but better than nothing.
I also would really like to try mescaline in crystallized form. On bicycle day this past year my bf and I prepared a 12" San Pedro and split that along with a tab each and it was one of the most relaxing, visually stimulating trips I've ever had. I'd definitely really like to explore this chemical more in depth and experience more of what it has to offer. And of course I want to try DMT if any ever comes around. In general I would like to use psychedelics in a more productive way than I have in the past.