BlazeBabyGurla
Greenlighter
so this is my first time posting on this website after reading on it for years and I'm sure this thread isn't in the right place; but I can't figure out how to start a new thread in the suboxone area- please don't call me retarded or get all mad, I literally just signed up for this website like an hour ago simply to post this one thing because I can't find the answer to it anywhere.
my question is pretty simple, but I have to give you some background info first. first off: I've always been an opiate lover, I used like vicodin & codeine once in awhile when I could get it in HS, and then when I was like 21 (I'm 23 now) my ex-boyfriend got me hooked on heroin. We were on and off of it for a long time, mostly on, and then in October I was forced to move from the big city I grew up in to a small town and could no longer get it- which YES, I AM INCREDIBLY grateful for that, although I still do have cravings. Fast forward, I met my best friend here, she used to shoot morphine (she didn't like H for whatever reason) and just like me, her D.O.C. has always been opiates. However we can't seem to find any up here, the cops have manager to flush most of the drugs except meth out of the city (fuckin assholes) and the only thing we could get our hands on after literally like a month of searching was suboxone 8mg strips. I have read a LOT about subs, mostly on this website but I also know about them because my ex started getting them prescribed to him to get off of heroin, I never took them though, I wasn't aware they had any recreational value until I moved here and was told they do.
Anyway, my tolerance to opiates has gone way down so when we got the one strip yesterday I took like 1mg of it and got high. It was an okay high, nothing compared to the euphoria I feel from other pain killers but still enjoyable. That was last night around like 5pm (it's 6pm here now). Then this morning around like 7am I took another like 1.5mgs before work and got high, but not quite as high as I did last night. Then today at like 3:30pm when I got home from work I took probably another 1.5mgs, felt nothing after an hour so I took another mg, making it about 2.5-3mgs taken since I came home from work. It's now 6:15pm-ish and I feel a little buzz but mostly I'm just super tired and that's it.
Now that I gave you the background info, I can get to the point. I have read all about how after taking subs for awhile it has no recreational value at all, regardless of how much you take AND that you have to wait like three days in order to take any other opiates and feel the effecs from it. My question is, could I really not be feeling anything because this is my third time taking it? Would the recreational value it held for me before go away this fast, or did I just not take enough? Wtf is going on?
and before I end this I just wanna say: I am fully aware that suboxone does not have any recreational value for some people, however I did state that for me the first two times I took it I did get high, this is the first time I haven't. Also, I have the 8mg orange strips and was told to like put them under my tongue- and I'm totally guessing as far as the dosing on this goes, cus I have no way to really tell. I do know that I had a full 8mg strip yesterday and now I have half a strip left. I took such a little amount because of all I read on here about when you take suboxone the first time.
Any help would be greatly appreciated because right now all I'm feeling is tired as hell and I really don't wanna waste all the rest of it, I just bought another half strip of suboxone today. Thanks so much!!
my question is pretty simple, but I have to give you some background info first. first off: I've always been an opiate lover, I used like vicodin & codeine once in awhile when I could get it in HS, and then when I was like 21 (I'm 23 now) my ex-boyfriend got me hooked on heroin. We were on and off of it for a long time, mostly on, and then in October I was forced to move from the big city I grew up in to a small town and could no longer get it- which YES, I AM INCREDIBLY grateful for that, although I still do have cravings. Fast forward, I met my best friend here, she used to shoot morphine (she didn't like H for whatever reason) and just like me, her D.O.C. has always been opiates. However we can't seem to find any up here, the cops have manager to flush most of the drugs except meth out of the city (fuckin assholes) and the only thing we could get our hands on after literally like a month of searching was suboxone 8mg strips. I have read a LOT about subs, mostly on this website but I also know about them because my ex started getting them prescribed to him to get off of heroin, I never took them though, I wasn't aware they had any recreational value until I moved here and was told they do.
Anyway, my tolerance to opiates has gone way down so when we got the one strip yesterday I took like 1mg of it and got high. It was an okay high, nothing compared to the euphoria I feel from other pain killers but still enjoyable. That was last night around like 5pm (it's 6pm here now). Then this morning around like 7am I took another like 1.5mgs before work and got high, but not quite as high as I did last night. Then today at like 3:30pm when I got home from work I took probably another 1.5mgs, felt nothing after an hour so I took another mg, making it about 2.5-3mgs taken since I came home from work. It's now 6:15pm-ish and I feel a little buzz but mostly I'm just super tired and that's it.
Now that I gave you the background info, I can get to the point. I have read all about how after taking subs for awhile it has no recreational value at all, regardless of how much you take AND that you have to wait like three days in order to take any other opiates and feel the effecs from it. My question is, could I really not be feeling anything because this is my third time taking it? Would the recreational value it held for me before go away this fast, or did I just not take enough? Wtf is going on?
and before I end this I just wanna say: I am fully aware that suboxone does not have any recreational value for some people, however I did state that for me the first two times I took it I did get high, this is the first time I haven't. Also, I have the 8mg orange strips and was told to like put them under my tongue- and I'm totally guessing as far as the dosing on this goes, cus I have no way to really tell. I do know that I had a full 8mg strip yesterday and now I have half a strip left. I took such a little amount because of all I read on here about when you take suboxone the first time.
Any help would be greatly appreciated because right now all I'm feeling is tired as hell and I really don't wanna waste all the rest of it, I just bought another half strip of suboxone today. Thanks so much!!