ANOTHER bad reaction to Suboxone, to the tabs this time. Help solve the mystery?
Having bad reaction to tablets now.
I wrote a while back about a bad reaction to the strips and now I'm having the same reaction to the tablets. It was fine for a few weeks, but then I had a reaction where my heart was racing, my skin was flushed, I had a metallic taste in my mouth that came in waves. It was like a really bad panic attack but worse. I know that panicking made it worse, but I'm not sure what the initial reaction was from.
I started filtering after that and it was fine for a few weeks, but then I had the reaction again. It's been a few days, and I've been very carefully taking tiny doses (injecting) every five to seven hours. But it's not enough medication, so I've been taking a little bit orally too.
I know it wouldn't solve the issue of the initial reaction, but is it possible that I'm putting myself into withdrawal or something because I'm taking it intravenously and sublingually within the same day? I've been basically feeling like crap for the past few days. When I inject it, I have a very minor reaction similar to the major reaction, but I've noticed that concentrating on not panicking helps. But I'm also having a minor bad reaction when I take it orally. I've been having some minor kidney pain a couple times a day, but I get kidney stones regularly so that might be unrelated.
I'm not set on injecting, but it takes less Suboxone to do the job when I do it that way, and I only have a few left so I'm trying to use as little as possible.
So my questions are... am I making myself have symptoms b/c I'm using it too different ways at once? Also, does anyone know if maybe they changed the formula? Maybe I could be reacting to some of the new fillers/binders? I am filtering, but I'm just using tightly-packed cotton pads. I don't know what micron filters are or where to get them.
To answer the person who asked if people get high off of it. I'm not judging (of course) but that's not the purpose. To my knowledge, one of the purposes is to NOT let you get high off it. If you haven't taken any Suboxone in a few days and you shoot it, yeah you'll feel something, kind of like taking Vicodin. But when I did that, I threw up a few times too. And if you're already taking Suboxone orally and then you switch to shooting, I don't think you'll feel anything different. I never expect to get high off it. I just shoot it b/c I've been addicted to the ritual, and I can use less that way.